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- I had no greater ambition than to give up my life .... help this kid survive ... 
He died because of me ... can you seriously dare to call me a captain ...?
Why am I losing all the people who belived in me ...? 
- It's ... ok. You carried on like a soldier with a battle wound. When someone dies, the part of them that lives inside you can not die.
You are not alone ... it's alright now.
[...]"
                        ~ written by my little sister Vizzah


"When you look into the abyss , the abyss looks back at you..."
Throughout all these years Chris has lost many of his comrades , in the process of bringing the world it's lost order , even almost Jill ... and now Piers is gone too. Could anything be the same for him again ? Surely everyone has their own limit of how much they can handle.  Once we get close to that line and our facade begins to shatter what else  is there left to do ? 

If there's only one person that can understand this troubled mind... why not give it a go ?  



The thought of making this came to me after watching a movie 8MM. I was expecting to turn this into a comic but with the current lack of time here's just kind of "trailer"

this being said on the internet i won't be able give up on it xd
I hope you'll like it!   

Download for full size     


  Don't use it without my permission!   



Programs used:

* XPS
* Blender
* CS6

Credits:


Chris by FearEffectInfernoAdngel
Jill by  xXKammyXx  | Adngel
Scenery by JhonyHebert
Couch by ?

Resident Evil  © CAPCOM



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Comments: 50

Dinzydragon [2022-12-17 14:45:19 +0000 UTC]

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ChrisRedfieldLove [2022-04-07 17:14:05 +0000 UTC]

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littleftm11 [2019-08-29 23:50:59 +0000 UTC]

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Regetti96 In reply to littleftm11 [2020-06-30 20:41:06 +0000 UTC]

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DireWolf2000 [2019-06-12 01:41:47 +0000 UTC]

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Regetti96 In reply to DireWolf2000 [2020-07-13 23:53:12 +0000 UTC]

The ending of Chris' campaign was ... unexpected - among other things. Having in mind how the rest of the campaign had sugary endings.
I saw lots of people sharing the opinion that Leon is one of the dullest and shallow characters in the series - while its a total opposite. But that's just how showing just the characters' heroic side hurts their portrayal and dehumanises them at some point. This being said I agree with what you wrote 100%.
Seeing what capcom starts doing since resident evil 2 & 3 remake..maybe there is hope for us to see those characters fully grow "on screen". Not just through in-game notes and conjectures.

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cobaltbluebengal [2018-08-14 21:27:04 +0000 UTC]

Love the emotion and grief in this pic

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Regetti96 In reply to cobaltbluebengal [2018-10-19 16:29:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm very glad you do  
Knowing that I'm doing it right means a lot to me

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Procket12 [2018-06-17 08:14:27 +0000 UTC]

He really has a partner body count that would put Dirty Harry's to shame. 
The List is:
Kenneth Sullivan
Forest Speyer
Edward Dewey
Enrico Marini
Joesph Frost
Albert Wesker (Upon discovering his Betrayal)
The numerous casualties from the BSAA forces
90% of his own team in Edonia
Piers Nivans

There's only so much you can bottle up before it starts coming out of its own accord.

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Regetti96 In reply to Procket12 [2018-10-19 16:33:43 +0000 UTC]

I agree. For most of the people seeing even a stranger die in front of them leads to a mental breakdown. 
At this point it's hard to even imagine what Chris must be going through. 

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Chacravartim [2018-01-16 15:27:46 +0000 UTC]

It's been too good. It makes Chris and Jill the best they've ever done for me.

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sakuyatogane [2017-12-11 11:08:40 +0000 UTC]

Beautifully done. Love this.

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Regetti96 In reply to sakuyatogane [2017-12-27 16:24:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy to hear that

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sakuyatogane In reply to Regetti96 [2018-01-10 11:56:05 +0000 UTC]

You do emotions so well.

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Regetti96 In reply to sakuyatogane [2018-02-11 10:21:58 +0000 UTC]

Maybe that's because I'm quite emotional myself
Anyway...I'm very glad to hear that from you.

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sakuyatogane In reply to Regetti96 [2018-02-20 08:43:25 +0000 UTC]

Same here, am a very emotional person.

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Regetti96 In reply to sakuyatogane [2018-02-21 09:22:57 +0000 UTC]

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sakuyatogane In reply to Regetti96 [2018-02-21 16:35:02 +0000 UTC]

You do emotions very well.

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markdarko [2017-09-17 15:14:53 +0000 UTC]

LOVE between Chris and Jill is not that kind of tipical lovers' love. It's more like a 'I will die for you my parter' kind of love.

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Regetti96 In reply to markdarko [2017-11-07 20:31:55 +0000 UTC]

Yes! Exactly
They have been in this constant war together for a very long time. It made them develop a rather firm relationship with strong basis. 
Lovers' love , how you put it, only makes their relationship shallow.

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julyball [2017-05-26 10:05:40 +0000 UTC]

OMG it's great!!!!!!!

i'm a Nivanfield fan, but i gotta say this pic is really really really awesome. Impressive strong emotions in it, friendship, comradeship, kinship, and love maybe. Chris is crying and suffering for his loss over the years, while i can feel Jill is heartbroken for all this too. Fighting bioterrorism over 20 years made them strong, scarred, but still soft and tender in heart. So beautiful warriors they are. I hope their comfort for each other do working...

In fact, i really hope Capcom treat him better  T0T  

Thanks for bringing this artwork to us! Looking forward to your comic

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X-V-I-I In reply to julyball [2017-07-02 23:06:37 +0000 UTC]

My god this is a damn masterpiece. Captured my favorite two RE characters perfectly. You can feel the passion, trust and love they share for each other....

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Regetti96 In reply to julyball [2017-05-27 12:50:59 +0000 UTC]

I'm very glad that eventhough you're a Nivanfield fan you were able to see it this way
As you noticed all these year that they have been fighting didn't made them numb, apathetic (which happens in majority of cases) and instead they keep going , caring about those around them. That's indeed beautiful and unique which only convinces me that they will do just fine Aside from that their mutual understanding only works in their favour

As for treating him better, if Capcom didn't put him on the front line, Finn wouldn't have the reason to admire his awesomeness

Thank you!  It's so nice to hear

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julyball In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-27 14:09:09 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i agree with that. All i wish is he/they could take a break. 


 

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MaryLander97 [2017-05-17 01:23:18 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww This Is Soooooooo CUTE!!!!!   

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PuppyPiers69 [2017-05-11 20:03:08 +0000 UTC]

I don't ship these two (Nivanfield for me) but i really love this picture, seeing it beyond romantic pairing, Chris and Jill are very close friends so other than Claire she would be the one conforting Chris when he needs a shoulder to cry on for losing Piers and others. We don't want to see him break down again but i'm sure he has his moments where he just needs to let it all out, Really good work capturing these intense emotions.

Would love to share this on my fanpage, with credits of course

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Regetti96 In reply to PuppyPiers69 [2017-05-12 12:04:18 +0000 UTC]

In my case I also wouldn't say I ship these two ;D Basicaly I have no problem with watching PiersxChris, LaraxChris etc. as long as it kind of makes sense I happen to watch artist making that kind of work and frankly it's really fun to watch.

And thank you for your comment I'm really glad you see it this way 

Yeah, no problem wanna give me a link ?

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PuppyPiers69 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-12 17:13:20 +0000 UTC]

That's nice, some of us can be very possessive when it comes to pairings, i know I am personally lol, and i think I know what artist you're talking about, he does beautiful Nivanfield.

You're welcome and thanks! My fanpage is www.facebook.com/PuppyPiers/ I jumped ahead and shared it yesterday, didn't want to miss it on my Chris' day, sorry about that, was gonna delete it in case you said no, so thank you.

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Regetti96 In reply to PuppyPiers69 [2017-05-12 20:07:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I had a chance to find out about it the hard way ;D
FearEffectInferno - he's not to be missed; lovely technique ineed 

The pleasure is mine Although I might argue about the fact that you called me a shipper in your post

No worries It's good that you asked me anyway

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PuppyPiers69 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-13 02:36:13 +0000 UTC]

I can be very defensive when it comes to Nivanfield, but i tend to mind my own business and don't go like "hey, that ship is wrong blah blah", yep him, he's doing really beautiful work.

Being called a shipper is not a terrible thing DA's suggestions of "More from..." showed me a lot of Chris x Jill, so you can't blame me lol.

Thanks again  

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Regetti96 In reply to PuppyPiers69 [2017-05-15 19:44:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I can respect that !

Well, maybe not for you , but I generaly don't like when people see just the couples in my works
e.g some time ago I had a funny situation when I uploaded this render:
 
and in the comment section someone argued with me that Leon is not worthy of Claire (huh? ). When I asked her why did she assume that they are a couple she replied that it's because I made them sit next to each other (while she is a fan of Steve and Claire) 
Although you're right and I make quite a lot of works with Chris and Jill in it they all are not necessarily connected to one another, do you know what I mean by that? It really depends on the mood / idea / inspiration (pick one) , but in majority I keep their relations as close friends which they are, actually, in games. They always used to make a good team that's why we like to see them together (unnecessarily in a romantic relationship) The same thing goes with Claire and Leon , as well.  

And for that matter I'm happy that you were able to see beyond that romantic part, which most of the people only notice (HannibalxWill Graham=gay; Dr.HousexWilson=gay for the shippers ;d) and instead perceive the depth of partnership that connects these two

P.S sorry if I messed up in the reply

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PuppyPiers69 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-17 16:59:48 +0000 UTC]

I see where you're coming from but people like this just give shippers a bad name, they're a special kind of crazy, I consider myself a shipper as well, I adore Piers and Chris and i don't like seeing them with other romantic partners, however you won't see me stepping in people's works, for example a Chris x Jill pic saying "oh this is wrong, Chris should be with Piers blah blah" is not of my business, same case when I see people shipping Piers with Claire, even trying take our ship name Nivanfield, i say nothing, each to their own, I haveonly say something if i see the character being degraded, but i have learnt to mind my own business with these things.

But that's alright, you don't consider yourself a shipper, maybe you are a casual shipper? Idk xD  Sorry to have called you that since you're not a fan of the term.

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saturnin91 [2017-05-09 17:44:55 +0000 UTC]

The emotions here ... just wow...
Your work is mindblowing

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Regetti96 In reply to saturnin91 [2017-05-10 09:21:43 +0000 UTC]

I'm very glad that you appreciate the work I've put into making it, it's so nice to hear

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black-cat010 [2017-05-07 23:04:17 +0000 UTC]

ok to be honest this work here is really putting more pain and sadness in to my heart
i have been having a very sad week and its all because of all these spoilers that i read and see about RE Vendetta especially about my beloved Leon   
and your work my dear even though its great and full of emotions and obviously( a sad one    ) is making it harder on me ( not your fault though) and i really appreciate your work a lot
and to see Captain Redfield in this status is really very painful      
your way in showing emotions are absolutely Amazing ( no wonder you call yourself suffer tears )  

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Regetti96 In reply to black-cat010 [2017-05-10 09:49:09 +0000 UTC]

 Oh, what's so wrong about it? no... wait...he's not gonna die, is he?  It would be the second time already   You got to tell me

First of all I didn't even hoped i had such an inpact on my viewers  so in a manner of speaking I'm happy to find out about that  In games, movies, books that's basically what I'm paying the most attention to - emotions, the way to sympathize with a character. I kind of always tried to recreate that   
Your words truly means a lot to me It means I'm going in a good direction after all.

If you'll permit me, by myself I had much to do with emotions like that, suffering from depression by the time I joined here - that's kinda where this weird nickname came from  .

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black-cat010 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-13 16:26:14 +0000 UTC]

first i hope you are doing great now after all these years here in DA and with all these emotions you got in your work that somehow i hope it managed to cure you from your  depression  
and second i have always noticed the emotions in your works that always made me speechless and never had the perfect words to describe the way i feel when i see them but i left your page with a smile on my lips joined with some tears whether i was feeling happy or sad  ( some times angry    ) especially if it was about my beloved Leon its always touch my heart so deeply     
so yes you are going in the right direction no doubt about it  

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Regetti96 In reply to black-cat010 [2017-05-15 19:55:13 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, I actually am doing better dA worked for me as some kind of a therapy I suppose. 
If that's so I have to start making more positive content to assure that you will leave my gallery with a huge grin on your face  

I can't thank you enough for saying this

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black-cat010 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-18 18:07:35 +0000 UTC]

you said you are going to make more positive content but what about this new one
Jigsaw
are you trying to kill me more than i am already dead   
OMG! first look my heart trembled when I saw him especially that look in his eyes why are you doing this to him my poor beloved Leon
the way the lights reflects on his charming eyes is so great it shows a lot of his mixed emotions that he is having at this moment
he looked as if he was at first angry and ready to face that thing in front of him but then he realized the danger he is in when he heard the ticking as if he knows its too late for anything ( that frown in his forehead changes everything)  

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Regetti96 In reply to black-cat010 [2017-05-21 11:50:28 +0000 UTC]

I know, I know , but I made it a long time ago and just recently had time to finish it like most of my projects ( some of them I'm not even sure if i'll ever finish or want to submit like : BackOff  or Happy Halloween  )
The first time I watched the trailer of upcomming Resident Evil 7 with this Go Tell Aunt Rhody atmospheric masterpiece playing in the background I thought I had to recreate it (since they were suppose not to be any old characters in the game).
It started with Sewers  and since I don't have time to make a comic (nobody would care about it anyway, I think) I'm only submiting renders like the screenshots to fill my concept story.

Obviously I'm working on making some more positive artwork from now on, as promised , but It's especially hard when you're feeling down I guess

I always look forward to see your comment, you have a great eye for details So thank you for that one more time, dear

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black-cat010 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-25 17:31:48 +0000 UTC]

OMG! that Happy Halloween why? he looked sooooo sad why! you are really breaking my heart with all these emotions he had on his angelic face that i cant take any more          
you are a master when it comes about sorrow
your way of showing all these emotions are really incredible that draws my feelings  immediately( just looking at his face OMG! that look he has it squeeze my heart from sadness and pain and i yearn to reach him to wipe away his pain and sadness and keep him safe with me
you are very cruel you torture me very deeply when you make my beloved Leon sad and suffering  

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Regetti96 In reply to black-cat010 [2017-05-27 17:48:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm very sorry to read about it , but let me just explain it to you...
From the lack of any information about Leon's childhood I decided to fill this gap with a suitable background. In my country, instead of wearing imaginary costumes and playing trick or treat , people visit the graves of their loved ones to celebrate their memory ...therefore you can see Leon simply...standing by the grave of his mother. I figured his mother would have a strong impact on Leon's personality - especialy her absence. That something which might happen to her would perhaps explain why he was so eager to join the Police forces and allocate him in Raccoon city.
It's a long story , thus I don't think you'd be even interested in reading it all.
I was planning to include it in one of my projects anyway.

Let me tell you something, dear I'm doing an internship at the hospital and I happen to see a lot of suffering which most of the times makes it difficult for me to hold back tears. Also the awareness that ,in most cases, you can't really do much isn't helping. It hurts to see others hurt.
But here's something I think is crucial for fixing a situation a little bit:  It's okay to be compasssioned with others, but to a certain point - when you don't take it too much personaly. Change your way of thinking  so that it doesn't bring you down but allows you to be strong for that person. 
~In our case though, Leon has been almost 20 years now in what would seem like a nightmare - people around him die on his sight, and altough he tries - he's helpless about it. He lives in continuous insecurity, he has suicidal thoughts but he keeps going no matter what
In short : Leon's and other main protagonist's story is not just about killing zombies and such but a story of a beautiful people , with beautiful value system - by whom example we can work our way through the hard times and keep in mind that everything will be allright eventualy
  



Not much of a short story XD

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black-cat010 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-06-12 22:16:56 +0000 UTC]

thank you my dear for the advice i really appreciate it a lot  
and i do understand what you mean  
and to tell you the truth when it comes about my beloved Leon i cant hold myself or control my feelings no matter how hard i try its really out of my hand  
it may sound silly for others but its really very important to me and it dose mean a lot to me he is very precious + special and very dear to my heart i cant stand seeing him in pain and suffering even when he is smiling i know that behind that smile millions of pain and sadness and thats what hurt the most                  
and i cant stand any negative views about him and there are lots of negative views about him from RE Vendetta that made me very anxious about him
but i am really glad to know that there are people like you my dear who understand and feel our beloved characters the way i do  
even though your works make me suffer a lot
and by the way, i am not sure if i told you about this before or you already know about it but either way in the RE Vendetta they were to show some about my beloved Leon childhood but then they decided to not do that ( and how i hate capcom for doing this why capcom? why? )

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Regetti96 In reply to black-cat010 [2017-06-15 01:21:29 +0000 UTC]


oh, sometimes you might exaggerate a bit but I fully understand you. He's indeed something  And definitely one of the most dynamic & likely to empathise with characters in the whole series.
And about that sadness covered behind a smile...unfortunately...one who suffered such trauma as Leon could probably never ( or with great effort) experience happyness the same way as before the nightmare.  Every moment of joy, happy memory,  experiencing pleasure faces an endless ocean of questions: why me? why was I meant to live? while others around me die. ; why do I feel like I was given a life that was taken from others? ; Did they must die in order for me to keep living ?...
Perhaps that's what called a bitter-sweet ending, I think... or is it just me ? It makes me sad everytime I think about it. 
Especially when I watched an interview with Matt Mercer at E3 this year on the Re:Vendetta.

I honestly can't imagine what could people possibly hate him for in a movie... I myself preferred his looks in Re: Damnation , but at some point it's also nice to see that Capcom took to their account that the events have a huge impact on him and accordingly made him look more broken () and devastated. Which only adds more realism and compassion to the character.
I watched first minutes of the movie (somebody spoiled it to me on facebook ) and the the first time I heard Leon's voice (I assume it was meant to be this way) , but at first it sounded so badly blended in and alien/ridiculous that the only thing that came to my mind was this :
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sYEdV…  which left me with a stupid smirk for a sec or two... 
And maybe that's what people are whinging about..because the way Capcom handles things (in my opinion) is expressing the serious content in a subtle way. Little things, actually - like expressions, eye contacts, body language. And you can't really read those things if you're out of focus or looking at it shallowly. Which by the way is what the majority does. 

I know I told you that I'll try to make positive content , but it's just so hard when you're not in a mood for that kind of ...theme. Huge grins and eyes lighten up from joy just doesn't seem quite right to me (Wine  - it just doesn't seem natural , does it? :/ ) Maybe I could use some help ..heh..  I wish my works wouldn't make you this way...Hang in there, dear

Leon's childhood?! Holy cow, are you serious? Oh, some light on his past would be great indeed... What you just told me doesn't make me like capcom any better , tough Actually it doesn't even surprise me...  The only thing that comes to my mind on as the excuse for them is that perhaps they thought that with all the information we will be given during a movie will be enough for us to picture what might happen to him in the past/ how his childhood might have looked. Something every single one of us can uniquely picture and let the imagination flow...
It's a trick also used in  many movies such as Logan for example - where the beginning of the story was left to your imagination only driven by details hidden in the movie itself.
Nevertheless I, just like you, belong to group of people who like to see things with their own eyes.   That's definitely more satisfying and it surely doen't make a room for a negative and sad alternative versions of events. Isn't that right?
Although thank you for telling me that
And I'm really sorry if I written two much

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Link1245 [2017-05-05 19:16:43 +0000 UTC]

omg so deep <3 love it  "sighs" still totally in love with your work  

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Regetti96 In reply to Link1245 [2017-05-06 22:03:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, you're so sweet  
Let's just hope I won't give you a reason to stop

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Link1245 In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-06 22:12:21 +0000 UTC]

U won't ever ! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ totally down my line for Chris ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Lady-Ariana-Croft [2017-05-04 20:56:33 +0000 UTC]

My favourite Pairing ^^

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Regetti96 In reply to Lady-Ariana-Croft [2017-05-06 22:01:31 +0000 UTC]

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Lady-Ariana-Croft In reply to Regetti96 [2017-05-06 22:15:04 +0000 UTC]

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