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richardtorres21 In reply to chinduda [2013-04-26 01:22:14 +0000 UTC]

ha i know what you man by that, it tears at the heart with such restlessness. forever it made me feel like i was worthless because alcohol was worth more than me and its like under 10 dollars to buy. and so yep i felt useless but also i wanted my old dad back and just *sighs* at least im inspired to be the best dad ever, its my life goal actually. and im getting a tattoo soon to keep me focused on that goal. for when im a dad many years from now hahaa

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chinduda In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-04-26 01:41:22 +0000 UTC]

yh , my dad just usually felt me up...literally , he never actually raped me , he said sorry , and i forgave him , but i still can't forget what he did to me and what would had happened if he went all the way , nobody really knows... it feels like shit , i trusted him and he just threw my trust away stept on it and spit on it...but i still forgve him ...y'know , he;s my dad.
Feel like telling my mom but they're in the middle of a divorce..she already cries everyday, i wouldnt be able to bre with how much i would hurt her if i told her...

i neer want my kids to go through that...but as much as i want to protect them , sooner or later they would need to face the real world...

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richardtorres21 In reply to chinduda [2013-04-26 01:55:07 +0000 UTC]

its just down right horrible what parents do. and humans in general. and do you need to talk about it with me? not me and ill send you my facebook, we can chat there if you like.

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-13 02:28:15 +0000 UTC]

same about the last part but its cool how we can relate in that aspect of life. i get alot of my ideas from photo's on DA i go into photography>conceptual>most popular past 3 days. thats where i find the best stuff to draw atmospherically.

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-15 17:14:12 +0000 UTC]

ye....i read somewhere once...
a quote....the toughest thing to be
in this world, is a son -.-...kinda
agree on that..
and that sounds like a good idea...

btw i found a local art store/gallery/studio-ish place today i think i
might apply for weekend lessons in
the summer^^' the people there were nice....and AMAZING ARTISTS O_O i was so jealous!!

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-16 19:39:01 +0000 UTC]

deffinately do so! im taking a class at the art institute of kalamazoo over the summer hopefully.

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-17 00:57:39 +0000 UTC]

finished this one now xD [link]

yay! a non chibi for once! i didn't have reference...so it took a little while ^^' it's one of those
spur-of-the-moment drawings

and i will! i think i would learn alot more, in a really short time xD
oooh sounds awesome if i was
gonna do a course in one of the major institutes......i'd be in debt for a whiiiiile :S stupid expensive norway -.-..

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-17 12:13:10 +0000 UTC]

haha XD i hear that its really expensive from you and ooms, its not a major class but its worth 250 usd so its most likely going to be a good one!

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-17 13:57:50 +0000 UTC]

.....i have to pay 500 usd for one
weekend class 2 days and THAT was a cheap one xD
BUT...then again...we pay 20-20+ usd for a mc donald's meal or at least 40-45 usd for a pizza^^'

this country is a blood sucking leech -.-....i pay 400 USD a week for GAS and LUNCH at work O_o

.....i dunno why...they just increase prices all the time -.-..

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-18 22:02:04 +0000 UTC]

how much usd is minimum wage there?

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-18 22:17:23 +0000 UTC]

uh...we don't have any minimum wage here ^^' it's all up to the employer
and employee xD

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-18 22:26:24 +0000 UTC]

uum what are you paid USD an hour even tho you are your own boss

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-18 23:26:42 +0000 UTC]

Personally...i dont get paid by the hour....i
Discuss a price.....finish the job....then get paid.......buuut.....around....uhm.....around 2000+- Usd a week (if its a big job)......but i have to pay....1300 usd Every 4 weeks....then 1/5 of my income....And then....an ugly sum of taxes 4 times a year xD....and...around 400 usd each week for gas and lunch....not including weekend/social expenses

....why the questions?

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-19 11:04:56 +0000 UTC]

just seeing if you were exagerating the US dollar but it seems like you guys have TERRIBLE inflation at the moment'

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Nikuwicca In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-19 16:52:57 +0000 UTC]

I honestly wasnt^^'
I don't know how these expenses sound to you xD if you think sounds cheap,
Normal or expensive... I dunno

But... It IS a growing issue... Yes.... People are getting angry... My country
Is fairly well off...... Getting richer.... But the general prices and living expenses has sky-rocketed over the last years :S
So... Some experts on the subject, believes its gonna collapse... Cause
The general population can't sustain such prices
It's like... They focus so much on making the piggy bank fatter, that they neglect
Normal people :S

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richardtorres21 In reply to Nikuwicca [2013-03-20 22:53:59 +0000 UTC]

i see and well i think your economy is about to collapse at that rate, if you can, move out of the country :C

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richardtorres21 In reply to TrueEmotional [2013-03-09 03:31:21 +0000 UTC]

whats actually drawn is RIDICULOUSLY small but im pretty proud of it!

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TrueEmotional In reply to richardtorres21 [2013-03-09 14:18:27 +0000 UTC]

Good for you!

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