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Published: 2011-11-10 02:27:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 538; Favourites: 13; Downloads: 8
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Description Being a patient means being deaf.
Doctors talk in hushed tones
behind the blue curtains
as though you can't hear them
or you're unable to understand their words.
But I'm mentally ill, psychotic, but not deaf or dumb.
I wish in those moments they knew what was going on
Inside my head.
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Comments: 7

FilthyPazuzu [2012-03-26 16:41:22 +0000 UTC]

Yes. This. One of my first psychiatrists years ago didn't want to tell me what my diagnosis was. Only us mentally ill people get treatment like that. Can you imagine a doctor not telling a cancer patient they're diagnosis? Nope.

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Rosary0fSighs In reply to FilthyPazuzu [2012-03-28 06:09:40 +0000 UTC]

I hate it so much, it's so ridiculous. Knowing your own diagnosis helps you to identify warning signs and symptoms, and helps you battle it. You hit on on the head saying that they wouldn't withhold that information from someone with a physical illness

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AlecBell [2011-12-23 18:08:21 +0000 UTC]

The last line is very telling.

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TheSomberGuitarist [2011-11-23 06:14:41 +0000 UTC]


I overheard staff talking about me when I was in the hospital. It was bad...

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silverfleckedlullaby [2011-11-13 19:24:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry That sort of cool contempt is just as bad as snide whispers. The doctor at the hospital I was sent to called up my psychiatrist and told him her opinion of me, and the psychiatrist refused to tell me what she said because he didn't think I needed to hear it...it still bothers me, not because he didn't tell me, but because I wonder how bad it must have been.

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Rosary0fSighs In reply to silverfleckedlullaby [2011-11-13 21:22:49 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes imagining it is worse, isn't it? I've had similar problems, and when they don't tell you it just eats at you.

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StorbeLightAngel [2011-11-11 02:06:04 +0000 UTC]

what's lithium poisoning?

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