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Published: 2008-06-05 13:32:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 210; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
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Description I feel the cool liquid run down my left wrist...my right hand holding the blade
I feel bathed in the pain within and only wish to let it out
But I can't, I open my eyes to stare at the tears rolling down my arm to stain my bed
I toss the knife back in the drawer I'd grabbed it from and sit alone in the darkness
the only companionship that of my thoughts, the only thoughts being that of pain
I wish I had a way to let it out, but who could I turn to?
I cast about my mind and realize that everyone I know has their own pains
their own problems
their own lives
so I sit here silently, bathing in my pain, wishing I could let it out
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Comments: 22

princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-09 12:53:26 +0000 UTC]

hey ray i hope you do update them soon sorry i haven't been talking to at all lately i been sorta busy and did you respond to my message on mocospace yet i been waiting for the reply ^.^

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-09 13:47:03 +0000 UTC]

I tried responding again

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-10 12:53:34 +0000 UTC]

ok then ^.^ *hugs* so what new my friend

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-10 16:58:23 +0000 UTC]

Just working and trying to stay out of trouble.

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-10 19:25:47 +0000 UTC]

i see then

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-10 20:19:20 +0000 UTC]

*shrugs* aside from having a co-worker now nothing exciting has happened in my life. Oh yeah I have a bike now so I ride to work (which now only takes 3 minutes instead of 8 walking) and around where I live for exercise.

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-10 20:37:07 +0000 UTC]

did you post on mocospace?

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-10 20:56:20 +0000 UTC]

I think you noticed XD

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-11 13:12:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah i have heh ^.^"'

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-11 14:26:22 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* you're silly

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-12 03:28:20 +0000 UTC]

i knew that

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princess-hiro12691 In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-12 13:02:51 +0000 UTC]

awww i you too ray *huggles* did you post on mocospace yet ?

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Rubilon In reply to princess-hiro12691 [2008-06-12 04:12:16 +0000 UTC]

true true ^_x but I you anyway ^_x

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blackeyedassassin [2008-06-05 17:07:20 +0000 UTC]

you should write more stories. I liked those alot.

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Rubilon In reply to blackeyedassassin [2008-06-05 17:10:27 +0000 UTC]

*chuckles* yeah I'm trying to work on those just haven't had the inspiration >.x

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JynxedDraca [2008-06-05 15:06:20 +0000 UTC]

Ray...you okay?

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Rubilon In reply to JynxedDraca [2008-06-05 16:15:50 +0000 UTC]

I'll live, just as I always do

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JynxedDraca In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-06 19:52:20 +0000 UTC]

Wanna tell me what happened?

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Rubilon In reply to JynxedDraca [2008-06-06 20:46:18 +0000 UTC]

I just lost a friend who'd turned into a bitch on me, nothing more nothing less.

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JynxedDraca In reply to Rubilon [2008-06-06 21:06:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry

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Rubilon In reply to JynxedDraca [2008-06-06 22:58:23 +0000 UTC]

not your fault, but thx

phones always on yaknow

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hurtbutloved [2008-06-05 13:59:56 +0000 UTC]

very true... i can relate

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