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Ruby21 — Fucked up, Angered out.
Published: 2010-10-16 03:35:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 175; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Sure.Kill me.
Bring it on.
I'd rather die and save others,
Than to let others die and myself live.
My life is fucked up enough.
At least, on the inside.
I'm not gonna deny I bottle up my emotions.
Yeah, at some point it'll all burst out at once.
And pray you're not there to witness it.
To witness my emotional trauma,
My suicidal tendencies,
The pain I've gone through.
I've had enough of that "It'll be fine" bullshit.
I'm smarter than that.
Don't try fucking with me like that.
I had enough of it as a kid,
To a furious mother coming home,
And a dad saying, "Hey~" like everything was fine.
Don't do that.
Do what?
Don't act like everything's fine.
W-what?
I've had enough of that crap.
Are you saying you'd rather go through me and your mom screaming at each other?
I'd rather that than be lied to.
You don't see that stuff on the outside though,
You lucky bastards.
On the outside you'll see me,
Going on about my life,
Taking out my anger on people,
One by one.
And then on good days,
You might see be actually smile.
But you know, that's a once in a lifetime kind of thing.
Lucky,
Lucky,
You.
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Aw you.
I've fashioned my conscious self into a large white room and a really big computer screen. I never use the computer screen though, just sit in a corner and think or whatever.
I think that its actually a mental disease ene
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Large white rooms scare me. I think it's something about my past-life mental trauma. Hur.
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