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Ruda13 β€” When the fearless leader is gone.

Published: 2013-07-21 01:32:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 1801; Favourites: 147; Downloads: 0
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Description Castiel always ask the same question.
'Why did you leave me here, Dean, why didn't you took me with you...? '

And always whisper the same promise.
' We will be soon together again, I promise Dean '




2014.
Dean tries to kill the Devil.
He failed.
Cas have no idea how did he managed to get out of this alive.
And he wish he did't.

He was the one who had found Dean.
He was the one who had brought him back home.
He was the one who could sit whole day in front of his grave.

~~~

Music: Gone - Ioanna Gika, The Exorcism of Emily Rose Soundtrack

Huh, well. When i started drawning this i didn't really wanted to draw anything sad. Seriously!
But then nah...
I-feel-awsome-and-i'm-laughning-so-why-not-listen-to-something-sad-and-think-about-something-heartbreaking-and-cry-and-sob-and-fuck-my-life-it's-so-sad-because-destiel-and-love-and-destiel-asaabgafdcgrsd happened xd
My english suck, nah, i had this whole story in my head but i can't write it, buuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. Shittttt.
Anyway i'm happy with the colors.
Yeah. Colors are okay.
GIMP 2.6.7
mouse.



I do not own Supernatural~~
Only my drawnings.
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Comments: 29

Jiyuchan [2014-05-22 19:00:33 +0000 UTC]

OH how fitting this is for the season 9 finale Q_Q *cries a waterfall*

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Ruda13 In reply to Jiyuchan [2014-05-23 00:24:27 +0000 UTC]

oh no no no no I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT THIS NOOOO now I can't unsee this omg there goes my happines D: * crawls under blanket and don't comes out until someone tells Cas that Dean is alive *

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Jiyuchan In reply to Ruda13 [2014-05-23 05:48:40 +0000 UTC]

I'M SORRY ;-; ! But yes please: somebody has to tell Cas That Dean is still allive *sobs* . I mean what if Cas doesn't care now if his grace burns out because he thinks he failed Dean and wants to die too Q-Q ...

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Ruda13 In reply to Jiyuchan [2014-05-23 15:38:05 +0000 UTC]

I'm suprised that people don't talk more about this D: When Β he was asked what will he do about his fading grace he really looked like someone who doesn't care anymore. Not now, Β when is sure that Dean is dead.


It breaks my heart D:

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Jiyuchan In reply to Ruda13 [2014-05-23 17:27:13 +0000 UTC]

Yes ;-; mine too. Yeah and he didn't say anything, he was just silent and so broken. I really hope that he wants to see at least Dean's "dead" body or will search him in heaven... and god how failed he must feel when he sees what Dean became though he raised him from perdition once ;-;
THIS SHIP GIVES ME TOO MANY FEELS Q_Q xD

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Ruda13 In reply to Jiyuchan [2014-05-23 17:59:11 +0000 UTC]

But I think he still will be happy that he's not dead ;____;
I KNOW THAT PAIN.Β 
Destiel always makes me cry xD

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Jiyuchan In reply to Ruda13 [2014-05-23 18:03:36 +0000 UTC]

Yeah he will be in love with Dean no matter what. I just hope that Dean kept his feelings for Cas and not lost them cause he changed now ;-; and I hope that somebody finally tells him just what the fuck Cas all did for him - the writers made it so canon this season I mean holy fuck ;-; .

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PuertoWolf [2014-04-06 01:58:10 +0000 UTC]

I just finished season five. Oh let's stop crying and look at fan art.... Oh let's start crying again!! Can you illustrate the small story above

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Ruda13 In reply to PuertoWolf [2014-04-06 11:53:49 +0000 UTC]

Shhhh, shhh don't cry my dear! *hugs*

ah, you mean the moment when Cas had found Dean?

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Medusa564 [2013-09-27 13:10:20 +0000 UTC]

Tears are good for the soul... You have fixed all my impurities...Β  Β So beautiful... Just lovely...Β Β 

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Ruda13 In reply to Medusa564 [2013-10-12 11:35:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you sweetie ;3; I'm really happy that you like it!

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Medusa564 In reply to Ruda13 [2013-10-13 01:53:45 +0000 UTC]

I love it so much.Β  Β You are very welcome.

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Lord-Stormaggeddon [2013-08-26 09:13:01 +0000 UTC]

Just gonna leave this icon here...Β Β 

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Ruda13 In reply to Lord-Stormaggeddon [2013-08-26 09:21:08 +0000 UTC]

my heart died.Β 

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Lord-Stormaggeddon In reply to Ruda13 [2013-08-26 09:24:31 +0000 UTC]

huehuehuehue suffer!

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chip93 [2013-07-30 20:10:13 +0000 UTC]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.

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Ruda13 In reply to chip93 [2013-07-31 01:35:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much ! ;__;
I'm really, really happy that you like it!

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chip93 In reply to Ruda13 [2013-07-31 18:50:25 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome
Thank YOU for drawing it x

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TinaCaper [2013-07-22 00:30:07 +0000 UTC]

AHH DAM! GOOD BUT CRY

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Ruda13 In reply to TinaCaper [2013-07-22 00:40:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!Β 
This is such a sad story,
Cas broken and alone D:

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TinaCaper In reply to Ruda13 [2013-07-25 23:15:53 +0000 UTC]

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LividLycan [2013-07-21 09:25:04 +0000 UTC]

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
SOBS FOREVER

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Ruda13 In reply to LividLycan [2013-07-21 09:35:27 +0000 UTC]

I'M SORRY D:
I'M SOBBING TOO
D:

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LividLycan In reply to Ruda13 [2013-07-21 09:40:48 +0000 UTC]

SOBS
SO BEAUTIFUL BUT IT HURTS SO MUTCH

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Ruda13 In reply to LividLycan [2013-07-21 09:45:22 +0000 UTC]

I know it hurt's
he's so alone
Dean was is everything
and he was ready to die for him, without a word
and now Dean is the one who's dead
and he can't stand it
even breathing is painfull in world without him D:
wafzsvvafscevbfg
D:
DD:

Than you ;_____;

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LividLycan In reply to Ruda13 [2013-07-21 10:02:28 +0000 UTC]

NOW YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY ;;_________;;

*hugs Cas and pets his head* Shhhhhhhh its ok ;A; <3

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Ruda13 In reply to LividLycan [2013-07-21 10:07:06 +0000 UTC]

I don't is just true FGBV seafsdzc hywvawes\d ;_________;

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paradoxinvincible [2013-07-21 03:40:58 +0000 UTC]

I think this is the first time I've shed a tear at a drawing. Fantastic.Β 

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Ruda13 In reply to paradoxinvincible [2013-07-21 09:38:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! Your comment means a lot for me! I'm really glad that you liked my work, and that i managed to put my emotions in it, so other can see it too. Thank you!

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