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Poii’s POV

I never thought I’d loose you. Especially not to a girl.

You smile one of those special smiles- the one you never gave me. You seem to glow with happiness as you pull out a little blue velvet case, the edges white. I bite my lip. It was her favorite color. Gleefully, you explain that you were finally going to plan your wedding with Tsuki. I nod absentmindedly, not really paying attention to your words. My eyes are riveted to the box that you’re showing me, and I immediately know what’s inside it. Tsuki’s wedding ring.

I sigh openly as you go on about how beautiful she is and what you think her wedding dress should look like. ‘You haven’t even proposed yet! Stop planning it all out like this…!’ My mind screams. Though, I wince mentally, reminding myself that it didn’t matter, really. Tsuki’s parents and our father had arranged them to be engaged, and I couldn’t change that.

“Are you listening to me, Poii…?” Jukusei asks, blinking. I nod again, he continues on, and I know I had lied. I didn’t give a damn about Tsuki or how beautiful she is. She was nice, but I never really took a liking to her. Should I hate her, because she had stolen Jukusei’s heart? I sigh mentally. How could I? She never could have known. I bit my lip hard, a slow line of blood trailing down my chin. Jukusei noticed this, and a look of concern plastered on his face, and I growled in my mind. ‘Damn, can’t he keep his concern to himself, and spare me the pity…?’

“What’s wrong?” He reaches his hand out to me, and I flinch away, and immediately regret doing so, hurt showing in his eyes. I look down, unable to meet his gaze. Jukusei seems to contemplate this- he watched me for what seemed like forever, then suddenly opened his mouth to speak. “This is about Tsuki and I’s wedding, isn’t it?”

I snap up to look at him. “…What if it is?” I ask him, not really wanting him to answer. ‘SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPP!’ My mind screams. Jukusei looks at me knowingly. “You like Tsuki, don’t you?” He asks. WRONG. But somehow I wish it was so… I nod, lying. He smiles sadly, and hugs me close to him. “I’m sorry… if I’d known… I wouldn’t have fallen in love with her…” Half of my mind screams for you to push me away. The other half is dead, slain by overwhelming bliss. I lean into his hug without realizing, and close my eyes. Suddenly, it hits me like a ton of bricks. I shove him off of me, and I turn away, taking off. I only half-hear him calling my name… but now it doesn’t matter. I’m going to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and make sure that I never see him again. Only then will it heal.

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Poii’s POV

I never thought I’d loose you. Especially not to a girl.

You smile one of those special smiles- the one you never gave me. You seem to glow with happiness as you pull out a little blue velvet case, the edges white. I bite my lip. It was her favorite color. Gleefully, you explain that you were finally going to plan your wedding with Tsuki. I nod absentmindedly, not really paying attention to your words. My eyes are riveted to the box that you’re showing me, and I immediately know what’s inside it. Tsuki’s wedding ring.

I sigh openly as you go on about how beautiful she is and what you think her wedding dress should look like. ‘You haven’t even proposed yet! Stop planning it all out like this…!’ My mind screams. Though, I wince mentally, reminding myself that it didn’t matter, really. Tsuki’s parents and our father had arranged them to be engaged, and I couldn’t change that.

“Are you listening to me, Poii…?” Jukusei asks, blinking. I nod again, he continues on, and I know I had lied. I didn’t give a damn about Tsuki or how beautiful she is. She was nice, but I never really took a liking to her. Should I hate her, because she had stolen Jukusei’s heart? I sigh mentally. How could I? She never could have known. I bit my lip hard, a slow line of blood trailing down my chin. Jukusei noticed this, and a look of concern plastered on his face, and I growled in my mind. ‘Damn, can’t he keep his concern to himself, and spare me the pity…?’

“What’s wrong?” He reaches his hand out to me, and I flinch away, and immediately regret doing so, hurt showing in his eyes. I look down, unable to meet his gaze. Jukusei seems to contemplate this- he watched me for what seemed like forever, then suddenly opened his mouth to speak. “This is about Tsuki and I’s wedding, isn’t it?”

I snap up to look at him. “…What if it is?” I ask him, not really wanting him to answer. ‘SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPP!’ My mind screams. Jukusei looks at me knowingly. “You like Tsuki, don’t you?” He asks. WRONG. But somehow I wish it was so… I nod, lying. He smiles sadly, and hugs me close to him. “I’m sorry… if I’d known… I wouldn’t have fallen in love with her…” Half of my mind screams for you to push me away. The other half is dead, slain by overwhelming bliss. I lean into his hug without realizing, and close my eyes. Suddenly, it hits me like a ton of bricks. I shove him off of me, and I turn away, taking off. I only half-hear him calling my name… but now it doesn’t matter. I’m going to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and make sure that I never see him again. Only then will it heal.