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I streach, hearing my shoulder pop. I sat back in my chair, crossing my boots as I propped them up on the desk. I think back. I snap my fingers as I remember. I take a deep breath as my eyes go distent.^v^v^v^v^
Allie growled for the first time. Angry tears went down her face. She slammed her hands down on the table. "SHE'S GONE! YOU WON'T FIND HER! WHY WON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME!" She growled lower. Her eyes went from their normal dull blue, to an icy one. She hurt. Her whole body burned. She clentched her fists, glaring at her stunned parents. She moved them to her sides. She went outside calmly. She screamed to the sky. The sound echoed for miles, and it lasted for solid minutes. Her tone dropped. She was no longer sounding like a little kid. Her words came out solid, sharp, and clear. They weren't in this language though. Her neighbor jumped the fence. He grabbed her little sister and brother, and pulled them away. The elder walked over to the young girl. "Allie. Allie! SABRINA!" She stopped, chest heaving, staring at him with dull eyes. He watched with his sad knowing eyes. They faded, they went from blue, to silver. Her voice went low. It held no emotion. She touched his face, movements slow.
"Sabrina? I'm Kitty. I'll keep Sabrina hiden. I'll control her. I'll keep her gentle side, and bury it. That side will be Sara Dellbird. Sabrina Bane will stay locked up. Take care." With that, Allie went back to normal. She fell forward, the man catching her. The younger one let go of the two younger kids he was holding. He went inside, his house, and came out with a cold wet rag. He folded it, and set it on Allie's forehead. Her younger brother toddled up.
"Is Sissy Okay?" He was barely a year old, and it was clear his sister was teaching him. He shook his head in sadness. The sister of Allie's sent her brother inside.
"She's sick. Isn't she?" Her voice was still young, but it held the same tone her sister used when she was thinking. The young man nodded. He looked up at his best friend.
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"What are their names?" I looked at Nny. I stared blankly at him for a moment. I blinked a few times. My eyes went distant again.
"Heh. One was Johnny, the older one. The younger one's name began with a T." I look at him. He was staring at the fact it was his name. "It is odd. Just like how I can relate perfectly with Squee. I don't understand it really, but I promise, this is MY life story." He nodded silent for a moment.
"If Kitty said she was going to keep Sabrina hiden, why is that your name?" I just smirked.
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They moved away not long after. She stared back at the house. Her eyes were a dull grey, they had blue and green mixed in. She closed her eyes as she thought back to the shadow in the window, taking Blue. The glowing red eyes, the glinting white teeth, the pale white hand. She turned away, and looked at her neighbor's house. She blinked, and waved gently. She went into the car, and stared blankly ahead. She was tired, and her years blended together from that point.
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Nny was silent. I was turned away. I ran a hand through my hair, shaking. I wouldn't go into detail, but the true memory of the window was horrifying. My breathing shuddered as my mind went ahead. My voice went older, and I sounded tired.
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When Allie woke up from her mental nap, she was in forth grade. She could still remember things, but life had backhanded her. It was the wake-up call from hell. Her parents were going split. A tear slid down her face to see her family so hurt. She bit down on her bottom lip, and recalled the feelings. Her mother stared at her a moment. She went blank. She ran a hand through her hair, and went outside. She sat in the yard of her Grandmother's yard. She stared at the sky. She looked to her left, as if someone was sitting next to her. "Thanks, Sara. Your right. Good might come out of this." She looked to her right. "That would work Sabrina, but I want them Happy. I'll keep them happy, if it kills me."
She let a smile slip across her face. He younger sister looked at her, and the same thing happened. Same for her brother. The only difference was Allie's eyes went dull. The only sign of life was the glint. That same glint from years ago, as she was shoving her shirt into the trash. The same glint her old neighbors had. It was the glint of madness. She was spiraling into the darkness of crazy. She went to school the next day with the same smile. The world was bright next to her. She let the feeling of raw happy around her. Her friend, Onyx saw through it. She watched for a few weeks. They weren't that close, but she was the only one who could see it. SLAM! Allie's smile faultered. She stared at her friend with a confused expression that didn't reach her dead eyes. They slowly turned dull blue. Anger flashed behind them. Then, they turned a saddened Green. Onyx knew that green was ment to be happy. Allie pulled on a wrist, but it was pinned above her head, against the chainlink fence. All of the playground was watching. The teachers watched silently. They knew this sort of deal was dangerous. Sabrina spoke in a low monotone. Only Onyx could hear her friend. The smile was still there, but her lips buzzed as they moved. She spoke quickly, to the point most wouldn't understand. Onyx hugged Allie for the first time. They both weren't that into contact. She hugged back, but the smile was still there. The next day, she was dressed in all dark colours. Her smile was gone, and her eyes were hard. Her blond hair brushed her shoulders, and it hid her face as she studied the ground. It was warm outside, but she wore a black hoddie. Someone yanked on the hood, hard enough to choke her. She made no sound as she turned. She looked the other boy in the eye. He mouth twisted into a sneer. Her eyes were blue, a bright blue. The boy took a step back, and her smile got wider. Onyx yanked her backwards. She fell, landing on the asphalt ground. She yelped in surprise. Her eyes cleared as she frowned. "Eh? That wasn't very kind Onyx." Her friend helped her up, and Allie blinked. Her eyes looked back at the boy, the blue flashing before going Grey. She got used to these feelings. She became sadistic. She laughed when others were in pain. She became cruel. She wouldn't help people anymore. She became faster, stronger. She fed off of hate. She picked up a few names by the end of Fifth grade. They weren't kind at all.
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"Now she sounds more like you. Were you really once that nice?" Nny asked. I turned to face him. My eyes grey. I gave a weak smile. My eyes were shining. It looked as if I would be crying if I could.
"Yes. I was a very happy person. My friends told me once that I was practiclly a Saint. I helped others, and I was friends with everyone. But it didn't get bad until Middle School."
"Aren't you about to enter 8th grade?" I nodded. He leaned forward a bit. Interested now.