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Published: 2007-11-20 14:53:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 741; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 16
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Based on a modified version of the Time Script byThis isn't my best fractal, or even a particularly good one. However, when I got done playing around with it, I felt like it was an amazingly accurate expression of my brain and thought processes as an autistic.
I am perfectly ordered at the very center. My thought and emotional processes are fully functional and powerful. Organized, structured.
But I am hemmed in by a cloud of utter chaos ... the "real" world, the outside world. It all makes no sense to me, and I am forced to retreat back to my center. It means I miss a lot. It means you can't see me.
It means I am alone in here...
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ahhh that is how i am too. you captured it soo perfectly. to ourselves we are normal, but to the outside world we cannot understand, everything we hear and see is just chaos, congested into a mass of colour and noise that makes one want to scream and shut their eyes, cover their ears.
but we are never alone, remember that, we do have each other (even though the whole communication thing might be a problem)
this is beautiful, so perffect to how we are. NT's cannot understand that.
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Wonderful. You have portrayed it so well. I see/feel very similiar patterns/textures when I do maths. Otherwise it's a little different..
Thank you for making this!
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Hello.
Your deviation has been featured here:
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That is so cool! Thank you! What an amazing article, too! Bravo for taking it on. I for one appreciate it a lot!
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A prefect way to explain the Autistic mind my friend, we, truly, are unique!
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Thanks so much!
Yep, we are unique and most of the time I love that
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OK, where the hell is the guy who does the fractal DD's when you need him?! very well done! its almost like a clock. but it seems empty wandering the black void.
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Wow, thanks so much! Nobody has ever mentioned DD for one of my pieces, so I'm flattered you think it merits that
I also appreciate that you caught the "emptiness". Sometimes people look at me and think I'm empty -- that nobody is home. If only they could see inside.
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oh so true, i hate the stereotype...
call us crazy will they?! 
XD
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Oh! I didn't catch on before that you're one of "us"
Welcome to the family!!!
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You should be. Crazy is a tough lifestyle to live, and only the best of us can manage it well
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no truer words have been spoken!
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This is my favorite one I've seen!
It looks planetary in my mind... with physics jutting out of it with gravitational pulls and such.
Mostly, it looks beautiful
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Thank you! I think you've given me the best possible "review" on this piece, because I can feel your enjoyment and it's so passionate and cool. Thanks for that!
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Your work is BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
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Thanks so much
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I love this one, I think it's a great fractal! And boy do I understand what you mean by all of this, I feel the same way. Most people will never truly understand us/our minds. I love what seems to be shots of light coming off, kinda feels like my brain when it's going a thousand miles an hour, firing everywhere, and I can't shut it off. Then the "cage" feel to this that shuts us inside of our minds. WOW, I could ramble about this piece for quite sometime, but I will spare you..
Brilliant work again...
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Awwww, don't spare me. I need the ego strokes!
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Holy Cow, you sure did make a point with this one! Valyn is going to soooooo relate to this. In fact, whenever I get inside his brain, this is what I see, haha!
This is also very similar to Sacred Geometry. Reminds me of the Sephiroth. Are you familiar with Kabbalah at all? Ancient jewish mysticism is all about math and planes of existence. Fascinating stuff... and that's what you always present, fascinating stuff!
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I'm familiar with the Kabbalah only in passing, on a conscious level. I think I must suffer some racial memory, though, because it's notions and concepts do seem to be a part of the way I think and perceive.
Thanks for once again seeing deeply!
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Well thank YOU for being so naturally talented that you create deep works of art that allow me to see deeply into your work.
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It must be a reply by emoticon kind of day:
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Woow *___* So many details
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Thanks! It's still not my favorite of my works, but I'm glad you enjoyed it!
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