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SamuraiKat — Can't Help Myself
Published: 2011-05-18 23:58:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 6434; Favourites: 83; Downloads: 6
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Description "S'not fair."

I turn around and to look at my boyfriend Wally who's sitting on the edge of my bed looking like a sad puppy who just lost his favorite bone. I sigh heavily as I finish tying my navy blue tie. I hate seeing him like this, especially when it's all my fault he's feeling that way.

"I'm sorry, Wally. I'm really, really sorry," I say for the 10th time tonight. "But Bruce didn't invite you and he won't change his mind no matter what I say."

"Stingy old man."

"Hey, man." I walk over to him and poke him hard in the forehead. "Don't talk about him like that."

"Hmph. He pouts, half in joke, before taking both of my tiny hands in his large ones and pulling me closer to wrap his arms around my slim waist. "Well if I can't go, why can't you stay?"

When he talks to me in that soft, gentle tone, it makes me want to do anything and everything he asks of me, if if I really shouldn't.

"Because you know what Bruce'll do if I stay behind, especially if he finds out it was because of you."

"Then don't tell him."

"And when he finds out I lied to him, we'll both be dead together."

"Then we'll make sure he doesn't find out." I sigh again before shaking my head.

"Tell me why I would be willing to go through with this?" He stands up and takes my lfet hand in his right one while keeping his other one on my side. He starts to sway, moving me with him, dancing to a song only he can hear.

"Because I don't want anyone else besides me dancing with you?"

Good. But not good enough.

"Good excuse. But you'll have to do better than that." I challenge people. It's what I do for a living.

Tell me how you love me more
And how you think Im sexy baby
That you dont want nobody else
You dont want this guy you dont want that guy you wanna

"Hmm...because I love you? Because you're looking way too sexy right now? Because I don't want anyone else in my arms right at this moment but you?"

Well damn, Wally.

Touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me you wanna hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me

The hand on my side slides to the small of my back to push me against his chest lightly while we continue to sway and I close my eyes as I inhale his scent.

"Because your body is perfect? Because you make me feel like I'm on fire when you're around me? Because I'm way too cold when you're not with me?"

Shit, Wally. Stop it.

Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

"Or because I need you so bad it hurts?"

Baby you're the perfect shape
Baby you're the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday

He spins me around halfway and slithers his arms around my waist again to pull me against him. I can't stop my hands as they float down to rest on his in reflex. It's amazing how I fit against his body perfectly, how I'm so light that he can lift me up with ease; as if I was made especially for him.

I want it this way I want it that way I want it
Tell me you dont want me to stop(don't stop)
Tell me it would break your heart

"Do you want me to stop?" he asks against my ear. I shake my head no.

"Don't stop..."

Dammit, I sound so quiet and blissful and girly that it's embarrassing. But he's showering me with words of love and I am so totally whelmed. I don't care nearly as much as I should.

I just love to hear you say it
It makes a man feel good baby

"Did I say I love you already?" Even without looking at him I can tell he's grinning like a hyena. A handsome hyena. Because he knows he's got me convinced to stay. Honestly, he had me at that first "I love you." But I want to hear him say it again.

"Yeah...but it doesn't hurt to say it twice." He kisses the side of my jaw sweetly before whispering,

"I love you."

I reach into my pocket and pull out my cell phone to call Alfred. (yes, Alfred has a cell phone.) It rings for literally half a second before he picks up on the other side.

"Yes, Young Master Richard?"

"Hey Alfred. Um, could you tell Bruce I can't go to that charity thing? Cuz I kinda-"

"It's already been taken care of, young sir."

Blink.

"It...it has?"

"It has. I told Master Bruce that you came down with a last minute flu and would not be able to stand upright, let alone socialize with other human beings."

"Uh, thanks, Alfred."

"It was my pleasure, Young Master Richard. I hope that you have quite a fun evening."

Alfred is totally Yoda. I just don't have proof of it yet.

I snap the phone shut and throw it across the room into the closet. I don't want any distractions right now. Or for the rest of the night, either.

"Nice throw," Wally comments with a laugh. I turn in his arms and hook my arms around his neck, staring into his jade green eyes.

"Shut up." In the next moment my lips are on his with sweet passion and love and we fall backwards onto the bed. It feels so good and right that I know I've made the right decision by staying here. He holds me tightly as our lips move together and I'm feeling the aster x100. Heaven isn't a strong enough word to describe this moment. When we separate I'm laying on top of him with his fingertips at the edge of my dress pants, tugging at my white tucked-in shirt because he knows I hate it like that. It's uncomfortable and he wants me to be comfortable.

"This mean you're staying?"

"Yup." I lean down and touch our noses together with a big grin on my face.

"Because I just can't help myself."
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Comments: 54

dacerie [2013-04-12 10:52:23 +0000 UTC]

oh wow, I thought I was the only one clumsy enough to delete good, hard work. I spent a year writing a novel, and you know what I do? next time I'm on my laptop to write it, I open my documents, hit the wrong button on the mouse pad thingy on my laptop and... click the delete button. so there I am sitting there staring at the screen, knowing that I just deleted almost nine chapters, and a years worth of work. I felt so stupid, because I didn't write the story's rough copy in a notepad first. luckily i had done a full read through on my story before, and started writing it again as soon as possible. I'm new to deviant art, so I thought, hey, its been three months, I'm finally back up to chapter two, why don't I put the Prologue on here and see what reaction it gets?
(I don't have a name for my book, so if any one who reads this comment has any awsome ideas for the name of a fantasy book (no romance, because I just can't write that sort of thing) that would be great.) sorry for the super long comment.

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Lopper71 [2013-04-11 11:26:18 +0000 UTC]

PS
( ignore what the little yoda says it has nothing to do with this (only yoda I could find) )
This is a wonderful fanfic great job

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Lopper71 [2013-04-11 11:21:56 +0000 UTC]

This is totally awesome
Alfred is totally YODA

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MissSoarrow [2012-04-09 02:29:12 +0000 UTC]

This is great.

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1MessedUpChild [2012-02-11 04:08:51 +0000 UTC]

PSSSSSSST If you delete something and don't have an undo button press Ctrl Z or Ctrl Y to get it back!

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MegaAnimeFreak7 [2011-12-21 05:29:33 +0000 UTC]

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BOBSISAWESOME [2011-10-08 20:31:17 +0000 UTC]

Yoda-like Alfred is funny but a bit creepy. was he watching them on some survelance camera or something?! idk, id kinda freak bout that if it was me...

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RandomHatThieff [2011-05-19 16:02:14 +0000 UTC]

Butterflies does not begin to describe the havoc being wreaked in my abdomen. No, I'd have to say I'm filled with a fleet of tiny helicopters >w<

I have found a new song. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!

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lightningbolt-13 [2011-05-19 15:44:51 +0000 UTC]

Did I tell you how much this cheered me up? I was having a totally shitty day, and you gave me hope, seriously

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SamuraiKat In reply to lightningbolt-13 [2011-05-20 11:23:44 +0000 UTC]

Yaaaaaaay!
I'm really glad I could improve your day.

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r-o-b-i-n-i [2011-05-19 15:35:54 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww!!! This was an aster!!! And I'm totally whelmed!!

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SamuraiKat In reply to r-o-b-i-n-i [2011-05-21 21:23:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!
I'm glad you like it so much =w=

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r-o-b-i-n-i In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-21 21:23:56 +0000 UTC]

It's okay

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Hyperjetix28 [2011-05-19 07:38:07 +0000 UTC]

Omg,100 times the aster xD

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SamuraiKat In reply to Hyperjetix28 [2011-05-20 11:24:09 +0000 UTC]

YUS!

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Bokon [2011-05-19 07:19:30 +0000 UTC]

This is so great. Alfred is best XDD hhahaha

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SamuraiKat In reply to Bokon [2011-05-21 21:21:16 +0000 UTC]

Lol Thank you so much! <3
he isssssss~

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ChibiLauryn [2011-05-19 06:21:53 +0000 UTC]

*gasp* Don't give away Alfred identity!!! No worries, I forgive you cause this was so awesome!

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SamuraiKat In reply to ChibiLauryn [2011-05-22 19:44:45 +0000 UTC]

oopsie!
Yaaaay forgivingness~
lol
Thank you very much!

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Aquariem [2011-05-19 04:51:35 +0000 UTC]

I really like it, it's super cute. There's some spelling mistakes and some words that were meant to be typed that weren't, that I can see in the first couple of paragraphs. Totally caught me off guard when the speaker turned out to be male but it made me love it all the more. It was super cute. I felt as if the 'author' was a girl, she'd be a little self centered, but it turning out not to be made it just.. cute. xD The right amount of insecure in a boy is adorable.

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AmethystMoons [2011-05-19 02:34:48 +0000 UTC]

Lol. Didn't expect you to write to the song after you spazzed over hearing it for the 1st time in 4eva. Mami blasts Robin Thicke alllll da tiiiiiiime. So of course I was hearing the whole song in my head b4 I even read some parts XD had to backtrack and fooooocuuuuus~ lol
And your fics always have me desiring some Wally affection. He seems like such the perfect, uhhh....whats a word for it?.....Seducer? lol IDEK but whatever it is, he seems to be good at it and now I have higher expectations for future men in my life >:3

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SamuraiKat In reply to AmethystMoons [2011-05-22 19:44:20 +0000 UTC]

But of course~ 'Tis part of why I mentioned it.~

My fics do that to me too. OTL To be seduced by Wally...
Yaaaay! Higher expectations! They gooood. =w=

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GingaGirl86 [2011-05-19 01:44:24 +0000 UTC]

It had slackness in it!!! 8D
I adored it!

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SamuraiKat In reply to GingaGirl86 [2011-05-22 19:43:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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XxBloodyHellxX [2011-05-19 01:42:44 +0000 UTC]

OMFG I understand when all you wrote gets deleted D: I feel for you <3 but it came out awesome and I love Yoda Alfred HAHA he makes me giggles.

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SamuraiKat In reply to XxBloodyHellxX [2011-05-22 19:42:26 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!
And thanks again. <33
yoda Alfred for the WIIIN

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XxUniversalRosexX [2011-05-19 01:39:49 +0000 UTC]

Alfred you freakin' rock :3
and this is freakin' adorable!!!

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SamuraiKat In reply to XxUniversalRosexX [2011-05-22 19:43:01 +0000 UTC]

XD

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Sammy-Da-Yangster [2011-05-19 01:39:45 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful just beautiful. Loved it so much.

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SamuraiKat In reply to Sammy-Da-Yangster [2011-05-19 01:44:29 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU SO MUCH
I'm glad!

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Sammy-Da-Yangster In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 05:56:10 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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xxxDorkusMaximusxxx [2011-05-19 01:13:44 +0000 UTC]

Start feeling the aster right now, cuz that mental picture of Wally smiling like a hyena...I shouldn't continue this sentence.
I'm listen to the song RIGHT. NOW.

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SamuraiKat In reply to xxxDorkusMaximusxxx [2011-05-19 01:16:59 +0000 UTC]

Continue! Continue! XD
lol
yaaaaay! You like?

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xxxDorkusMaximusxxx In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 01:26:27 +0000 UTC]

Haha! I can't say. You'll have to ask Wally.

Um, it was...interesting. I wasn't expecting his voice to be so...high.

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SamuraiKat In reply to xxxDorkusMaximusxxx [2011-05-19 01:28:44 +0000 UTC]

=3=
Hey Wallyyyyy?

XD I know, right? I'm still surprised to this day. O.oo.O

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xxxDorkusMaximusxxx In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 01:35:51 +0000 UTC]

No! Wally! Don't tell!

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SamuraiKat In reply to xxxDorkusMaximusxxx [2011-05-19 01:44:04 +0000 UTC]

Wally:

TELL MEEE

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xxxDorkusMaximusxxx In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 01:51:50 +0000 UTC]

Neva! Hahaha!

Wally: *Begins to speak*

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SamuraiKat In reply to xxxDorkusMaximusxxx [2011-05-19 01:54:32 +0000 UTC]

*listens intently*

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xxxDorkusMaximusxxx In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 01:56:15 +0000 UTC]

Robiiiin! Wally is being mean! *pouts*

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Chedder123 [2011-05-19 01:10:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh so cute! Loved it!

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SamuraiKat In reply to Chedder123 [2011-05-19 01:11:35 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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isshiz [2011-05-19 00:38:46 +0000 UTC]

asfds the idea of these two dancing is cute ♥
;u; aww it's a beautiful song. and an awesome fic
It's always frustrating when you've been working hard and it all gets deleted Dx I'm sorry.
It happens often to me (too often for what I would like D<) so I kinda understand it ._. *snif*
but it end up being a great fic anyway <3

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SamuraiKat In reply to isshiz [2011-05-19 01:03:07 +0000 UTC]

<33
Thank you so much.
I wanted to dance in traffic after it happened. OTL Thanks.
There, there. no sniffff. Smile!
ol Thanks again~:iconbighugplz:

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isshiz In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 02:56:02 +0000 UTC]

Lolz.. talking about work getting deleted..
I was doing a masking, and it got deleted ;_; like 10 minutes after posting here.
asfds I had to do it all again ;w;...
your cute fic keeps me from dancing in the traffic now 8DUu

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candycakes19 [2011-05-19 00:32:23 +0000 UTC]

This totally means Alfred yoda there is no questions about it lol

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SamuraiKat In reply to candycakes19 [2011-05-19 00:45:32 +0000 UTC]

XDD
Totally.

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Luvis4Losers [2011-05-19 00:14:59 +0000 UTC]

*shivers* Gotta love it when Wally talks sexy. Another amazing story. <3

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SamuraiKat In reply to Luvis4Losers [2011-05-19 00:20:47 +0000 UTC]


I do too~ Can ya tell? such are the crazy fantasies of a fangirl~
Thank you so much!

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Luvis4Losers In reply to SamuraiKat [2011-05-19 01:09:33 +0000 UTC]

Yes! You've been feeding my inner fan girl.
Haha no problem.

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