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Scarlet-Hawke — You'll find your way
Published: 2017-01-13 21:43:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 153; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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".. And may death find you alive"Oh Gee guys! I must say I made huge fuss last week, didn't I?
I felt really broken and scared but I feel better by now! But it's all thanks to you, you all are so wonderful, words cannot even measure how grateful I am for every single word of encouragement and assurance that I'm not alone, you guys are simply the best!!
- I'll never be able to thank you enough for what you've done for me
I'm a lot better now, even though I'm still scared because of my exams but with massive help from all of you, my uni mates and family I managed to pick up a fight and I'm not giving up until the very end.
And I am not scared to fall anymore, at least I'm not willing to let it decide about my life
Anyways! I got lots of things to catch up with (mainly here haha!) and study but you can be sure that Scarlet Hatter is not dead and won't be, if I'll manage I'll maybe upload something more but if not then after winter exam session~! I wish you all best luck with every life matter you have going on right now too! Remember that I believe in you~! *blows kisses all around*
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Ahhhh kate, you don't have to thank us!<3
we have to thank you! You're simply an amazing person and an even greater friend and inspiration
I'm so happy that you've found your way and won't ever stop fighting
anyways, we'll always be by your side no matter what!
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I always have to thank you <3
And I'm not doing anything really haha, I'm only trying my best because so many of you are so kind and amazing, I wouldn't ever think I'd meet someone as wonderful as you <3
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to ja życzę Ci wszystkiego najlepszego i oby sesję przetrzymać :3
PS. ładny rysunek, taki olśniewający
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Omg, dziękuję Ci bardzo, nawzajem z Twoją pracą! ;w; )9
Taki właśnie miał być 
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Dziękuję bardzo 
to super
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Oh my God... thank you so much ;;w;; <3
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*searches emoticons for "heart"*
*starts finding weird things* aand I think I'm done
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Omgosh, you're just too precious for this world haha!
Thank you for all the hearts <3
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And such a great drawing of Noah~
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If you had sent me one note on here or gone on Skype and said something I would have been there for you in an instant. But I have been working an insane amount of hours and been going through a lot of hard times (both at work and at home) and have not had time to go through the thousands of messages in my inbox.
Still it hurts feeling excluded like this.
Anyways, I'm glad you're feeling better...
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I know, Nath, you are wonderful friend.. but honestly I hate to bother my friends when I don't know if they're busy or upset.. to not be a bother and upset them even more.
And also I wanted to go to skype lately to talk with you all but it's been horribly lagging for few months now for me, on computer in won't even start and on phone it just shows white screen. As I talked with some people from my school they have similar issues so I guess I need to wait for some update or something :/
I understand you about messages and hard times (though I know that you're actually putting up with even harder things than I do, so I shouldn't complain even, but I just.. can't help not being upset/scared), I can post something or draw as stress relief but then going through messages and commenting on everything is almost impossible for me to do simply because of lack of time and motivation.
You are not excluded, nor ever will be! I even put you in my map part on youtube(?), believe me you are not.]
I'm glad too but I hope for you to feel better too 
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Aw, Kate, that makes me feel a lot better. Thank you.
If you are ever feeling down or need a friend, please reach out and let me know. I always want to be there for friends and family. I have lost quite a few of them in the past couple of years (I lost my Grandfather and my Uncle died suddenly too) and I don't want you to suffer without me being there to cheer you up. Drop me a note on here if you cannot get on Skype and I should see it soon (I have notifications on).
I am sorry I have been behind. I almost never log onto my desktop (it was three weeks the last count) and the phone app is just a stream of messages that you have to scroll forever to find something. I probably have around 1400 or so that I need to address right now.
We are nearing the end of our project and about to make a major product go live and I will have to support it (I hope it is ready; upper management smells blood in the water right now) so I may be working some 80 hour weeks (literally 80 hours of one job a week) here come March. I also am in the final stages of purchasing a house (my parents wanted me to get out on my own) so I am about to have a house to run all by myself next month (and a monthly mortgage and will be buying groceries and paying for utilities; fun stuff). Not sure when I will completely move out (current residence is five minutes from work, new one is 20-45 minutes depending on traffic), but my brother and his wife are moving back in because they are selling their house and building one that won't be done until July (they have to have the money from the old one to begin building).
Hey, if you wouldn't mind, could you please shoot me a note so we can catch up? I want to know how you are doing and if there is anything I can do to help.
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It's really nothing, i'm just being honest
I know, thank you so much.. I know how hard it is to lose someone suddenly so I understand, but you gotta know that I'm not like the others, I might not talk for a while but it's not a situation of sort like "if you write to me I will ignore you", no, if you'd write I might even take some time to gather thoughts but I will respond. Always. I will write a note to you asap!
Hey, it's not a problem with being behind, I am struggling with messages for over a month not being able to clear them out with replying/commenting even though I do it all the time when I'm free, it seems that I'm not catching up with things here at all.
Hmm.. it really sounds like tough situation.. but at least I am glad that you are near ending this project, right? So after ending it I hope you'll find some time for yourself and for some relax but man.. paying for everything plus mortage seems like almost impossible task - at least for a lazy bum as me hahah - but I know you're working really hard so you're gonna pull through, I believe in you! And then you gotta live in your own house
Ah sure, I'll send you a note! 
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Ahh no need to thank me! ;A; I'm so glad that you're motivated to go on now! Punch the exams in their face, like a BOSS!
It feels good that I could help a friend c: If you ever need some kind of advise or just some more virtual pats on the head, you can always come to me! \>w👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Again, I have to thank you, just like the others! ;^; I had massive mental block and thought nothing could save me but you did
Oh my gosh, likewise honey! May it be an advice, staying with you or even kicking someone's ass for being bad to you - I am here! <3
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That's so kind of you, I'll keep that in mind!
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Really nice drawing of Noah he looks a little upset ?
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Ah, he actually is happy-crying!
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ah okay ^^ what he crying about
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Great job! We all knew you'd be able pull through!
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Thank you so much!! <33
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You are very welcome! <3
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Oh Kate, words aren't enough to say how happy and proud I am ;;////////////;; I always told you you're strong, you're a beacon of light for all of us and you'll always be!
Also, NOAH IS SO SHINING AND WONDERFUL AAAA I CAN'T QWQ <33333
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Mah, I'm not even half way there (nor had any exam since Tuesday not counting today's test)... but I'll try. I will try because you all give me the strength and I do believe that getting here on this course was just meant to be at least to teach me something, to find a way. But I am not any light, if anything, you are my shining star in the darkest of skies when clouds appear, and you always guide me out of the shadows! And it is you who deserves all the good in this world
Omgosh haha! Well, he is the scarlet Hatter so I had to put him here, right! It was really quick to make ;w; but thank you <33
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But you're moving forward; no one can thrive if they don't move forward towards their objective! You didn't give up, you're willing to try and do your best and that's more than being strong... all your dreams are meant to be, with many reasons that we will carry for life. You are my light and I can't be happier to be yours too... I always want to be light that shines in your way to take you to the brightness that you own <3 oh sis...
I know, right? QwQ he's absolutely precious and you can feel the emotion he's emanating aaa <333 it's nothing, sis!
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Hah, I guess you're right.. I just... can't thank you enough..
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Oh sis... don't worry, I'm always wishing and praying for your best and I'll always be here for you, Kate! :huggles: that's what friends are for~
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aaaaaa I'm so proud of you I knew you could do it <33333
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Thank you so much aaa ;;;;w;;;;; <3
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