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"Beth?"

He closes his eyes as the snow falls, and pretends he's elsewhere. There's golden fields. Flowers bloom. His mother is there.

"Did we do something wrong?"

He blinks into reality, and stares out at the unknown. It's quiet, and it scares him.

"Was it us? Was it our fault?"

The child at his side is finally given a glance.

"... I don't think so, Kaleb. But it's time to go."

It didn't feel right just to let them just fade away. I miss them both so much. I don't know what it is. I join groups over and over, and I love them so much, but there always comes a time when I just. Stop. Everything stops. It's slow, at first. But it just snow balls so quickly, and everything falls apart, and even though the desire and muse to continue is still there - I just. Can't. Don't? I don't know.

I used to think it was due to my depression, but I've been going real good for a real long time. I'm happy. So... Why can't I pursue my passion? ( in groups, at least. I am constantly RPing with close friends, and don't show any signs of having the same issue there ) I'm not sure. I miss them. I had so many plans for them. But I don't think it's all that fair to take up space and continue to do nothing with them. Was it them? Did I make poor characters? Is it just me? What's the problem?

I want to come back. I've wanted to come back for a long time. Maybe I've got to actually leave first. Maybe I've got to try something different. I don't know.

But anyway, tFS is amazing. Svajone is too. I'm sorry I couldn't yet give them much, but I did give them my all. I hope to return, someday, and someday soon.

Any tips would be greatly appreciated.

Description

"Beth?"

He closes his eyes as the snow falls, and pretends he's elsewhere. There's golden fields. Flowers bloom. His mother is there.

"Did we do something wrong?"

He blinks into reality, and stares out at the unknown. It's quiet, and it scares him.

"Was it us? Was it our fault?"

The child at his side is finally given a glance.

"... I don't think so, Kaleb. But it's time to go."

It didn't feel right just to let them just fade away. I miss them both so much. I don't know what it is. I join groups over and over, and I love them so much, but there always comes a time when I just. Stop. Everything stops. It's slow, at first. But it just snow balls so quickly, and everything falls apart, and even though the desire and muse to continue is still there - I just. Can't. Don't? I don't know.

I used to think it was due to my depression, but I've been going real good for a real long time. I'm happy. So... Why can't I pursue my passion? ( in groups, at least. I am constantly RPing with close friends, and don't show any signs of having the same issue there ) I'm not sure. I miss them. I had so many plans for them. But I don't think it's all that fair to take up space and continue to do nothing with them. Was it them? Did I make poor characters? Is it just me? What's the problem?

I want to come back. I've wanted to come back for a long time. Maybe I've got to actually leave first. Maybe I've got to try something different. I don't know.

But anyway, tFS is amazing. Svajone is too. I'm sorry I couldn't yet give them much, but I did give them my all. I hope to return, someday, and someday soon.

Any tips would be greatly appreciated.