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It should be our two month anniversary. Why can't I stop thinking about her? We were just taking a break, but now I feel like she 'dislikes' me, for lack of a better word. I could leave you to interpret the drawing, but since I know you will all either get confused or screw up the meaning, I will interpret it for you. Anger and Sadness have totally taken over; they've killed Happiness and therefore Happiness, in it's pallor, is gone. The clouds hang low, just as they do in my head. The hill isn't sturdy because I feel like I'm going to fall, so its being held up by wood. The flag is white for surrender, because I'm surrendering to God, to her and the world, to Anger and Sadness.

There is more I need to write, but I will probably journal it...probably not online, but in the journal that I haven't written in since last year. Because nobody online cares how I feel.

...I still love her...

Description
It should be our two month anniversary. Why can't I stop thinking about her? We were just taking a break, but now I feel like she 'dislikes' me, for lack of a better word. I could leave you to interpret the drawing, but since I know you will all either get confused or screw up the meaning, I will interpret it for you. Anger and Sadness have totally taken over; they've killed Happiness and therefore Happiness, in it's pallor, is gone. The clouds hang low, just as they do in my head. The hill isn't sturdy because I feel like I'm going to fall, so its being held up by wood. The flag is white for surrender, because I'm surrendering to God, to her and the world, to Anger and Sadness.

There is more I need to write, but I will probably journal it...probably not online, but in the journal that I haven't written in since last year. Because nobody online cares how I feel.

...I still love her...