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scubachickim — I live with secrets.
Published: 2008-08-10 02:27:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 2881; Favourites: 52; Downloads: 30
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I've never been so nervous in submitting a deviation before.Part of the Shout it Out Project by =liliy .
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Time Taken: 7 1/2 hours
Tools Used: Notebook paper, pencil, scanner, MSPaint, Picasa2, IrfanView, openCanvas 1.1
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I really like to draw with mechanical pencils. Normal wooden pencils bother me.
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It's kind of scary that that is exactly how I am most of the time... mechanical pencils. They really do help you draw.
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Oh. and I just read this also,
Murdering sounds fun? What the fuck?
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You love God. You read the bible..
And a bonus; you cut yourself? If you read the bible, I think you should know that hurting yourself for pleasure or for just the heck of it is actually a sin.
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do u mind if i do this? my own version of course.
and do u mind saying why sex terrifies you?
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Mechanical pencil.
I love this and how you express your tucked away secrets through this design of colors and words.
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but I should burn in hell 'cause I'm athiest fffu.
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shit...Mechanical Pencil
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I love this so much~
And sex terrifies me too. Mechanical Pencil.
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I'm masochistic too.
i like to cut, but cuts from knives or razors can be too messy so i use the tips if my mechanical pencils.
that way i can do it in class or wherever and no one even notices.
i have something to say too
i lost some respect for you when i read your feelings for me
(aka anon-believer)
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Mechanical Pencil, I can relate to alot of those things you say. The Shark one the most. My summer school math teacher slammed my journal closed one day and yelled at me to stop drawing my pointless art.
So I feel your pain there.
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wow, i could relate to a lot of this picture... like the part about the mechanical pencil's...
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at least half of the things you said i could relate.
i think i can understand why sex terrify you, and in my point of view just sex is no big deal, what makes sex so amazing are the feelings involved in it.
about the softball, the force it on you because they believe you have potential, i think.
i loved it all, even the bad things, because it makes you be who you are.
and YES! mechanical pencil!
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Awesome shout it out! I love it 
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...wow... I can actually relate to a lot of this... oh, ah Mechanical Pencil.
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I admire your truth, and your ability to be able to say these things. There are a lot of things that I would like to get off my chest like this, but I'm not sure if I can. I'm a little scared.
~Mechanical Pencil~
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Ah thanks... I feel better now...
I had to smile at most of the secrets... Not because I was making fun of you or don't take your problems seriuosly, but because when I was about 15 I felt the same way about most of those things (hating people touching me, afraid of sex, slut at heart, wearing black, hating family, hating my body etc.) and now I'm 23 and you just reminded me of how most of these things have changed in my life... Though I'm still sharing some of your secrets.
I'd really liked to know what you think about all of those secrets in a few years... I'm not saying that all of it will definitely change... I'm not that ignorant, optimistic or what you call a fortuneteller... But I'd really like to know how you'll think of this later.
And about the soulmate stuff... I met my boyfriend when I was 15. We got together after three years being best friends, are now living together and are still happy... So I'm definitely not calling you crazy for saying you found your soulmate
Although this whole anonymity in the internet I still think that it is a big step to reveal yourself in that way.
But I got one question: Why don't you consider the people at school at friends or even hate them?
And one last thing ... At least it's warm in Hell ^^
PS: I read the whole thing but I refuse to use the word "mechanical pencil" anywhere in my comment
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This is lovely <3
Well the idea is...I should try it. c:
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I feel like a stalker, but mechanical pencils.
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Aww. It's nice anyway. ^^
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If you love God so much shouldn't you be happy that he's given you the body you hate so much because it's your destiny? Isn't that a bit blasphemous? Surely you'll go to hell for hating one or more of God's creations. Anyway, as you can tell I'm an atheist, I don't mind about the Hell thing, because there is none. 
I don't use mechanical pencils often because they always feel like theyre going to snap on me =/
I have a lot of respect for you for posting this, I dont think a lot of people would --- I'm thinking about doing one now.
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Definatly. 8D
P.s. Mechanical pencils~ ;D
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Mechanical Pencil.
Oh yes, I loved it.
I think you're very nice.
And I hope your dad will fuck off.
Unfortunatelly I disgust you.
D;
But you're still quite cool.
<3
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Remember...you are strong and beautiful, both on the inside and outside, and I'll be praying for you. (I have a lot of the same secrets you do) 
oh yeah, mechanical pencil.
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Thank you for your kind words and for the compliments. ^^
And for reading! <3
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Orly?!
Thanks for reading. <3
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ORLY NAO?
Thanks for reading. <3
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YA RLY. XD
And you're welcome. :]
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I can relate to about 95% of this.
I really enjoyed reading it.
P.S. - I hate my teeth, too.
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Mechanical pencils are so cool
wow, this is really cool...
I love it!
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Thanks for reading, I'm glad you liked it. ^^
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