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There was this gay kid named Louis who was always watching and following me wherever I went. After one of my classes, I was running through the halls. This bully caught me, pulled me down, and started threatening me. I couldn't think or move, I was just begging for him to let me go. He was about to break my legs, saying, "Try and get out of this. You want to be a guy so bad? GET OUT OF THIS."

Just in time, Louis came and knocked the kid out. He grabbed me away from him and ran me out of the scene. "Are you okay? You're lucky that I've been following you."

It sounds like you're dealing with the dark side of masculinity. It's possible that your alter-ego is helping you deal with your negative experiences with power and men. Breaking your legs would mean powerlessness. Louis, as a gay man, has physical strength that women do not.

It also sounds like you need to come to terms with the dark side of this masculinity that you'll be taking on as an FtM.

It was a fucked up summer. I created Louis, to act as the guy who would help me through me issues. I even made an e-mail for him and started messaging back and forth.

Have I mentioned that I am a total wackjob?

Description
There was this gay kid named Louis who was always watching and following me wherever I went. After one of my classes, I was running through the halls. This bully caught me, pulled me down, and started threatening me. I couldn't think or move, I was just begging for him to let me go. He was about to break my legs, saying, "Try and get out of this. You want to be a guy so bad? GET OUT OF THIS."

Just in time, Louis came and knocked the kid out. He grabbed me away from him and ran me out of the scene. "Are you okay? You're lucky that I've been following you."

It sounds like you're dealing with the dark side of masculinity. It's possible that your alter-ego is helping you deal with your negative experiences with power and men. Breaking your legs would mean powerlessness. Louis, as a gay man, has physical strength that women do not.

It also sounds like you need to come to terms with the dark side of this masculinity that you'll be taking on as an FtM.

It was a fucked up summer. I created Louis, to act as the guy who would help me through me issues. I even made an e-mail for him and started messaging back and forth.

Have I mentioned that I am a total wackjob?