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serpentscorch3422 — Why Do I Do This to Myself?
Published: 2009-07-29 18:04:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 730; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 0
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Why can't I forget? Why can't I move on? Something tells me I should look back, that I should help you. I guess I'm just to damn loyal. But I'm ever moving forward, caught in the flow of the river of time. I find neither the courage nor the means to say: I'm sorry.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There's a friend I had once, a very good friend, who I've started thinking about again. Sometimes I wonder who ditched who...sometimes it seems like I was the one who did the ditching. I thought our friendship was over in grade 7, when she started getting caught up in the "prep life". But now that grade 9 is over, I look at her and I see that she lost all her former "prep" friends, and now she stands pretty much alone. I wonder should I go back and make amends with her? Or should I forget her? But if I renewed our friendship, would she tear me away from my best friends? That is something I am NEVER willing to risk. I dunno, she seems like she needs help, and I want to help, but I can't find the means or the courage.
Kudos to you if you read this. I'm NOT looking for attention, this just me expressing myself.
Scorch/art (c) me
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Comments: 24
See, now THIS is meaningful!!
Wow... I think you should talk to her and she if she acts friendly. If so, become her friend. If she treats you like a bitch, just walk away. Maybe she misses you too...
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maybe...it kinda looks like it.
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Well go and talk to her!!!
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I think you should go back. Surely she remembers your friendship, and go back too. On your place I will back. Try, perhaps she will be good friend again
Sorry for my english
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it's ok! and I'll give it a shot.
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Try to help, there's nothing bad I could think about that. You say you two were good friends, then you may understand each other again, have loads of common things and it does worth time! 
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ok, maybe I'll try it...
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ooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...NAH
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well, she just seems like she lost a lot too. maybe I'm just too damn nice. remember, I don't know how to hold a grudge.
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Dont hold a grudge, she left you cuz u were different why would you go back to that
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maybe you're right....mah head is spinning...whoopoooooopooooppppoooooooo
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Oh, I'm sorry 
I don't know what to tell you... If she looks lonely, maybe you should try to start again? Or at least start talking with each other...
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no, you didn't^^ maybe I'll try...
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Oh good!!!
Let me know how it goes
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I'm not angry, just troubled.
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