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Published: 2011-02-02 00:25:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 92; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description The world never stops to notice you. Everything simply goes on, the constant pulse of beating hearts never ceasing. Your shadow stretches out before you, and people step through it, barely noticing you are there. 

To them, you are merely another body. Another object that is blocking the sunlight. Simply another human face, another dull pair of eyes, another silent mouth. You are insignificant. 

And that is only if they bother to glance down at you as they stride by. To most, you are only an object in the way of their single selfish destination. They step around you, stomping on your shadow as they go. 

He told you he loves you. You hope and hope that he is telling the truth, but always, inside of you, no matter how close you are to believing... there is always that tiny, flighty bird of doubt caged in your heart. 

You repeat and you repeat his words in your head until they get caught up in your dreams, and then tangled amongst your nightmares where they don't belong. You wipe your eyes, hoping to erase the images, but they still flash back into your sight throughout the day. Steal away the moment, insert a fake memory. You begin to wish that you had believed his words in the first place. 

But still, you think, as the people walk. Mere seconds later, years down the line. To him, you could have been only another human face, an object in the way. Had he hesitated to cross the street as a child, he could have been somewhere entirely different today. 

Circumstances. The way they are. You look up at the people as they pass you, and somewhere, in the back of your mind, you realize that you won't remember them, just as they won't remember you. Dull eyes, silent mouth. It's all hopeless, impersonal, saddening. Until he walks by, and notices your shadow, for once. 

He loves you. 
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Comments: 20

Fluffyboy66 [2011-02-14 20:29:48 +0000 UTC]

Heheh. Absolutely.

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Fluffyboy66 [2011-02-14 20:19:47 +0000 UTC]

Mmmmm. I found the sense in this. Perhaps it's my perspective. But I understand this.

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shadowedpixie In reply to Fluffyboy66 [2011-02-14 20:24:47 +0000 UTC]

Heh. I thought you would.

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itakun666 [2011-02-02 00:41:37 +0000 UTC]

makes scene to me. And even if it is a little sad because of some parts there is beauty in here still. also make me think, we all walk through life and if we make one wrong step, if we don't take a chance or speak up, who and what will we miss. since this seems to be a good bit about love i suppose i hope iv crossed the street at the right time in someones life, although i feel like a shadow myself most the time.

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 04:22:24 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the comment. And the watch, as well.

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 04:25:51 +0000 UTC]

your welcome, im going to have to read through some over your old writings :3 cuz your a good writer. :3

and yeah i figured id watch both accounts since ya have 2 XD

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 04:28:46 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, a lot of my old work really isn't that great. It's only really within the past year that anything has really been worth reading, but I haven't removed anything from my gallery (yet).

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 04:30:26 +0000 UTC]

well shit i will have to run and go read it all then ;3 between bouts of reading my history of India text book XD and im sure your old work is fine. have confidence

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 04:41:17 +0000 UTC]

You don't have to read ALL of it Really, a lot is horrible.

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 04:42:36 +0000 UTC]

hehe well ill read the ones that catch my eye. what else am i gunna do with my time? XD

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 04:51:28 +0000 UTC]

You could... read an interesting book?

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 04:53:01 +0000 UTC]

well i suppose that's is true....nope XD sides if i read your writings i get to make more comments XD

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 04:54:21 +0000 UTC]

Is more comments what we need?

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 04:58:20 +0000 UTC]

idk, more comments means more feedback? maybe good?

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 05:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Ah, yes. Feedback is good.

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 05:01:45 +0000 UTC]

there we go. i have won this discussion.

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 05:05:38 +0000 UTC]

Yes, you have. *bows down*

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 05:07:39 +0000 UTC]

No need to bow, arise, and go conquer the franks. history joke. hooray

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shadowedpixie In reply to itakun666 [2011-02-02 05:08:37 +0000 UTC]

History is not my thing.

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itakun666 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-02-02 05:10:36 +0000 UTC]

fair nuff, i enjoy it, for the most part.

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