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shadowedpixie — Little Nightmare
Published: 2011-03-29 06:38:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 125; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description As the rain falls, I
Sit and listen
Flickering lights from
Burned out streetlamps
I close my eyes
For a second that takes forever
And guess what I see?

Tomorrow's sun, obscured
Bloodred and laughing
Flickering in and out like
Burned out streetlamps
It is me
Covered in their blood.
Why is it me?

As the rain falls, I
Sit and watch
My breathing, the way it
Quickens with anticipation
Like a virgin
Dancing for the first time
But somehow, I already know
All the steps.

Twirling,
Twirling,
A misstep or two
But it doesn't matter because
There won't be any tomorrows
And today will never be
Yesterday. But, I cannot
Fumble, nor let my fingers slip
In their blood
When there is only one of them left.

Their faces
Like little clocks
They tick until their last moment,
Echoing,
Screaming,
Pleading until their weight
Hits the end of that chain.

No one will pull them up again
Because outside, it is raining coal
And no one would go out
Even to wake me
From this little nightmare.

As the rain falls, I
Close my eyes
For a second that takes forever
And I dream it all again.
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Comments: 27

blackartrevolution [2011-04-09 18:01:48 +0000 UTC]

i love the last verse congrats

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shadowedpixie In reply to blackartrevolution [2011-04-10 04:54:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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hardcoredreamer [2011-03-31 04:00:33 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* hey beautiful don't come after me when i say this but uh i made the connection to like a virgin to ma------- anyway you're sucha lovely writer! i miss you in lit arts tooo many white people! lol

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shadowedpixie In reply to hardcoredreamer [2011-03-31 04:04:23 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I won't come after you. No worries.

And maybe I should stop by tomorrow, if I can? Around lunchtime?

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hardcoredreamer In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-31 04:06:33 +0000 UTC]

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow! soooooo next tuesday most def....

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shadowedpixie In reply to hardcoredreamer [2011-03-31 04:07:50 +0000 UTC]

Ehhhh, Tuesdays are hard for me. Busy day, normally.

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hardcoredreamer In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-31 04:10:44 +0000 UTC]

thennnnnnnn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm uuuhhhhh thursday nxt week!

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shadowedpixie In reply to hardcoredreamer [2011-03-31 04:11:35 +0000 UTC]

Would Wednesday work as well?

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hardcoredreamer In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-31 04:15:34 +0000 UTC]

most def!

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nothingiswrong [2011-03-30 03:21:50 +0000 UTC]

how do you have a nightmare for a year but the poem awkwardly calmed my nerves its very interesting

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shadowedpixie In reply to nothingiswrong [2011-03-30 06:24:23 +0000 UTC]

Maybe it's the strange way I write?

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nothingiswrong In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-30 11:25:40 +0000 UTC]

no you don't write strange just amazing in a different way

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shadowedpixie In reply to nothingiswrong [2011-03-31 03:44:09 +0000 UTC]

Why thank you.

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SilentKittyEater [2011-03-29 23:45:59 +0000 UTC]

Such beautiful imagery! You might hate me for saying this, but I've always loved your dreams. Even the nightmares. It flows rather strangely though.

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shadowedpixie In reply to SilentKittyEater [2011-03-30 06:22:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'll agree that my dreams can be very interesting. So I don't hate you.

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SilentKittyEater In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-31 03:40:36 +0000 UTC]

Yay for not being hated! Hey, do you still have that map of your dreamland you drew in like sixth grade?

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shadowedpixie In reply to SilentKittyEater [2011-03-31 03:47:17 +0000 UTC]

No, I don't have that any more.... Sadly.

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SilentKittyEater In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-31 03:53:51 +0000 UTC]

That was pretty awesome.

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PawPrince [2011-03-29 23:03:12 +0000 UTC]

Well the recurring dreams are always annoying as heck, usually I get them when I'm really frustrated about something. You'd think at some point after dreaming the same thing so many times something would just click inside your head and you'd become lucid and aware, but it doesn't seem to work that way.

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shadowedpixie In reply to PawPrince [2011-03-29 23:32:49 +0000 UTC]

That's how I used to react. I think I finally got over the annoyance though, and now it's just plain ol' depressing.

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Fluffyboy66 [2011-03-29 07:10:27 +0000 UTC]

Wow. That sounds pretty intense. I do hope they end soon. I know they'll go away eventually. Perhaps sooner than later.

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shadowedpixie In reply to Fluffyboy66 [2011-03-29 08:00:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I haven't had one in about two weeks So they're already kinda going away, so far.

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Fluffyboy66 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-29 08:02:03 +0000 UTC]

That's great. We'll try to keep it that way.

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BlackBloodRose8011 [2011-03-29 06:43:12 +0000 UTC]

Nice poem. And wait...A year =O how do u deal with that?

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shadowedpixie In reply to BlackBloodRose8011 [2011-03-29 06:45:55 +0000 UTC]

I've had worse nightmares for longer than a year. I guess I've gotten used to it.

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BlackBloodRose8011 In reply to shadowedpixie [2011-03-29 06:52:31 +0000 UTC]

wow =O Do you know what's causing the nightmares? Maybe if you find the cause you can stop them...Just maybe...unless ur the type that actually likes nightmares...Just taking that into consideration.

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shadowedpixie In reply to BlackBloodRose8011 [2011-03-29 06:59:49 +0000 UTC]

It's probably from too much stress.

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