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Published: 2010-10-22 06:10:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 15507; Favourites: 1606; Downloads: 358
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So I finally got my refills, and I made this this is just how I feel some days when I take these stupid things, is it all going to be worth it for me? Will these things ever help? Will anything ever help? . Made with 120 pills, would have been more but my idiot doctors messed up so I am waiting on the third bottle. But yea, hope ya'll like this pic, leave comments please and thank you,Peace love and napalm
PS: WOW I never thought so many of you would like this pic, thank you all for the positive feedback and favorites, glad you loved it
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I find taking vitamins or eating lots of vegetables does much of the work the pills used to do.
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I am diagnosed with bipolar with manic tendencies and Asperger's syndrome. I take the medications anymore not to feel normal, but because I have to in order to get through my own personal struggles to get my independence back and show compliance with the doctors. For many years, though, I used to wish it would be so simple as to take the med and be normal afterwards. Then I grew up and realized normal doesn't matter. It's how you see yourself. And, don't let anyone take away the things that make you the person you like, not even yourself. Still, this is a powerful message and thank you for sharing it. I love the symbolism you have here and it really made my day to not feel alone in having felt like that some days. (=
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Actually this is a brilliant concept, except for one thing.......
I didn't think of it....damn.
(and I've been on meds for about 30 years)
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Hey, I have Bipolar and many other disorders and shit..
I don't ever want to be normal.. while the meds I take are retarded, I'm still happy being me. If I didn't have the disorders that I have... then I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I hope that you one day feel the way that I do and accept you for who you are.
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I do love being me, with all my little quirks and disorders, just some days that's the way I feel, but just some, for the most part I do love myself 
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I'm very much so glad then! I also understand that some days, thats just how you feel.. I get like that sometimes too-- mostly because of my inability to understand simple things or pick up on subtle hints.. ._.;
Anyways, have a great week yourself! I hope things go well for you.
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I feel the same way and it seems everyday im worse. ..
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I know what You feel like. I suffer from anxiety neurosis and I know how hard is it to deal with it
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It sucks, some people don't think of it as a real thing either. But it really does affect your whole life. I wish you luck in handling yours and if you need someone to talk to I am here
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some? I think this is some of 95% of people. They think that AN is no big deal, they say "think about ppl who got cancer" they don't understand that anxiety neurosis is cancer of Your soul and mind. I suffer from July 2012 and only one person understand me...is my psychiatrist :/ even my girlfriend tolds me that I exaggerate the matter. I make some time ago this photo [link]
sorry for my not great in all english
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I get that from my dad, he say's I make it up and that I am fine, he doesn't get how it is to be alone with those horrible thoughts and fears. Is the medication helping at all? I found that I needed something that helped me make serotonin and I am somewhat ok now.
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"he say's I make it up and that I am fine"
I remember when new acquaintances had similar thoughts....UNTIL THEY SAW ME UN-MEDICATED.
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I adore this, because I can completely relate
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As normal as we all are when we think nobody is around. No more no less.
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I take pills (containing sertraline hydrochloride) for my Tourette's Syndrome, OCD and Aspergers, and I still stick out. I can't really see the point. When i don't take them, I feel better. Maybe not normal, but who wants to be a carbon copy of the freaking preppy bitches? I want to be who I am. I am not a person who wants to fit in. Why fight that? It's who I am for now.
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Who is normal? if we are all the same in how we are unique, then what are we? normal, or strange? The question turns around, holding its tail in its teeth like a circle with no beggining and no end, the shape of the pills to make us similarly different.
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It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
Jiddu Krishnamurti
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Hi i am really interested in using this image in my drama production, would this be possible? many thanks
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In one of Neil Gaiman's short stories he writes a psychiatrist telling a fellow doctor that there is no cure for mental illness "only adjustment". It's so true. I was recently in the hospital for Panic Disorder, Depression and Anxiety... it really carries a weight but, if we think back to how misunderstood mental illness was less than 50 years ago... we really can be thankful for pills. No matter how much we hate taking them and how many risks are involved at least they are an alternative to being institutionalized for life :-/ I suppose, the sooner those of us who live with these disorders come to terms with the life time of 'adjusting' the better we can handle the inevitable fluctuations in our mental states.
Amazing work
-Soul
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I feel the need to feel normal everytime I think i'm not and this really explains it well.
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Hi, I'm on my cousins account and I just want to say that you will always be you, weather that is normal or not.
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I love this picture so much; it sums up how I feel some days too. I think everyone goes through periods of doubt like this. "Normal" should technically be an unachievable stereotype. The normal person is the abnorma one.
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yes, by the way you portray that pic , id believe every one is normal, and yet weird at same time, therefore you ARE normal, if you need help, always ask sum one you trust or god.
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i know how you feel.i have adhd too,and when i take my meds,i feel like i might actually go insane.i hate having adhd because i can't use the knowledge it gives me,or the creativity and it makes me sad
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I love the commentary the message is a strong one that is ofttimes overlooked in our society.
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if you get the right doctor he will work with you to get you on the right meds that will work for you and not make you fell all strange or funny. I have a great doctor that I've been with for years, it took time to get the right meds and even at that after a few years they had to be changed again but they work, if it had not been for him and the meds I'm sure I would have been in jail years ago for having kill some one or would have been kill myself, so I don't think the meds are bad I think its the doctors that don't know what there doing and there are a lot of them out there that don't know enough about the meds that they give people.
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Nobody is normal. If somebody has a non-life-threatening disorder, why cure it? It makes them unique. It makes them stand out.
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Well, as much as I would love to agree, I can't.
My older sister has Epilepsy, and although it has calmed down now, it was horrible as a kid. She always missed school, and could never go to school trips or sleepovers. She could never be left alone.
Adults, freaking adults, told my mom that she was faking the whole thing so she could skip school.
Yeah, because every six year old kid would fake a seizure to skip a couple days off of class.
God, I wish life was like your comment, where stuff like this could be normal...
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Because even non-life-threatening disorders hurt.
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Fucking doctor and their goddamn happy pills! Best thing I ever did was stop taking all that shit!
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Doctors are a pain in teh ass for sure, rather annoying pill dispensors.
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This really speaks to me. The doctors told me I was Bi-polar so I have to take a mood stabilizer. Bullcrapp. But this is pretty awesome.
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I'm on mood stabalizers as well, they just werent ready yet so I used those two medications. They can be a pain in the rear, glad you like the picture and I wish you happy days
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This is so sad, but it speaks levels and is really quite beautiful in a way.
I always think it's sad that people have no choice but to take medicine to make them have correct emotions.
It's like the pills force you to be someone else.
though I don't take or require them, it's how I've always felt about the thing.
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They do change a person quite a bit, if I didnt have to take them I would quit but I am afraid of the person I was without them, even though on my good days I was a great person. Which is the normal I strive for. I am glad you liked this picture enough to commetn and glad it spoke to you, happy days
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Beautiful message. I take the same pills. *Instand Fave*
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Lol I have more but my doc was a moron, both those meds though, weird side affects.... Thank you for the fav and glad you liked the pic
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Yeah, i dont really like my doctor too. Your welcome! 
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I just get weird dreams, overly energetic, and few other things, but none of them are terrible or anything, just interesting
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I didnt mean to say that having Depression is beautiful, i just like this picture XDD
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Just wanted to say thanks for giving me the strength and inspiration to make this: [link]
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