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I think the title explains well..

Sometimes I don't know what I feel, just like now. I think I feel a bit sad, but I don't know what makes me sad. And I also feel worried, but I don't know what worries me. I also trace a little bit of pain in my heart, but I don't know what hurts me.. I know I am confused, and I know why I am confused : that's because I have no idea what's inside my own head.
At this kind of moment, I let my art speaks for me. I have no idea what I draw, I just let it speaks... After I draw, I usually feel so much better... But still, the uneasy feeling stays.. I don't know why...

This drawing is NOT the drawing I worked on last night. I was waiting for my dad and I doodled it. I put my feelings, feelings only, nothing else. I know it looks weird, but it really matches my seriously unknown feeling... While I doodled her, a lady walked passed me and when I turned to her, she silently spoke something while she walked. A few minutes later, I realized what she said (sorry, not good in reading lips) : beautiful.. I am really flattered, now I get a little bit more courage to chase my dream, to be an artist... Thank you, for encouraging me.. I've got so many people encouraging me, even people whom I don't know like that old lady.. Thank you..
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Media :
white water color, white acrylic ink, white poster color
copic markers
soft pastels
(next time I will steal ~Thaellin 's airbrush to do this technique)

PS : I know I have lots of mistake here, anatomy, coloring, mood, feelings, etc etc.. Please be kind... I cannot really fix the colors.. some details are lost, thanks to my scanner as usual

EDIT: editing with better color I think. I combine the photo and scanned result.. Hopefully it looks a bit better now..

Description
Full view or Download to see details

I think the title explains well..

Sometimes I don't know what I feel, just like now. I think I feel a bit sad, but I don't know what makes me sad. And I also feel worried, but I don't know what worries me. I also trace a little bit of pain in my heart, but I don't know what hurts me.. I know I am confused, and I know why I am confused : that's because I have no idea what's inside my own head.
At this kind of moment, I let my art speaks for me. I have no idea what I draw, I just let it speaks... After I draw, I usually feel so much better... But still, the uneasy feeling stays.. I don't know why...

This drawing is NOT the drawing I worked on last night. I was waiting for my dad and I doodled it. I put my feelings, feelings only, nothing else. I know it looks weird, but it really matches my seriously unknown feeling... While I doodled her, a lady walked passed me and when I turned to her, she silently spoke something while she walked. A few minutes later, I realized what she said (sorry, not good in reading lips) : beautiful.. I am really flattered, now I get a little bit more courage to chase my dream, to be an artist... Thank you, for encouraging me.. I've got so many people encouraging me, even people whom I don't know like that old lady.. Thank you..
______________________________________

Media :
white water color, white acrylic ink, white poster color
copic markers
soft pastels
(next time I will steal ~Thaellin 's airbrush to do this technique)

PS : I know I have lots of mistake here, anatomy, coloring, mood, feelings, etc etc.. Please be kind... I cannot really fix the colors.. some details are lost, thanks to my scanner as usual

EDIT: editing with better color I think. I combine the photo and scanned result.. Hopefully it looks a bit better now..