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Shius — Mask

Published: 2011-12-10 15:48:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 278; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description I have a feeling I've lost my real self a long time ago.

Somebody told me that it was a good thing.
That I could make a new self.

I am sorry.
I couldn't do what you told me to.

I feel like I'm wearing a mask, with nothing on the inside.
I feel like I'm tired and I want to cry.
And at the same time I feel angry and I want to scream.
I want to laugh.
I feel retarded and out of place.
I can't trust people. I can never see their true faces.
But I can't show that.

Don't say that somethings wrong with me.
Don't say that I have no emotions.
I'm not fucked up, nor am I fucking depressed.
Please leave me alone.
Just leave me alone.

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I'm sorry for ranting.
I'm sorry, this piece is a little personal...
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Comments: 4

Kallhens [2011-12-11 01:14:57 +0000 UTC]

The poetry is yours to?

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Shius In reply to Kallhens [2011-12-11 17:49:04 +0000 UTC]

Is it poetry?
Yes, it's mine.

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Kallhens In reply to Shius [2011-12-11 23:30:22 +0000 UTC]

I think it is :3

Just to know.
You write and draw, so.

And do both really well...

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Shius In reply to Kallhens [2011-12-13 13:00:24 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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