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Just kinda how I feel these days :/I dunno... I'll be "happy" when I'm with my friends, but really, on the inside... this is what's going on... D:
Its just... Everythings so compicated now... I'm so lost as to whats going on even though I'm the one causing all of this...
And I'm failing at life SO badly right now... like... wow, what am I still doing here?
Blahhh.... I hate despression D: It makes me so confused and hollow-feeling... :c
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artisticbarf [2009-03-11 07:44:42 +0000 UTC]
I can relate with those feelings.
I've really messed up some aspects of my life and was really giving up on everything for a long time, but lately I've been feelings better-- like I can fix it. I hope you can raise above everything and feel better as well.
I really do like this picture though.
You did a gorgeous job.
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Siinderwolf In reply to artisticbarf [2009-03-11 20:05:20 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, I'm sorta at that same stage now...
But its like this has been going on for so long, I can't remember why I'm so sad ;n; I sometimes get feelings like these still...but not as frequently anymore c:
Thanks so much n____n
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artisticbarf In reply to Siinderwolf [2009-03-11 20:43:53 +0000 UTC]
Even though we don't know each other, I'm truly glad to hear it's letting up a bit. ♥
I don't mean to be nosy, but have you maybe seen a psychologist/therapist, or considered it?
If you have long lasting feelings of depression, they might be able to help.
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Siinderwolf In reply to artisticbarf [2009-03-11 20:56:31 +0000 UTC]
Thanks n______n
Oh, its fine x3 Yes, I have seen many therapists...
...I don't really think its for me xD;
I mean, I've been in therapy for about 4 years and it didn't help much ._______.;
I acually just stopped going 'cause things were looking better c: But I don't think it was because of therapy, I think it was just one of those things that time would solve *shrugs*
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Siiyukatsu [2008-10-27 19:28:37 +0000 UTC]
:c Sinders thats something grave we do have in common.
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Siinderwolf In reply to Siiyukatsu [2008-10-28 13:30:20 +0000 UTC]
;n;
*hugs*
Well, we'll both get past these dark times, right? c:
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Siinderwolf In reply to Siiyukatsu [2008-10-30 00:45:00 +0000 UTC]
Dun worry, I know it will pass ^^
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Siinderwolf In reply to tea-timee [2008-10-26 02:12:42 +0000 UTC]
Eh... just school stuff and... I duno, everythings just overwhelming ;n;
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tea-timee In reply to Siinderwolf [2008-10-26 16:21:26 +0000 UTC]
Bawwww... ;A;
We need to do our fall photo series thing xDDDD
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Siinderwolf In reply to tea-timee [2008-10-26 19:01:55 +0000 UTC]
;n;
Yeeess! x333
When can you come overrrr? O:
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Keego-Cat [2008-10-25 21:33:02 +0000 UTC]
Depression hurts, but you don't have to. Cymbalta can help.
TAKE IT NAO UR SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY!!
Zoloft works too. xDDD
Or Paxil... or is that forsomething else?
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Siinderwolf In reply to Keego-Cat [2008-10-26 02:13:00 +0000 UTC]
xDDDDD
Jess got so mad at us xDD
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ohgollys [2008-10-25 15:48:58 +0000 UTC]
tr8yirgkrnejiroywnoienuyjtoireshyntjrlkdshjtr poor Sinder ;;A;; don't be afraid to have serious conversations with us though, kay? I'm always here, I'll listen to anything, even if it's only a grunt.
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Siinderwolf In reply to ohgollys [2008-10-26 02:15:02 +0000 UTC]
Ok, thanks n______n
*grunts*
Hope you got all that, 'cause I ain't repeating myself.
xDDD
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PulseDrive [2008-10-25 15:21:55 +0000 UTC]
awww...
Pulsey's here too; my friend also is telling me she's feeling the same way, and she's getting help for it.
If you really have thoughts that get a little out of control or scare you, you should at least be comfortable with someone to lean on C:
Love the pic, btw.
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Siinderwolf In reply to PulseDrive [2008-10-26 19:04:52 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, its hard to find a person to lean on... I dunno why... I just don't open up to people that easily x3;;
Thanks ;o; I'm pleased with it, too c:
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Kageh [2008-10-25 02:58:59 +0000 UTC]
I'm right with ya.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm more than happy to talk to you.
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Kovomimi [2008-10-25 02:52:21 +0000 UTC]
aww, im sorry to hear that. thats kinda whats been goin' on with me as well, its a puzzling feeling isn't it? your just trying to figure out the cause of it because you dont really remember(well for me thats how it is) personaly i love the pic, especially the 'draining' of it.
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Siinderwolf In reply to Kovomimi [2008-10-25 03:16:13 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, its not a very good feeling D:
Thanks, though :3
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