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Why do I ache
for all the things
I cannot have.
For hot wet sex
with lover true
for talent to
write, and drive
to see it through
when all is said
and done, I try
so hard to make the world
right for me
and right
for you,
but I feel alone
without those things
to connect
to combine
to reassure me
that life is
worth living.
I am no
shy flower
hiding because
of this,
I once roared like
a lion, but always
tread like the mouse
gentle, truthful
but not afraid
now the world has hurt
me and made me know
it has teeth.
So I ache
and ache deep
for love
for lust
for truths
lost so long to me.
Ache.
Does not linger
long for most
but for me
it is eternal
Ache
give me release
I want to know
you.
no more.

Description
Why do I ache
for all the things
I cannot have.
For hot wet sex
with lover true
for talent to
write, and drive
to see it through
when all is said
and done, I try
so hard to make the world
right for me
and right
for you,
but I feel alone
without those things
to connect
to combine
to reassure me
that life is
worth living.
I am no
shy flower
hiding because
of this,
I once roared like
a lion, but always
tread like the mouse
gentle, truthful
but not afraid
now the world has hurt
me and made me know
it has teeth.
So I ache
and ache deep
for love
for lust
for truths
lost so long to me.
Ache.
Does not linger
long for most
but for me
it is eternal
Ache
give me release
I want to know
you.
no more.