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SinsofMidnight — Someone's Lost Angel
Published: 2011-10-06 05:09:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 161; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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Since it feels like all I've managed to post in the last month is poetry, this piece asked if it could be posted. Repeatedly.I think it's going too far to really call this photo-manipulation, but it's as close a category as I find...
I used feather brushes... I'm sorry, but I don't remember where they're from..
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I'm getting so much better at taking pictures of myself for these, too!
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Thank you 
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you're welcome, ah i see
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I suppose that was his reasoning... I just don't agree with him, so this happened...
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Thank you... I made it a while ago, actually, when he called me an angel... and best of what I could figure, I'd have to be a lost or fallen angel, because I'm just not able to be a pure one...
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I felt the same. The man in my life calls me Angel. I chose my username because my best friend calls me that too, but... I figured if I was, I'd have a shadowed halo, because if I am an angel, I'm one who walks in darkness and is shadowed by her past. It's not what we think of ourselves, though, but how those who love us see us. Love often blurs imperfections, but some people are just imperfectly perfect. Don't be too hard on yourself.
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I've always seen angels as perfect beings with clouds of snow-white feathers. When they stop being perfect, they fall.
And I'm not perfect, so I'm afraid I had to abandon the six wings that made me a seraphim.
His perception is just a wonky as mine... Part of what he loves about me is my ability to love -I offer unconditional love better than anyone else I know. So, ironically, he loves that part of me that I've come to hate at points.
And he expects me to accept his love, but he keeps asking if I could love him no matter what he's done.
I tell him, over and over, that to love the man that he is, I have to love the man he's been and the man he'll become. Honestly, I can't stop loving people at all, so how could his past influence my ability to love him? I wish he'd just freaking tell me whatever the hell it is that makes him keep asking this question...
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I know what you mean. I offer unconditional love, too. I don't know how, or where it comes from, but... it's there, and I can give it easily.
Angels are perfect, but perfection doesn't always mean what we think it is.
I hope you and he come to an understanding about that <3
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It's ironic that I can hate myself and love everyone else so much it hurts, is it not?
If I'm his version of perfect... God, he's screwed...!
Me, too... or at least talk about it...
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No, I do the same. And I'm sure it will work out. Keep me updated. <3
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