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SiriusDog β Confused and Wondering
Published: 2008-09-09 22:23:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 905; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 18
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Well, first off this is the first time I've done a background! XDThis is was based on how I felt on the bus ride to the technical institute that I go to for the other half of my school day. Basically a bunch of girls were talking about something that happened to someone's brother, and involved a homosexual peeping on him.
One of them said that (I didn't say this at all) that homosexuals are abominations to God. Right when she said that, my heart just sank and I felt like I could cry. I'm a Christian but I'm not the most religious guy in the world and so I tend not to let my religion effect my ways of thinking.
I thought of my older cousin who is gay and also all of my friends in both RL and on FA and DA who are bi or homosexual. Most, no, ALL of them have been nice to me and after hearing that, it felt terrible.
I'm also trying to figure what I am and those words just shot me hard. It was like secondhand smoke, it's not directed towards you but it can still hurts inside.
At the same time, I thought of Sirius, who is bi, and how he would probably feel. Then I turned up the volume on my PSP since I was listening to J-Pop (I believe the songs were "DISTANCE" and "BLUE BIRD")
Well enough with the sappy stuff. This was supposed to be a regular sketch of Siri and then it transcended to into this. After doing this, I feel better. I guess food and art can make you feel better (I'm eating spaghetti by the way)
Hope you like and sorry for my long sad story but I had to get it out of me
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Don't be sorry man. I understand completly where your coming from. I'm bi and also a Christian. I hang out with people all the time who hate gays and make jokes about them. I tend to laugh to seem 'normal' but it hurts all the same. And I don't know how it is with you but I could never tell my parents I'm bi, especially my dad. *hugs* But somethings I thinks its good there are people out there, even if their online and live no where near you, who are still willing to talk with you and accept you for who you are. BUt sometimes its good to find someone who's bi or gay to talk to where you live. I found someone who's gay where I live and we've been hanging out and talking ever since. Somestimes its just importatnt that you have that kind of interaction. *nods and hugs* awesome pic by the way. XD;;
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thanks for the kind words ^^ *hugs back*
yeh I have lot people I can talk to online about it
and thanks for the compliment ^^
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Your very welcome! *hugs tightly*
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i already told u at fa how i felt...disrimination sux...its done by close-minded, small-minded people who dont wanna learn about the differences between people...
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actually religious myself, but to be honest, who we are to say that homosexuals are abominations to God? i mean has anybody asked god about his opinion?
*sight* shame i have o admit church is harming more than helping. real abominations are those ones who talk in his name, attacking and hurting. they should remember jesus last message was about love and not about repression and persecution.
* sorry about that, i didn't like what those girls said and had to give my opinion ^^' *
nice picture ^^
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*it's okay, thanks for letting know your view of the situation*
thanks for commenting ^^
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Screw them all and be what you want to be!
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thanks
it's a bittersweet pic I guess
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Cool awesome drawing and it REALLY shows ur feelings about that thingy which happened.
I m pretty sure, or no, i really KNOW how u feel @ that moment of hearing the girls! Believe me but ur not the only one who listens to that crap sometimes. Its making someone really sad for a moment but u have to try to think in that way:
U are U and not them! SO its up to U what U are doing in UR life!
When ur between friends who accepts u and who like u, u feel mostly happy but when u look @ the other people u will realize that life is not really fair as it looks like! Discriminations are popular all over the world and its not every time about sexuality! Religion, the way someone looks like, talk and is, EVERYTHINK will be discriminated in this world! and that REALLY sucks! I was discriminated for much stuff! The way i am, for my religion and other stuff BUT, I am who i am and i NEVER will change cz others donβt like it! im trying to be together with my friends, being happy and living every min. of my life cz life is short and it doesnβt have time for sadness ^.-!
its a fact that not everyone can like everyone on this world , for the way he is! Life is not a sweet cutyy game which will be easy and fun the whole time, no, itβs frigging hard! BUT u got ur friend which are excepting u in the way u ARE and that is really great cz they are giving u the way to feel free of ur self and that is the feeling which u have to feel in ur hole life for being U :3 so donβt think about the girlies they just donβt know what is good and whatβs bad ^.- like I said try to live ur life! Be happy and donβt care about other stuff!
Btw ur a great artist 
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*finishes reading*
phew, thanks a lot ^^ hehe I'm like on trying to live every minute and after watching "Last Holiday" (with Queen Latifah), I understood how she felt, like I was keeping myself in a box of shyness. so I want to live more, laugh more and love more ^^.
plus after my dad died, I was almost scared of living but after a few years I decided to live for my mom and myself and be strong for the both of us.
again thanks a lot ^^
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Im glad to see u feel better now and im glad to see this awesome decision ^^
Ur VERY welcome man ^^ *and sorry that my text was so long XD*
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Hehe :3
it's okay, I do that a lot myself XD
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I feel yourpain man, it is indeed sad when people sya such things. Its kinda contradictory in my opinion. Would a gay person that is basically a mother theresa go to hell while a straight person that makes you want to nuke him every living second (for lack of a better term) go to heaven? For an All Mighty and Merciful God doesnt quite fit in my opinion 
As for artwise, I think this pic really does show the sad/confused emotions, especially in the choice of colors and the pose, greta job man
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I understand ^^ Me and mom know a gay guy who would...(you're gonna laugh on this probably)..okay he was a thief, a pretty good thief. He would steal stuff and when he came to the house, he would give us stuff (Very rarely sold it to us). He even gave me some shoes (good Nikes) XD
okay he's not the best example of a saint but he's a funny guy XD (especially in the way he talks)
THanks a lot
This is the first time I've ever drawn a sad pic actually
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Well frankly, although it sounds funny, I doubt I';d accept stuff from him xp
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I wouldn't blame if you didn't X3
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Wow, that drawing really captures all those feelings right about there, yeah.
Discrimination sucks...period. I'd go into detail, but I only have an hour before my alarm clock goes off...
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thanks ^^
hehe okay
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those girls shouldent have said that its just..... i dont even have a word for it, but nice tho
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Wow, that's really messed up. I myself haven't really had a problem with other being homosexual, but when people blurt out something like that...*sigh* talk about pathetic. What right do THEY have to judge?
Anyway, I'm sure no one minded that little story, and it's great to hear that drawing this helped you feel better.
Oh, and I LOVE spaghetti too!XD
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hehe yeah it's a release
X3 I like it when my mom puts sliced sausages in the sauce! It tastes so good!!
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Hm...
*drooling* Oooohhh, my mom puts in an entire meatball, or actually 3, in the spaghetti, oh it's SO good!!X3
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*haven't HAD a problem, oops
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well, those girls dont know nothing or they are reallly close minded
actually homosexuality is not a kind of bad thing....they are people like the others...the same with bi
i have bi friends and theres no prob...actually this place is opened XP
anywyas i hope ypu feel better....and chat with meeeeee ...or connect someday >_>
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hehe that may be true
I'm sorry 
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I'm actually very religious myself....
. . . But I don't understand why people think that others can even possibly be "abomination of god."
I mean seriously... Why would god hate any of his children?
Otherwise I have a lot of gay/bi friends myself.
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I thought the same thing and it was bouncing around in my head for the day. It's likes a paradox to me
oh I saw your artwork, great job.
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I know god loves everyone and won't condemn anything like that.
. . . T_T I also know those jerks are HIGHLY mislead.
... You really think my art is good?
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..yesh I do think so ^^
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Well, no matter what, such comments like that from those girls exist - and it seems to be a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
But indeed, as others have stated, there seems to be a fine line between a road to hell and a sin.
Nevertheless, aside from that, its good to know artistic expression lifted the burden from your shoulders a lil.
Keep strong bud.
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thanks a lot TN
I don't think I've ever thought of it that way before.
thank you again
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listen to this song this might raise your spirits!
[link] 
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did it cheer you up a bit!
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sigh...such discrimination....they don't even know if someone is gay...sorry about how you felt also....(thinks)
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Yeah those girls got it kind of wrong dude. I am christian and it does say that homosexuality is a sin, but it doesn't say that you will go straight to heck if you are. *shurgs* So they are kind of wrong, at least in my eyes they are.
Anyways the picture looks great dude and I think you caught the emotion well.
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oh...I never read that part (then again I rarely read) thanks for giving me clarity on that.
thanks a lot^^
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Your welcome, but if you really want to know more you should look it up yourself, but from what I have gathered that is correct. Anyways you are welcome
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And this, my friends is why lil Haku here doth hateth religion...ith?
Yeah, uh, it can be good 'n all, but it's caused a lot more pain than pleasure for most, let me tell ya.
I still luvvers yew! oAo
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hehe you know I kinda thought why you didn't like religion XD
thanks ^^
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