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This is one of the most heart breaking drawings I have ever made. I have posted and deleted it many times in public forums. And yet, I find myself posting again. Why? Because I can now look at this intensely brutal period with Neutrality and self forgiveness. I remember I was traumatised and vexed by what the artwork represented and I got deliriously drunk one night, tore the drawing to bits and pissed on it. Then I ventured over to a 60 litre metal bin and head banged the bin into a flat pancake. I was hurt, angry and confused.

The artwork represented the attrition of surrendering my children to Baal/Moloch. My body mind and spirit is broken with the decision, after all, wasn't I a spirit master? Why should I be surrendering my children to the white hot metal that are the arms of Moloch? My hot terrible tears cascading upon the Earth's Waters of Consciousness and anchoring Opposed Duality. Enough about the drawing's symbolism.

It is during this time I made the final decision to ultimately defected from the Illuminati and decided to find another way. Today, I can testify that I have become the Light, and live an amazing life full of all the Loves.

Description
This is one of the most heart breaking drawings I have ever made. I have posted and deleted it many times in public forums. And yet, I find myself posting again. Why? Because I can now look at this intensely brutal period with Neutrality and self forgiveness. I remember I was traumatised and vexed by what the artwork represented and I got deliriously drunk one night, tore the drawing to bits and pissed on it. Then I ventured over to a 60 litre metal bin and head banged the bin into a flat pancake. I was hurt, angry and confused.

The artwork represented the attrition of surrendering my children to Baal/Moloch. My body mind and spirit is broken with the decision, after all, wasn't I a spirit master? Why should I be surrendering my children to the white hot metal that are the arms of Moloch? My hot terrible tears cascading upon the Earth's Waters of Consciousness and anchoring Opposed Duality. Enough about the drawing's symbolism.

It is during this time I made the final decision to ultimately defected from the Illuminati and decided to find another way. Today, I can testify that I have become the Light, and live an amazing life full of all the Loves.