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Published: 2011-09-27 21:14:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 3370; Favourites: 297; Downloads: 30
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Description it's literally been months since i last uploaded something here. dA doesn't really pull at me as much as it did once. but i think i may have a handful of watchers who might enjoy some of these oldies. also a crap ton of WIPs

naturally i'm starting out with angst.
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KoyukiKazahana56 [2014-06-07 14:16:40 +0000 UTC]

;.; so sad

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D3m0n-N3k0-W0lf-L3n [2014-02-21 05:29:24 +0000 UTC]

stop it you gonna make a bitch cry!

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Nerezza-Lilith [2013-08-14 04:02:17 +0000 UTC]

Karkat.. TT^TT

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JapanOwnsYou [2013-06-13 22:17:13 +0000 UTC]

TRIGGERED!!!!

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blackimpdog [2012-05-28 04:40:21 +0000 UTC]

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dancewithanime [2012-02-11 03:45:08 +0000 UTC]

what the heck happened?!

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sizliz In reply to dancewithanime [2012-02-12 23:17:08 +0000 UTC]

Karkat got hurt.... somehow I guess???

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dancewithanime In reply to sizliz [2012-02-12 23:18:01 +0000 UTC]

yeah
poor karkat

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Skye-Rhyder [2011-11-11 06:42:03 +0000 UTC]

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Zazu75 [2011-10-02 19:39:25 +0000 UTC]

ficlet time!! o 3o
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He was already dying when you got there. Freshly stabbed by the flying psycho Jack Noir, left to choke on his own blood as he bled to death. You scream and run towards him, calling his name as he lies there, staring into space. He doesn't see you or hear you until your right over his head, crying his name. He looks startled to find you there, which confuses you because you two had agreed to meet out here, even though he was a reluctant to leave the Veil.

You pick up his body gingerly, trying not to spill any more blood, but the blood falls in torrents anyways. This was supposed to be your first meeting, and you were excited to see him in person--to see the angry energy that seeped into every letter of every word he'd ever typed to you. You expected him to snap at you, to maybe even attack you. You didn't expect him to see him like this.

Never like this.

Blood starts to spill out from his eyes, and you panic until he tells you in so many unkind words that trolls' tears are the same color as their blood. You're both quiet for a few moments...then he asks you if he's going to die.

"No," you lie, "You're going to be just fine. You just need some sleep."

He doesn't believe you and sneers half heartedly, on the verge of calling you a name, but chokes on his own blood. He coughs the blood away, and suddenly looks so tired; so sad. You hold him tightly, squeezing him a little, and you hold his head against your shoulder.

You don't know how long you stay like this, holding him while you're both crying. But after a while, he moves.

He brings his hand up and places it on yours. He whispers two words, and then his hand falls limp as all life leaves him. You cry even harder, holding him close and calling his name, even though you know he will not answer you again.

"Thank you."
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there! a fic that fits. ; w;
this is sooo fave. death and all, but it's a wonderful peice. <3

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NightMareBlitz In reply to Zazu75 [2013-05-15 15:15:20 +0000 UTC]

Aaaaaand there goes my feels. ;-;

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Zazu75 In reply to NightMareBlitz [2013-07-06 03:32:06 +0000 UTC]

ehehehe sorry!!

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sizliz In reply to Zazu75 [2011-10-03 10:15:21 +0000 UTC]

omggggg this is AMAZING! and for such a half assed doodle. i am so flatteredd. gosh this is amazing, your fic is wonderful! <3<3

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Zazu75 In reply to sizliz [2011-10-03 15:12:35 +0000 UTC]

haha, thanks. i'm glad you like it. if you dont mind, imma use both of the ficlets (for this piece and the other one) in a ficlet compilation and submit them. :3

and for the record, i think the doodle held lots of emotion. <3

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sizliz In reply to Zazu75 [2011-10-04 09:42:08 +0000 UTC]

sure, go ahead! i'm sure it'll be awesome! do link me when you do it. :>

oh thanks! that's really great! c:

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Zazu75 In reply to sizliz [2011-10-04 20:14:14 +0000 UTC]

sure. thing!

you're welcome!

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KittyMaria [2011-09-30 07:23:20 +0000 UTC]

did anyone give you permission to break my heart into millions of pieces i think not

but aaaaaaaa this is so gorgeous ;__;

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sizliz In reply to KittyMaria [2011-10-03 10:51:04 +0000 UTC]

whoops, sorry, angst is delicious, i can't help it. :c

and thank you so much! ;u;

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BeyondTheDream [2011-09-29 21:52:08 +0000 UTC]

I...can't..stop...staring.... ;w;

Lovelovelovelovelovelove.

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sizliz In reply to BeyondTheDream [2011-09-30 02:30:22 +0000 UTC]

haha stare all you want, just make sure not to hurt your eyes! c:

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Rejected-Letterbomb [2011-09-29 03:45:59 +0000 UTC]

So sad ;n;
I really like you art, weeeeeh.
I might go raid your gallery.

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sizliz In reply to Rejected-Letterbomb [2011-09-29 09:12:00 +0000 UTC]

aww thanks! you're more than welcome to go and take a look around. c:

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yoshiroshi [2011-09-28 19:22:01 +0000 UTC]

is there a fanfic to this O_O? i must read it if there is

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sizliz In reply to yoshiroshi [2011-09-28 19:27:20 +0000 UTC]

nope, there isn't, i just felt like drawing some sads.

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yoshiroshi In reply to sizliz [2011-09-29 16:25:16 +0000 UTC]

You should write one thennn

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sizliz In reply to yoshiroshi [2011-09-30 02:28:26 +0000 UTC]

oh man i wish i could. but i really can't write fanfiction. but you COULD go request one on the kink meme. it's full of talented writers!

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yoshiroshi In reply to sizliz [2011-09-30 19:21:12 +0000 UTC]

i shall do that c:

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aeris7dragon [2011-09-28 06:30:46 +0000 UTC]

;A;
must discover the fanfic behind this
if there isn't one i'ma just fantasize one XD

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sizliz In reply to aeris7dragon [2011-09-28 06:47:20 +0000 UTC]

no there actually isn't a fanfic behind this, but if you look hard enough you might find one that fits.

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aeris7dragon In reply to sizliz [2011-09-28 07:01:33 +0000 UTC]

That probably wouldn't be hard to do.
ORIcouldwriteone....XD

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sizliz In reply to aeris7dragon [2011-09-28 09:02:25 +0000 UTC]

well you're certainly free to write something if you'd like. but you will have to link me to it if you do. :>

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aeris7dragon In reply to sizliz [2011-09-28 09:06:45 +0000 UTC]

I definitely will XD

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sizliz In reply to aeris7dragon [2011-09-28 09:17:04 +0000 UTC]

awesome!

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LifeisFun17 [2011-09-28 02:11:13 +0000 UTC]

D': So sad!

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sizliz In reply to LifeisFun17 [2011-09-28 06:18:58 +0000 UTC]

i like the sads sometimes :c

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LifeisFun17 In reply to sizliz [2011-09-28 06:23:04 +0000 UTC]

yes but, its super sad

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sizliz In reply to LifeisFun17 [2011-09-28 06:45:59 +0000 UTC]

aww, well i guess you're right. i like the sads though. :'c

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LifeisFun17 In reply to sizliz [2011-09-28 06:55:57 +0000 UTC]

i can tell you do :c

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NeonGreenPenguins [2011-09-28 00:05:59 +0000 UTC]

I... I...
I am loving this and trying not to cry at the same time! Excellent job.

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sizliz In reply to NeonGreenPenguins [2011-09-28 06:28:32 +0000 UTC]

aww thanks a lot! cbut cheer up, neither's dead yet in the canon story! c:

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NeonGreenPenguins In reply to sizliz [2011-09-28 21:45:31 +0000 UTC]

True! C:
But this is still a very moving picture.
And if this ever happens in the story I just might kill Hussie.

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sizliz In reply to NeonGreenPenguins [2011-09-29 09:51:29 +0000 UTC]

i'm really happy to have made something that moved you. that's really amazing!
and i sure hope it won't happen, but hey, kids and fun. kids. and. fun.

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NeonGreenPenguins In reply to sizliz [2011-09-29 21:44:01 +0000 UTC]

Haha You're very welcome! I was most definatly moved. (:

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sizliz In reply to NeonGreenPenguins [2011-09-30 02:25:37 +0000 UTC]

that is awesome then, thanks!

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