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Published: 2017-06-11 05:55:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 602; Favourites: 39; Downloads: 0
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it's hardwhen you have asberger's
and depression
i mean
how can you be sad if you can't feel much
isn't that the irony
haha kill me
cuz all the support and love i get will never be enough
i'll never be happy
no matter the good moments i have
i will never be happy
and that's how it will always be
i'm crying inside
why is it so hard to cry outside
fml
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Sorry you're going through this. It must be hard to deal with. *Hugs* I will be here if you need someone to talk to. I know things right now might seem dark and sad.
I have been there though with not crying much. For me it is a different reason I cry on the inside more than the outside. I just don't like people to worry about me. I usually find a private place to cry alone. I know alot of people would think me crazy to do that....but I just hate worrying people and having them feel sorry for me. I had a lot of experiences when I was younger that way and I just felt like it wasn't a thing I wanted to feel around others. Sure I have opened up a bit from it, but I still find times when I just lie on my bed crying my eyes out about things in life. Even at funerals...I don't cry. I feel sad, but only one funeral ever I cried at...it was cause I couldn't take my mom crying. Yeah...heh...
but good ways of feeling better is talking it out, drawing your feelings, playing games or heck watching your favorite movie/tv show. It always cheers me up.
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that's ironic, my grandmother died just a few days ago and I'm going to her funeral
we were close and yet
I don't...feel anything
if I cry, it's always for other people
I like to vent draw- I'd do it, but I'm a little nervous about showing it off >//^//<
my thoughts are strong, distractions are near impossible
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*Nods* I know I have no grandparents left alive sadly. It was at my Mom's side mother (my grandma) that I was doing the "sympathy crying" as people would call it. She was my favorite cause she was understanding and very loving to me. I didn't during her wake ever cry once. I thought more positive and was thinking of the happy times more than what happened at her death or whatnot. Believe me I have been to way more funerals than most people think. I don't cry at them. Sure I am not always cheery or anything, but I don't like to cry.
Heh...yeah I use to do alot more vent art. I posted some, but eh as of late I believe that I made only a handful of them, and didn't post them.
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I've been in the same boat as you, after a while I just got so tired of not being happy when I wanted to be that I just reject my negative emotions for as long as I can. Then when I have a day to myself, I just play my favorite game, watch some sort of funny letsplay and just relax. Don't know if it will work for you, but I figure it's worth mentioning.
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Oh man oh man I shove so many feelings under the bed.
It helps when you're a bit insensitive too--
so I don't usually know what to happen when I get sad except distract myself
hearing people care makes me feel a lot better, though
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I know I probably won't be enough to really help you--but I'll always be here for you.
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all I need is affection
but I'm unhealthy
so idk
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Sweetie, I'm sure you'll get past through this. Don't let the darkness surround you. Build a bubble around it, not letting it get into you.
You can do it, we believe in you
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You see, I do!
I go a little bit and then I'm fine, but it feels so pointless when I know I'm going to get back into that horrible slump. I feel fine for these few minutes- why can't I always be at least fine?
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This is the best recommendation I can offer you.
When that minutes arrive, don't fall. Don't cry. Just....smile.
Even if you're not in the mood to smile.
Think about all the people that love you, things that you like, fully forgetting the darkness. It might be difficult at first....but after some days, it'll be easier.
You can always talk to me if you want to vent as well UvU
C'mon, don't give up!
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Fuck off. The only joke around here is your sorry ass.
Go fuck a cactus, prick.
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wanna hear a better one
your watcher count
gtfo 
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Are you fucking kidding? That's not even funny
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Look, man. Half of this site is depressed. But i'm not taking it from you.
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Oh wow, I can believe that every single person has depression on this site... NOPE. There are millions of accounts on here if you haven't realized by now.
The joke you just made is not even funny. Just saying this to someone on a vent piece of art when they expect support
You have no heart
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(Yes, I know you're a girl.)
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So? What's that have to fucking do with anything
Get the hell out
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Okay, You know what? You are rude. I don't give a damn about this site anymore.
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Actually, you are the rude one. Life is not a joke.
I've been told I'm rude a million times, I believe it ahaha
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Sorry, moe. I'm just tired.
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...you being tired is not an excuse to be rude to me or my friends.
Go to fucking sleep and stop being a jerk to someone who's never done anything to you, jfc.
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That's not an excuse for saying your life is a joke, life is not a joke
I know why you have 0 WATCHERS. Because you are a fucking idiot.
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