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Hello guys, I'm not dead yet

I've had a LOT of stuff happen in the last few months. I ended up in a mental health clinic the first week of December, thankfully didn't actually attempt anything but I was sure as hell thinking about it.

I got out of there, got proper meds, and started taking therapy. But then my car broke down, so, I've been having to borrow my brother's car for alot of stuff. It seems to be the transmission so yeah...not gonna bother to throw money at it right now. I'm trying to sell my car for dirt cheap at the moment, to anyone that is willing to give it a tow and fix it up, I suppose.

THEN just recently, me and my boyfriend had a huge falling out, and well...after a few days of silence, we're back to just being friends again. It hurts, alot...but *shrug* what can you do...

On top of all that, I have no job currently and my mother is gonna lose her child support completely in a few months, once my brother turns 18. We're already strapped for cash, so I can't imagine how hard it'll be when that's gone...

So yeah...alot of things on my mind. I've decided I'm gonna try to move in with my dad and other relatives in Utah, I'll probably take a flight over there next month. Its gonna be hard...but I have hopes that things will be better for me there. I really REALLY need to get back on my own two feet, I'm in my mid-20s, there's no excuse for me not to be independent by now.

In the meantime, I'll try to do more art and post on here more often (I know, I know, I've said that a million times before...). I still have a big project in mind that I've been planning for years, so I'm gonna gear up for that and you can expect to see at least something related to that in the coming months.

Hope you all have a wonderful day.

Description
Hello guys, I'm not dead yet

I've had a LOT of stuff happen in the last few months. I ended up in a mental health clinic the first week of December, thankfully didn't actually attempt anything but I was sure as hell thinking about it.

I got out of there, got proper meds, and started taking therapy. But then my car broke down, so, I've been having to borrow my brother's car for alot of stuff. It seems to be the transmission so yeah...not gonna bother to throw money at it right now. I'm trying to sell my car for dirt cheap at the moment, to anyone that is willing to give it a tow and fix it up, I suppose.

THEN just recently, me and my boyfriend had a huge falling out, and well...after a few days of silence, we're back to just being friends again. It hurts, alot...but *shrug* what can you do...

On top of all that, I have no job currently and my mother is gonna lose her child support completely in a few months, once my brother turns 18. We're already strapped for cash, so I can't imagine how hard it'll be when that's gone...

So yeah...alot of things on my mind. I've decided I'm gonna try to move in with my dad and other relatives in Utah, I'll probably take a flight over there next month. Its gonna be hard...but I have hopes that things will be better for me there. I really REALLY need to get back on my own two feet, I'm in my mid-20s, there's no excuse for me not to be independent by now.

In the meantime, I'll try to do more art and post on here more often (I know, I know, I've said that a million times before...). I still have a big project in mind that I've been planning for years, so I'm gonna gear up for that and you can expect to see at least something related to that in the coming months.

Hope you all have a wonderful day.