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smalltimer — Reminders by-nc-nd
Published: 2010-10-14 01:57:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 383; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 3
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Description I am reminded of her
when I pull aside the curtains in the morning
or sit on the rocks by the sea on cold windy days
or comb my hair

Ordinary things
like a waffle-maker in the supermarket
or old worn-out posters in the city
someone saying "smasch"
or Harvest Moon playing

But most of all
the growing cold
that separates us
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Comments: 16

Lalita17 [2012-06-06 23:10:36 +0000 UTC]

it really echoes of heartbreak everything being a reminder of someone

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smalltimer In reply to Lalita17 [2012-06-06 23:14:47 +0000 UTC]

I was quite shattered at the time. Still can't manage to eat waffles without thinking of her ...

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Lalita17 In reply to smalltimer [2012-06-08 21:49:35 +0000 UTC]

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Tineswari [2010-11-11 09:03:24 +0000 UTC]

Things will get better, they always do.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2010-11-11 16:50:11 +0000 UTC]

thanks for commenting. i am not sure of anything now. i am very easy to forget

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2010-11-14 06:54:07 +0000 UTC]

p/s: Waffle makers remind me of him too... but I've learnt to disconnect it from the person. It does take time though, but not impossible.

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2010-11-14 06:52:47 +0000 UTC]

No you're not. Despite the lack of consant contact, I'll never forget you. Keep your spirits up... sometimes we need this to remind ourselves of what's really important. And right now, what's important is YOU. So focus on you... and the smiles will slowly follow.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2010-11-15 10:51:09 +0000 UTC]

i am trying real hard! but there's other stuff happening in my life too, which is not so happy. lots of disappointments and pressures. it's hard to hang on by myself

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2010-12-09 09:41:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry things are so wrong at the moment... if I was a little closer I'd take you out for a coffee and we can watch the birds fly while clouds form into animals... The thing is, life does go on, albeit a lot more painfully at first. Disappointments and pressure will never go away, but you still have what lies within you - strength, courage and hope. Never give up. The storms will pass, I promise.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2010-12-11 20:34:49 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much i actually wish you did live closer. a coffee would be good right about now

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2010-12-13 08:51:18 +0000 UTC]

Well I'll be traipsing around Europe like a free spirit from May-July, if you're still around then, maybe that coffee will happen.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2010-12-13 16:00:40 +0000 UTC]

jup. i'll be there. email me as soon as you enter the territory of france. also, i will wrap up my thesis in june. in july i might free-spirit with you why's you coming, though? any specific purpose?

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2010-12-14 12:03:47 +0000 UTC]

Haha I was gonna skip France... but maybe I'll manage a coffee in Paris. Please do keep in touch, would be great to meet you! Reason for travelling: I've been dreaming about it since I was 16. I reckon 12 years is long enough, I'm finally making it a reality. I'm just gonna walk around, visit galleries, museums, markets, laze around on beaches, engorge myself with the local food, the culture, the people, the colours... The purpose of my trip is to remember how to live.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2010-12-14 16:09:09 +0000 UTC]

nah. you don't have to come to france. and i am definitely NEVER going to paris. we can meet up in some other country. we shall see! don't forget to drop me a line when you've finalised your itinerary.

and jup. it was the same with me. i was dreaming of travelling like this for almost 10 years or so before i got to do it. and now i think i've had an overdose. your plan sounds pretty good though go for it!

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Tineswari In reply to smalltimer [2011-04-13 22:30:55 +0000 UTC]

Hey you. Just updating you on the itinerary. You mentioned you'll finish up in June. I'll be in Portugal and Greece in June, and Greece and Italy in July. Would be great to have that coffee!! And you can tell me more about your journey. Take care my friend.

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smalltimer In reply to Tineswari [2011-04-18 10:17:18 +0000 UTC]

That sounds awesome! I might be in Italy in July too. Not sure though. Man, you really seem to be travelling ... ! Bon voyage!! In case you need anything at all ... I am sending you a note with my phone

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