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*lullaby for a dead man intensifies*

i did this while jamming to cod:z soundtrack to try and "regain" lost skill, wich quite honestly i feel is lost forever, i got lazy/didn't have time for a while to do *actual* stuff and instead just did shitpost and tests, i feel like i honestly like i lost skill and motivation, not to mention i have a lack of models (mostly props.) and high-quality models won't work for me for some reason and i just feel like i'm handcuffed when i'm scenebuilding, + i recently got my hands on some very cool and detailed soviet army models(from the afghan/chechnya era my favorite) thanks to guy, but they won't load, literally just won't load they just look invisible, and honestly it just gave a huge hit to my motivation and morale, i feel like a kid who accidentally dropped his icecream.

(before any questions don't bother trying to help me with models not loading, it's cuz i'm from a third world country and i'm broke as fuck, so i have sketchy gmod lmao.)
(On the other hand, i got some neat Artotzka models(high quality epic models) took some time to get working and fixing missing textures but i finally got em', so it ain't that bad, expect some artotzka/papers please scenes soon.)

Description
*lullaby for a dead man intensifies*

i did this while jamming to cod:z soundtrack to try and "regain" lost skill, wich quite honestly i feel is lost forever, i got lazy/didn't have time for a while to do *actual* stuff and instead just did shitpost and tests, i feel like i honestly like i lost skill and motivation, not to mention i have a lack of models (mostly props.) and high-quality models won't work for me for some reason and i just feel like i'm handcuffed when i'm scenebuilding, + i recently got my hands on some very cool and detailed soviet army models(from the afghan/chechnya era my favorite) thanks to guy, but they won't load, literally just won't load they just look invisible, and honestly it just gave a huge hit to my motivation and morale, i feel like a kid who accidentally dropped his icecream.

(before any questions don't bother trying to help me with models not loading, it's cuz i'm from a third world country and i'm broke as fuck, so i have sketchy gmod lmao.)
(On the other hand, i got some neat Artotzka models(high quality epic models) took some time to get working and fixing missing textures but i finally got em', so it ain't that bad, expect some artotzka/papers please scenes soon.)