HOME | DD

Description
I thought a lot of things,
While I was weeping over my life.
I made so many promises to myself,
Like I was free to do so.
I watched the string that rolled in front of me,
Into oblivion, into the mist before my eyes.

I said so much that I didn’t know about,
Like - “The Sun was going to shine tomorrow”.
Forever I have planned what to make of myself,
Until the time of repenting for sins would come.
I saw so much that wasn’t there,
And the worst is - I believed it.

I just wanted to be a green servant,
One of the men that live for life itself.
I wanted to create a fate out of nothing,
From what I saw was an empty blur.
Why was it so hard to make myself a life,
And live it as I liked?

“Always someone wanted something from me.
Always I had to serve someone else!” - I rebelled.
As if it wasn’t what I just wished for,
As if it was a fear of your own palms.
I am a hypocrite of nature, a human - torn apart,
He who wishes for the thing from which he’s running away.

Description
I thought a lot of things,
While I was weeping over my life.
I made so many promises to myself,
Like I was free to do so.
I watched the string that rolled in front of me,
Into oblivion, into the mist before my eyes.

I said so much that I didn’t know about,
Like - “The Sun was going to shine tomorrow”.
Forever I have planned what to make of myself,
Until the time of repenting for sins would come.
I saw so much that wasn’t there,
And the worst is - I believed it.

I just wanted to be a green servant,
One of the men that live for life itself.
I wanted to create a fate out of nothing,
From what I saw was an empty blur.
Why was it so hard to make myself a life,
And live it as I liked?

“Always someone wanted something from me.
Always I had to serve someone else!” - I rebelled.
As if it wasn’t what I just wished for,
As if it was a fear of your own palms.
I am a hypocrite of nature, a human - torn apart,
He who wishes for the thing from which he’s running away.