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Published: 2015-05-24 20:32:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 1322; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 0
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...is not always what you get...It's a front....everyone does it...you hide behind a smile, so nobody knows what you are truly feeling...
You don't want them to know, but at the same time....you do...
Some show it more than others, and some, you could never even tell. Life here is not easy, no matter how anybody paints it. There will always be a struggle, trial, and pain in your life...how you deal with it, depends on how much happiness you can find...
Star Squirrel happens to be that for me...my driving force...despite my grandmother's passing, my other grandmother going through surgery, my family struggling, and school sucking the life out of me...I still try to find energy to keep it going...
No matter how many friends abandon me, or people talk bad about me, I always told myself I will stay true...no matter what...
It's hard though...even though I put on a smile...sometimes...the other side peeks through...
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I would never abandon my friends & you sir, are my friend...
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Sound it off, this is the call!
Rise in revolution.
It's our time to change it all,
Rise in revolution.
Unite and fight, to make a better life!
Everybody one for all,
Sound off, this is the call, tonight we rise!
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When I see people and the struggles that they go through, the constant pain and stress, I see a reflection of myself. I can say that my situation was, and in some aspects still is the same as yours, and it's hard to look at the bright side when everything's falling apart. It was during this time that I didn't know why everything was going bad and I often blamed myself for things that I shouldn't have, pretended to not care and pushed people away because I felt that I deserved to be alone to suffer alone. But the truth is that when you suffer, more people are suffering with you. If things get bad, you don't have to go it alone. You don't have to fake a smile just to appease us because you don't want us to worry. We're going to worry about you regardless because of how you've impacted so many. Don't beat yourself up or stress yourself out over temporary pain because the mental scars from it will run deep and it will take too long to recover. Prove that your better than those inner demons or the struggles of life. You're very strong to have made it this far, and I'll bet there's a crap ton of people that will agree with me, so don't become weak because of life's trials. And let's say you do, you have a lot of people behind you that will build you back up, as you can probably tell from reading the comments. Here's to getting back up.
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And sorry about the long comment. I do tend to ramble.
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:hug 
I`m going to be here for you no matter what, Speedy. Okay? I may not talk to you much, because you`re busy and I don`t want to bother you, but I`ll still be there for you.
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You don't have to worry about bothering me! Talk to me whenever you like
Okay. I just know you`re busy and I don`t want to be a pest.
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you say something once. You say something a thousand times. All your friends who are true to you will be here for you till the end. I know this feeling, because i do it to, so does my brother and my girlfriend. Im surrounded by people like this. So pretty much for 4 years i have had people like this in my life. Im aware it will never go away. But the least i can do is try to help. Which is what i will do until it kills me goddamnit!
So ill be here unt the very end. I aint leaving, i pretty much consider this my job, and my payment, is hopefully a better attitude
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I thought something was wrong...
Speedy...you know we're here for you right?...Especially me...I wont abandon or ever discard you or what you love, by any means necessary, if you need someone to talk to...I'm always waiting with open arms.
Don't be afraid to show how you feel, this is the first step and my god its a big one, just don't hide away how you feel alright? I know we all have our way of dealing with things but, ya never know, maybe letting us into that fluffy head of your's...is all you need?
No, my sadness
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Ohhhh are you hiding it?
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i can agree. while a lot of the time i am happy and kind behind that smile is a twisted protector. i am like hanible lector as body gaurd.
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