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Looking back, I hardly feel anything anymore
The clocks hands have carried me far beyond the death
Yet my mind constantly rewinds and replays the events
each time I see your face my heart burns with anger
yet still I cannot erase the pictures from my world
Your smile, seems crooked... I've kissed those lips
Like a poisonous memory, the blood rushes to my face
Then all seems a haze before I shrug away the memories
I've moved far beyond it, we'd still be together but...
You broke my heart, so I broke my promise
Looking back I hardly feel anything anymore
You are the least of my regrets, yet still...
yet still... I cannot throw away your portrait
the still-frame kisses, the good that came before the bullet
You broke my heart, so I broke my promise,
my shamefully made promise, such bitter anger my mind will rage
just envisioning you having the privilege to be apart of my life again
I'm so angry at you, yet still... deep inside I miss you
Gritting my teeth at the words you last spoke, the way things went
I blame you, I could not read your mind and you expected me to
Looking back, I hardly feel anything anymore
Though forward, in front of me, is so much more
I will never again make the mistake in choices again
my life, could end right now and I would have no regrets

Description
Looking back, I hardly feel anything anymore
The clocks hands have carried me far beyond the death
Yet my mind constantly rewinds and replays the events
each time I see your face my heart burns with anger
yet still I cannot erase the pictures from my world
Your smile, seems crooked... I've kissed those lips
Like a poisonous memory, the blood rushes to my face
Then all seems a haze before I shrug away the memories
I've moved far beyond it, we'd still be together but...
You broke my heart, so I broke my promise
Looking back I hardly feel anything anymore
You are the least of my regrets, yet still...
yet still... I cannot throw away your portrait
the still-frame kisses, the good that came before the bullet
You broke my heart, so I broke my promise,
my shamefully made promise, such bitter anger my mind will rage
just envisioning you having the privilege to be apart of my life again
I'm so angry at you, yet still... deep inside I miss you
Gritting my teeth at the words you last spoke, the way things went
I blame you, I could not read your mind and you expected me to
Looking back, I hardly feel anything anymore
Though forward, in front of me, is so much more
I will never again make the mistake in choices again
my life, could end right now and I would have no regrets