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I'm tired of the things I post on my account, it's really weird and I swear deviantart makes me delusional. I'm going through a phase where I feel like everything I make is cringey idk what to do *angry roblox noise*

why the freak do I post picrews of what I call "female boxman" from okko, it looks nothing like the canon character and its just weird 😭 I feel like deleting everything but at the same time I want to keep it for memories

genderswaps are wrotting my brain I need to become an average human being the internet is killing me I would never show anyone the things I post on here because they're so weird and delulu (mostly) like I feel like it's so bad that i feel embarrassed when I favorite cool art because I don't want them checking out my account to see this smelly wrotting 'content' ☠️

but on a different note why have I not addressed the amount of watchers I have now??? I haven't said ANYTHING?? THANK YOH SO MUCH EBERYONE FOR 600+ WATCHEDS WHAAATTT 😦💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I LOVE YOU ALLL GOD BLESS YOUR SOULS

I don't think people will really understand what I'm saying because this might not make sense, but it does in my head so ya 🤷‍♀️

expect a big change. no gacha, genderswaps, those 'meme' templates I used, a.i🤢, maybe picrews but I won't use them as much. I'm too dependent on these things and it's making me want to not draw because these are easier to use.

it just freaks me out how much of a different person I act on these deviations, I want to be real and I want to act as the real me. I think I've wrotted my brain so much online that it's hard finding out who I really am and these acid trip things I create aren't helping I'm seriously tweaking I haven't stopped thinking about this whole thing since before 2024

okay bai I love you

Description
I'm tired of the things I post on my account, it's really weird and I swear deviantart makes me delusional. I'm going through a phase where I feel like everything I make is cringey idk what to do *angry roblox noise*

why the freak do I post picrews of what I call "female boxman" from okko, it looks nothing like the canon character and its just weird 😭 I feel like deleting everything but at the same time I want to keep it for memories

genderswaps are wrotting my brain I need to become an average human being the internet is killing me I would never show anyone the things I post on here because they're so weird and delulu (mostly) like I feel like it's so bad that i feel embarrassed when I favorite cool art because I don't want them checking out my account to see this smelly wrotting 'content' ☠️

but on a different note why have I not addressed the amount of watchers I have now??? I haven't said ANYTHING?? THANK YOH SO MUCH EBERYONE FOR 600+ WATCHEDS WHAAATTT 😦💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 I LOVE YOU ALLL GOD BLESS YOUR SOULS

I don't think people will really understand what I'm saying because this might not make sense, but it does in my head so ya 🤷‍♀️

expect a big change. no gacha, genderswaps, those 'meme' templates I used, a.i🤢, maybe picrews but I won't use them as much. I'm too dependent on these things and it's making me want to not draw because these are easier to use.

it just freaks me out how much of a different person I act on these deviations, I want to be real and I want to act as the real me. I think I've wrotted my brain so much online that it's hard finding out who I really am and these acid trip things I create aren't helping I'm seriously tweaking I haven't stopped thinking about this whole thing since before 2024

okay bai I love you