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S i l e n c e:
It's deafening.

I can hardly breathe:
The air is too thick from the tension.
{And the words we both refuse to speak}

There's no sound:
I can't even hear my own breathing.
{Are our hearts even beating?}

There are so many things I want to say,
But when I look at you,
The words die in my throat.
{You always did leave me speechless}

This is worse then any argument we could have ever had.
I'd rather have you yell at me,
Than have you not say anything at all.
{Am I not worth your words?}

I look at you;
Desperately.
{I'm searching for the you that said you'd always love me}

Your eyes are like nothing I've ever seen before.
I want nothing more then to drown myself in you,
And lose myself in your eyes.
{You're perfect to me, baby}

I.
Hate.
This.

This silence cuts me to the core,
And I bleed.
{But one can only bleed so much before their existence comes to an end}

I'm shaking;
But I open my mouth,
And inhale.
{Trying to form words I know will never come}

"I love you." I manage to murmur out,
"Love fades," is your reply.
"Not mine, not for you." I mean it too.
{I'll always love you}