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Yes I am falling fast down this Mountain
It feels like I'm flying as I'm thinking of him
I look around and I can see the ground slowly approaching
No I can't look, I won't look, his eyes I am purposely avoiding
I must turn around and slow down this gravity
I can't trust, I won't trust, yes I know its depravity
I reach for this mountainside, no you can't love me
My hands begin to break and my heart begins to bleed
This is so painful but it's for my own safety
I already experienced the out come of being too hasty
As I am gripping this mountain my hands are scraped raw
But I am still slowly falling, my own love for him the evident cause
As I am being torn in two I hear him call but I can't turn to see
"Let go"he says, "I will catch you but you have to trust me"
I become scared and cling tighter to this grating mountainside
It's more painful to doubt but what if of his love for me he lied?
Take a chance, sacrifice again? Would I do that if I really love him?
I begin to wonder
If walking up hill is worse then going under
Not trusting is a gross feeling,
When love is banging on heart's doors and constantly screaming
Maybe it is wiser to let go and see
Will he be there? Will he catch me?
There is no way to verify the outcome or if I am self inflicting harm
But as I slowly let go, I am reaching, falling into his arms

Description
Yes I am falling fast down this Mountain
It feels like I'm flying as I'm thinking of him
I look around and I can see the ground slowly approaching
No I can't look, I won't look, his eyes I am purposely avoiding
I must turn around and slow down this gravity
I can't trust, I won't trust, yes I know its depravity
I reach for this mountainside, no you can't love me
My hands begin to break and my heart begins to bleed
This is so painful but it's for my own safety
I already experienced the out come of being too hasty
As I am gripping this mountain my hands are scraped raw
But I am still slowly falling, my own love for him the evident cause
As I am being torn in two I hear him call but I can't turn to see
"Let go"he says, "I will catch you but you have to trust me"
I become scared and cling tighter to this grating mountainside
It's more painful to doubt but what if of his love for me he lied?
Take a chance, sacrifice again? Would I do that if I really love him?
I begin to wonder
If walking up hill is worse then going under
Not trusting is a gross feeling,
When love is banging on heart's doors and constantly screaming
Maybe it is wiser to let go and see
Will he be there? Will he catch me?
There is no way to verify the outcome or if I am self inflicting harm
But as I slowly let go, I am reaching, falling into his arms