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Description
I want to sever.

Remove all the infinite possibilities that give hope and fear.

My nerves are itching,
eyes darting left and righting and glazing over.

I’m outside myself within the space that doesn’t even really exist
because even nothing is paradoxically
something.

The feeling of feeling suddenly feels like a repetitious monotone of the question

“How are you?"

Then there is no “how", just streams of why.

Then there is no “are" as the past, present, and future all coexist in rapid trembling thoughts.

And even then, there is no “you",

no me.

As I am an idea to you, an illusion of whatever concrete surface to which you’ve been conditioned.

Despite your projection, there is mine, but I object to be one-sided.

So, between the two, there is encapsulating resolve and steady disturbance.

I want to sever.

Description
I want to sever.

Remove all the infinite possibilities that give hope and fear.

My nerves are itching,
eyes darting left and righting and glazing over.

I’m outside myself within the space that doesn’t even really exist
because even nothing is paradoxically
something.

The feeling of feeling suddenly feels like a repetitious monotone of the question

“How are you?"

Then there is no “how", just streams of why.

Then there is no “are" as the past, present, and future all coexist in rapid trembling thoughts.

And even then, there is no “you",

no me.

As I am an idea to you, an illusion of whatever concrete surface to which you’ve been conditioned.

Despite your projection, there is mine, but I object to be one-sided.

So, between the two, there is encapsulating resolve and steady disturbance.

I want to sever.