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I was really considering not to publish this, but here I am: sumbitting this to Internet. :')

The composition of this drawing is quite unimaginative and the thoughts behind this are as black as most of the drawing.
I lost my dear brother in the beginning of January. It was my 22nd birthday when I got the news. Life is extremely fragile and unfair. I miss him daily; he was definitely one of the closest persons for me. I still kind of fail to understand that he will never return and living with grief is painful.

In addition to that, then this worldwide pandemic struck. It has affected to normal life in many ways. Many of us have lost their jobs. There were negotiations about lay-offs in my workplace as well. I was lucky enough that I was allowed to continue working. Going to work has been and important way to handle all of this, because it keeps very clear routine in life and gives something else to think.

Used tools: several brushes for ink, bottled ink (Rohrer & Klingner Zeichentusche black) and Royal Talens Amsterdam acrylic paint (white, I had to use this because my white gouache was unusable).

Description

I was really considering not to publish this, but here I am: sumbitting this to Internet. :')

The composition of this drawing is quite unimaginative and the thoughts behind this are as black as most of the drawing.
I lost my dear brother in the beginning of January. It was my 22nd birthday when I got the news. Life is extremely fragile and unfair. I miss him daily; he was definitely one of the closest persons for me. I still kind of fail to understand that he will never return and living with grief is painful.

In addition to that, then this worldwide pandemic struck. It has affected to normal life in many ways. Many of us have lost their jobs. There were negotiations about lay-offs in my workplace as well. I was lucky enough that I was allowed to continue working. Going to work has been and important way to handle all of this, because it keeps very clear routine in life and gives something else to think.

Used tools: several brushes for ink, bottled ink (Rohrer & Klingner Zeichentusche black) and Royal Talens Amsterdam acrylic paint (white, I had to use this because my white gouache was unusable).