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It begins with a dark glowing ember,
something black burning it's way out of me.
Searing the flesh,
pain is the only thing I feel,
scars all I see.

Oh no the fire's burning my insides again,
what can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left
you will catch me for regretting my decision,
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can't just close my eyes.

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best in me,
but I say, I don't want to believe.
what i see, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more (tell you more)
about the lies I lead.

That is how I choose to douce the flames in gasoline
Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from the past haunts me, shake me to the bone
I know it's over but I can't go home tonight.

But after this I feel as empty as the night before,
feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more.
Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought
My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it.

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best of me,
What I see, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more, tell you more,
about the lies I lead.

Calling, calling out.
The darkest reaches of my soul,
are riddled with self-doubt.
Crawling, crawling out,
my will to fight will more than suffice,
when others would lay down.

It's only as dark as you make it.

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best of me,
but I say, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more, tell you more
about the lies I lead.

------------------------

From a song I heard- Slow Burn by Atreyu

If you wanna hear its here

It kinda reminded me of Laura in a way.

Even though she appears to be content and likewise-she's not. Laura actually suffers within herself. She doesnt like to show weakness-so she bottles it up inside. I guess thats why she's a bit lethargic and serious.

Well-shes a lonley type. She doesnt have friends back home, and ever since she was little she believed no one cared about her. She had a friend too, but he left on a Journey. Since then-even though she doesnt believe it-she is lonley and all her botteled up emotions seem to crush her from the inside.

On the side note-this only took me like an hour X3-and the song from me iPod inspired me-actually another did-but the song "countinued" my motivation.

Lol-used charcoal with a graphic pencil (yellow number 2).

Hopefully some person could finally release her from her own prison inside.

Laura ish to ME!!!!

Description
It begins with a dark glowing ember,
something black burning it's way out of me.
Searing the flesh,
pain is the only thing I feel,
scars all I see.

Oh no the fire's burning my insides again,
what can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left
you will catch me for regretting my decision,
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can't just close my eyes.

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best in me,
but I say, I don't want to believe.
what i see, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more (tell you more)
about the lies I lead.

That is how I choose to douce the flames in gasoline
Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from the past haunts me, shake me to the bone
I know it's over but I can't go home tonight.

But after this I feel as empty as the night before,
feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more.
Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought
My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it.

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear,
I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best of me,
What I see, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more, tell you more,
about the lies I lead.

Calling, calling out.
The darkest reaches of my soul,
are riddled with self-doubt.
Crawling, crawling out,
my will to fight will more than suffice,
when others would lay down.

It's only as dark as you make it.

I know that it's killing me,
and it's poisoning the best of me,
but I say, I don't want to believe.
So let me tell you more, tell you more
about the lies I lead.

------------------------

From a song I heard- Slow Burn by Atreyu

If you wanna hear its here

It kinda reminded me of Laura in a way.

Even though she appears to be content and likewise-she's not. Laura actually suffers within herself. She doesnt like to show weakness-so she bottles it up inside. I guess thats why she's a bit lethargic and serious.

Well-shes a lonley type. She doesnt have friends back home, and ever since she was little she believed no one cared about her. She had a friend too, but he left on a Journey. Since then-even though she doesnt believe it-she is lonley and all her botteled up emotions seem to crush her from the inside.

On the side note-this only took me like an hour X3-and the song from me iPod inspired me-actually another did-but the song "countinued" my motivation.

Lol-used charcoal with a graphic pencil (yellow number 2).

Hopefully some person could finally release her from her own prison inside.

Laura ish to ME!!!!