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oooo wots dis? Another vent art from Static? How typical.

But this feeling has been going on for MONTHS.

I'm not happy with where I am.

Dorm.

College.

I hate it so much.

When I try to tell my mom about it, she just gets angry and said, "You should be grateful! I worked hard to get you here!"

Oh dear mother.

You were so busy, focusing on my success,

that you didn't even see my happiness.

All of this upsets me greatly. Makes me want to just disappear so I don't have to deal with it anymore.

People kept asking me how I am and how's college.

I just wanna say, "I hate myself and I hate my life."

But nooo.
I was taught to fake it oh so well.

Don't do anything stupid or people will judge you.

Don't state your opinion or people will call you a bitch.

Don't complain.

Don't be selfish.

I'm trying.

Back to being "grateful" for my shitty life.

I'm so sorry for depressing description. This website is the only site that I can pour my feelings on.

So so sorry for sounding so depressing.

Sorry.

Good news. I talked it out with my mom. She now noticed how much I hate college and how it's affecting my emotions and health. She said after few years at college and drive around my truck and part-time job, if I still don't enjoy college, I don't have to go. So yeah.
I'm glad.

Description
oooo wots dis? Another vent art from Static? How typical.

But this feeling has been going on for MONTHS.

I'm not happy with where I am.

Dorm.

College.

I hate it so much.

When I try to tell my mom about it, she just gets angry and said, "You should be grateful! I worked hard to get you here!"

Oh dear mother.

You were so busy, focusing on my success,

that you didn't even see my happiness.

All of this upsets me greatly. Makes me want to just disappear so I don't have to deal with it anymore.

People kept asking me how I am and how's college.

I just wanna say, "I hate myself and I hate my life."

But nooo.
I was taught to fake it oh so well.

Don't do anything stupid or people will judge you.

Don't state your opinion or people will call you a bitch.

Don't complain.

Don't be selfish.

I'm trying.

Back to being "grateful" for my shitty life.

I'm so sorry for depressing description. This website is the only site that I can pour my feelings on.

So so sorry for sounding so depressing.

Sorry.

Good news. I talked it out with my mom. She now noticed how much I hate college and how it's affecting my emotions and health. She said after few years at college and drive around my truck and part-time job, if I still don't enjoy college, I don't have to go. So yeah.
I'm glad.