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The-Gij — ...i need a hug
Published: 2010-12-20 21:21:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 691; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 5
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As some of you may have known....my little yorkie-poo was acting strange.........we took her to the vet...
and got the worst possible news.....
there was a fist sized cancerous tumor in her belly....it was not allowing her to keep anything down.....
Yesterday i sat around her,hoping the doctor would be able to help her today....
the doctor's mom died and he wasn't able to come....
Sarah was to weak to stand.....
She was vomiting up her own shit,she was all backed up
....and dieing.....
She hadn't eaten in days.....
my mom tried feeding her yogert with a little spoon
......*sniff*
but today....at 10:42 we made our decision at the vet....
we had to put her out of her misery
she could barely lift her little head.....
Me,my brother,my Maltese Max,my dad and my mother kissed her goodbye
11:35: my parents walk out with the little blanket she was being held in......Max was completely lost without her and was looking for her.......
My dad had told me the tumor had turned her belly completely purple.....
Please understand if i take a few days to myself......i'm not going to work on anything....i just need to adjust......and maybe a hug would help to
Mange(c) Me
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feel better.... I feel you pain
we lost a cat a while back to liver failure...
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I'm sorry,i'm just shaking right now.....
This little yorkie ran up to me after we had Sarah put down so it was like seeing a ghost...they looked almost alike
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I'm really sorry to hear about that, and I send my virtual hugs to you.
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<3 *huggle like there's no tomorrow*
this is kind of ironic seeing how hugging me in real life leads to some violent results...
but thank you....
around this time of year her death was just
......to much
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Yeah, I can understand that, and IRL I probably wouldn't really be giving hugs anyway. But take whatever time you need, it'll help you heal.
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*nod*...I'll be using that time to relax a little and comfort the other little dog
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*hugs* sorry I with you when It comes to losing a loved one. hope you get to felling better. 
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*Sarah*
I hope to....the house just isn't the same without her spunky attitude...
*hugs*
*holds back tears*
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hang in there. both of our Sarah's will be missed. (I had a cat named Sarah but she died in a Ice storm we had back in 09, we still don't now where she died at. 
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<:C oh,that's awful
I've had a long history of tragic trama inducing pet deaths....
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My one baby newt had his skin eaten off slowly by lime in a rock and i was forced that entire night to listen to his squeeks of horror and pain
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Each one of our hermit crabs died with in 6 months. I had to find our last one (sadly named Gir) dead. then my sister and I had to scoop out our fish (this was during the Ice Storm). I still get both sad and ill from it.
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As hermit crabs....:C
My brother had one who's legs fell off...then he died
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We had that died the day we brought in home.
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Sigh...i know...it sucks....i had one for a few years...then she died
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Oh my god..Gij. Im literally crying right now! If i ever lost me dog Hannah i would...I would.... I would be lost!
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<:c well just prey she dies peacefully when the time comes....it was tourcher watching her in so much pain
*huggles*
Lets hope so.. I just wish yours died peacefully... Im so sorry..
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....well she was put to sleep but before she did nothing but suffer.....
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Well yeah i just wish she didn't have to suffer in the first place... D':
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*hugs you while your curled up*
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.....*sniff*...
....i can't believe i thought for a minute that I'd have a nice Christmas.....
Oh Gijy, Your making me cry again! *sniffle* I wish i was there to help you through this pain.... Im so sorry...
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I'm sorry.......
I'm sorry....
I'm just pretty deep in denial....i think any minute now she'll waddle her fat ass out of my brother's room and eat out of her bowl :<
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No its fine... This always happens to me when something like this happens..... I can feel peoples pain... The reason why is because...*sniffle* Before I moved to America i lived in Italy and i had a horse... Before we moved... We gave her to a family that said they would keep her for us... after giving them her...two days later we found out they just sold her to a slaughter house... Those assholes...*sniffle* her name was Mystery she was my B-day present when i became 7... She died when she was only 3... *sniffle* Good i miss her so much! and its like 3 years later and i still cry about her....
I feel your pain honey, and im here to comfort you through it all...
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OMG! D:
<3 thank you
i even talked to my friend Sao over the phone...Sao talked to my mom and hearing her cry Sao cried
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...yeah...
Your welcome! anything to help a friend
Aww poor Sao i would probably cry too. So shes not alone with that.
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<:c if my dad let me accept calls from my other friends I'd so talk to you
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Same here hun! 
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<:3
well....i could give you my e-mail....
I check it every once and a while
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That would be awesome, ill give you mine. Though sadly i barely check mine. I'll start checking it more now. XD
Note me it though so no Creepers can get to it! XD
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*snuggles you close* I sort of understand that... my dog was going through something like that--me and my mom knew she was in awful pain---I called the vet when I was 16 and told them we needed to put my dog down. My mom couldn't call because she was crying too hard--I'm amazed I didn't cry on the phone....
*snuggle snug* I'm so sorry..that's just...never fun..truly awful. Take the time you need, no one will expect you to do anything.
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My mom was crying a lot too,Sarah was just her little fuzzy baby....she loved that dog more than me
and here i am holding back tears...she was a sweet little thing *huggle*
and now...I'm horrified by the image of her...in a little body bag bag...on a huge pile of other bags,being carelessly shoved into an inferno to burn <:c
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I understand..
wurgh...are you sure you couldn't bury her, maybe in your backyard or anything?
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No....my mom said....and i quote
"i can imagine putting my baby in the ground and throwing dirt on her"
Plus although my dad didn't cry i could tell he couldn't do it
and last but not lest Max,the other little dog would weep over her grave day in and day out
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Ahh.. I see... I don't think I could bury my dog nearby either.
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*sigh*....i don't know weather it's a good thing or not that we can't even have the ashes.....
It haunts me imagining her on this big pile with other dead dogs waiting to be thrown into an inferno
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Probably not, in this case...
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Not so soon....it'd be to much on my mother
I would imagine so....well take it easy for a while. DX
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I will...thank you very much Zerna <3 *huggle*
I'm glad my friends were there when i needed them....
I'm going to do a scan of an old picture i have of her in my room
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course, glad to help at least a little. <3
that would be nice. c:
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I'm very, very sorry. 
*hugs back*
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