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Published: 2015-10-06 23:16:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 3014; Favourites: 90; Downloads: 5
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I just drew this but...stuff hasn't been going well lately and I might slowly be nearing depression. And I just thought this would make me feel better. I just wish people were better. Nicer. Never prejudge, but unfortunately that's a lot of people..I don't feel at home with my new school. People are different. I can't fit in. My friends walk away from me to go to better friends. I always hint at them that I'm really sad nowadays, but they are so blind. I hint that I'm not fine but they just tell me about how their doing just fine. I want someone to talk to someone who understands. Someone who will LISTEN for once. I need my old friends. I feel so hurt inside..Related content
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noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo the killed him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i fel bad for u and im that way cuz im mid school and im an awkward sausage
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I feel the same you do. It's a strange and sad feeling.....
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weird huh...huh..
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Yeah... honestly, it's a feeling i prefer not to have.
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*looks at TheAwkardNoob*
Pain does go away, just slowly!!
*looks at wrists*
I know that pain VERY well...
But don't fret, it DOES go away!
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;u; yayz. I hope it does tho cause i have been plagued with this so much...
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its alright I can get over it. Too much of a coward to get in full-on depression..
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I can be a friend. I also deal/dealt with depression too.
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Yep. ;o; But SCP 173 and other stuff make me happy again. <3
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XD Yeh SCP-173 is a cute little weirdo . I like 049, 999, and 682 possibly more...all...maybe all XD
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True. I like most of them. I mainly like SCP 173.
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This picture is so pretty~
Also, I'm so sorry for how you feel. I think I may be going into depression as well, but for different reasons. I have new friends, but they aren't as close as my old ones. Thank goodness I keep in touch with them, or else I would've been in the gutter a loooong time ago...
I dint like my new school either. I mean, yeah, it's better and holds more classes of different sorts but it's sooooo biiiiiig! I mean, usually, I would be fine with that but there's too many people. It's ironic that the more people are around you, the harder it is to make friends.
If you need a friend, I'm always right here. I may not know you that well, but I'll try my best to help 
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Thank you. I have my best friends in touch too. But it isn't the same feeling I get when I see them face to face. They are basically my life.
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Yeah. Being face to face and just chillin out as a middle schooler was the best 2 years of my life.
Any time! Don't hesitate to talk to me all!
Yeah, same for me. If someone acts rude, I usually just don't say anything since I'm always in the background and its unusual for me to be noticed. Say something to try t humiliate me or pursue the matter and I'll fight back. Yeah, people think I'm a pushover, but I just try to keep my short temper underneath a layer of patience. A thin layer of patience for some people, but still xD
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One of my friends is trying to get me into SU xD I have to soon...
Same here! People think I'm shy, which I am, but around people I know, I'm pretty hyper lol.
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SU is beautiful
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thank you very much
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You're welcome.
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...But No One Appreciates The Background.
People Like Us All Feel Your Pain.
But To Be Honest And Not Be Cliche...Society Is Broken Now
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Sorry bro. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Don't worry the pain will pass soon. Also, to make your day a little brighter I have two things to say. 1, despite what I'm going to say after this, this is very good. I'm not as skilled as you are and this talent is enough to make me jealous. 2, Turns out even though the Foundation hasn't figured it out yet, but the Plague Doctor can't die. Well, at least his true form can't.
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heh. Strong guy. Holds outlong. Think I should do that too XD. Also it took me 8 years to draw good on traditional. I haven't even reached full potential on digital.
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Well, if it's something you want to draw I say go for it!
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I know the feeling man, I'm doing a lot better in Highschool then Middle School.
I fucking swear...Garside would have been the cause of my suicide if I wasn't a wimp about dying and didn't have the only friends I had in that shit of a school. Half of the teachers were assholes, the kids were fucking jerks and assholes, and they were the only people the teachers actually liked. I'd always try to find a way to miss school every time.
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For me its the exact opposite High school is shti right nwo middle school was my safe haven. I hadpeople to talk to who understand I was sad. Now I'm back at square one with no one.
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Maybe one day you'll have at lest one person who understands you in that school. There's hundres of kids in that school, one of them is bond to be in the same situation as you, and you two may run into each other and help eachother through school's dickary.
I do hope things get better for you.
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Maybe. There's one girl but she's shy I mean i wish we could have a whol convo and trust eachother but we're at the line of not that trusting yet but we're friends.
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It'll take time to start trusting each other, can't really rush it because there is a possibility that maybe that person isn't the best person to be friends with.
I mean one of my friends when they first saw me, they thought "Oh she seems pretty cool, but she might be a jerk or something" and then once we got to know each other...she found out that I was a completely moronicly idiot like her, and everyone else in the six pack.
I'm sure you'll eventually start getting a small amount of people to befriend, it'll just take time.
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Okay. :^/ im glad im staying from school today. I dun wanna go to math...
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I guess Math is the worst one of them all.
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Yep filled with the biggest...unclean..horrid..hypocritical beings. It is scary really.
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God I feel like I can break down at any moment.
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I can;t talk to my friends irl..my other friends understood me they did all they can to help but I just feel so lonely.
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If they don't understand your feelings then they are not your friends.
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its just that ive met around..more than 20 people who still dont get the hint..i might visit my friend's house but god i dont want to leave from her house when i get there.
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