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How you ever wonder what it be like to dream something big? Did it ever concern to you that maybe you’re biggest was growing up in a simple little ranch house, just feeding the animals, or the smell of the hay when working on the fields.

Perhaps your dreams was to maybe becoming something simple like a baker in little bakery.It’s funny to think that these dreams like a little fairy tale, and no one noticed that these dreams could be real.

I was never really the type to really care about certain things, but something…. No… someone made me realize that dreams are worth living no matter how it much it takes and no matter how it archive because deep down I wanted to protect that person… That person made me realize how much my life if worth fighting for.

It’s funny really; to think someone like me to think so highly of this person when the person gives out is out a cold expression. It makes me wonder what is he truly thinking about. I wonder really… It makes me very curious for him.

Though there are other things to worry about as well, I want to be strong for this person… He doesn’t know how much he made me realize that the world is a cruel and horrible place; however he made me realize that the world is beautiful and wonderful.

How do I know this? Well…. I always dream of seeing the flowers, the lakes and everything outside of these walls ever since I was a little girl. I always wanted to be free, just lay in the warm grass letting the warmth of the sun touch my skin. The beautiful sky… everything.

Others made say that the world is scary ever since those creatures called the ‘Titans’ appears out of nowhere years ago.

I understand how others might feel because in all honestly it’s scary to think these monsters came here only to harm us, but I know we will never let these demons come between our humanity. I understand that some people are scared but I wonder why some people join when they are truly scared really deep...

Scary, yes, it is really scary to think losing your life and losing your family but sometimes you have to remember others depend on you as well you have to keep on fighting. You can’t stand there and just pretend the problem will go away on its own.

I have tried that once, I remember I thought the problem will go away on its own but no… I was foolish to think like that, acting like this will play out perfectly when I knew that deep down in my heart it wasn’t going to play out so well.

I felt myself smiling a little because I knew how it was for me when I join the army; of course I was shitting bricks! I was so scared because I thought this was going to be easy since I always admire the army pride and everything but I honestly thought why some soldiers were scared but then I realize the horrible truth….. The truth I was scared too.

I know I thought this was going to be easy but I was wrong. When I first became a member of the Survey Crops, I started too acted like…. How to put this in an easier to say, ‘’precious princess’ AKA spoil brat, but in a nicely term.

I let out a little laugh. Memories like these always made me to make smile, good or bad.

I already did enjoy the times getting to know each and everyone, especially Sasha. She’s an amazing friend; she’s the sister that I always wanted. She was my best friend and like a youngest sister.I always will tell her little things that I never I mean NEVER told Hanji about this, because I know she loves to chat and like to gossip at the time! I love her to death, but sometimes she’s a little… Uh… well…. maybe… unstable… Strange, yes I know but she’s just…. I don’t how to say it in a way. Anyways, Sasha knows my love for this certain man.

This man…. This man really changed me for the better. I will do anything to protect this man, I don’t care if I die, I will die for him, I will do anything. I will win this battle for him…. He doesn’t know how I much I care; he doesn’t know how I respect him… He’s mine everything; he’s my morning sun that brightens my day. Sure his expression that the type who won’t care about anything, but when I look deep into his grayish-blue eyes I know there’s life… I know there’s something that he wants to protect… I know the real him.

People might think it’s foolish to love someone like that, but this man gives me something worth living for….. He does. People might think it is crazy, others might say that it might be forbidden to do such a thing like this in a world with so much chaos.

Sometimes I honestly think to myself, was it foolish to love this man? Was it really your dream to fall in love with the man will be your superior….?

However deep down I do not care if I’m a cadet…..and I honestly don’t care if he my superior…because more than everything I honestly don’t care if it’s a bad things for this beautiful but crazy miracle to happen. I know that deep down in my heart I truly, deeply love---

‘’Cece?’’

I slowly open my eyes, and turn around to see the captain, I honestly thought he was in his office doing paper work or he was with Commander Erwin discussing something. I smiled at him. ‘’Hello there, Captain Levi. ’’

I noticed he was a few feet away from me, he also crossing his arms too. My mother used to tell me when people crossed their arms is was a sign of the person being upset, but I know that Levi wasn’t upset at all. It was just a habit of his when he did that.

Levi smirked a little at me.‘’What are you doing up here so late?’’,he said uncrossing his arms, walking towards me.

I let out a little soft laugh and slightly shrugged my shoulders.‘’I don’t know, I guess I wasn’t in the mood to sleep, or maybe I wasn’t in the mood to hear to hear the other girls chatting about ‘’boys,”’’ I said rolling my eyes a little.

I know a little weird that I would say that, but I tried to be little playful.

Levi sat down next to me; he made a little weird expression as he let out a little scoff.‘’Boys you say?’’ he asked in a weird type of tone. ‘’So your saying that that girls that you share room with talk about boys?’’

I smirked a little and nodded to him, wanting to see what he was going to say or react on the little joke.

Levi just nodded his head a little, not looking amused… I think. It was really hard for me to read him sometimes, so I assumed that he was thinking on what he was going to reply back.

‘’I find that hard to believe,’’ Levi reply.

I smiled at him widely and nudged his shoulders playfully. ‘’Hahah, it was a joke, you know that right? Wasn’t it funny?’’ I already what the question to be but I decided to be playful with him.

‘’Honestly…no, it wasn’t funny at all,’’Levi said calmly.

I pouted a little and nudged him again on the shoulder, pretending to be upset. I notice that little smirk that he was showing, he knew that I wasn’t mad at him since everyone I mean everyone knew I had a really bad sense of jokes. We both turn to look at the night sky.

We sat there in silence, looking at the night starry sky. The night like these were always so calming and refreshing, always erasing scary thoughts about things that no one wants to know about. This is why I always came here on the roof to just to get always from things and just to think about what does the future hold for us all.

I was so deep in thought I didn’t realize that Levi’s voice was calling out to me.‘’Hmm? I’m sorry what did you say?’’ asked turning to look at him.

‘’I said are you scare?’’Levi said without looking at me.

I knew why he was asking me this question. I honestly I have been thinking about that all day, I honestly didn’t want to show it but I was so damn scared about losing him. I know those monsters are capable of, I know for a fact that this wasn’t going to be like the other days….No I know for a fact this was going to be much more dangerous than the last time.

I couldn’t help myself but I let out a sigh.‘’To be honest with you… It’s going to be like other days don’t you think so? We fight the Titans like it’s our job, so I’m not scared at all,’’ I said serious but in a calm manner. I turn back to look night sky. ‘’But…’’I move a little closer and rested my head on his shoulder like he was a pillow.‘’…I’m glad that we are going to do this together though,’’I whisper.

Levi didn’t say anything but I honestly could have sworn he reply back to me by saying,‘’Glad you think so too,Cece.’’

I couldn’t help but smile. ‘’I love you,’' I whisper, I honestly did… somewhat in a way he heard me, but he didn’t than that was fine because I know it was a little bit too for this moment.

I know it’s scary to risk your life, I know that it’s beyond scary to fight and fight picturing your life going down the well….. It’s horrible to think like this; however, I always though like that once even I got a little older.

This was my dream, my dream to join the army. I know that sometimes inspiration comes in different forms, but this was a dream come true.

Tomorrow was going to be like another day. I know for a fact that blood will be shed, but I will swear I will protect the one I love the most, I know as a duty as a solider I can’t let my feelings get to me in the battle field but in my heart I will protect him.

I will protect no matter what the risk are, I don’t care if I’m just a cadet, I honestly don’t care if this man is my superior. I honestly don’t even give a damn that this is bad or not… because deep in my heart I will vow to protect him…. because I truly, deeply, love, Levi Ackerman.

I promise on my life I will do anything to protect him no matter what it takes. I know that the world is cruel but my love for Levi grows each passing day.

That is my duty as a soldier; I will destroy them all, to protect everyone, and make the world a better place for humanity…. Only faith could only know what our future really holds for us.

For now, I will just look at the night sky and let the stars take me away to another place.

After all everyone has dreams and sometimes these dreams really do come true.

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How you ever wonder what it be like to dream something big? Did it ever concern to you that maybe you’re biggest was growing up in a simple little ranch house, just feeding the animals, or the smell of the hay when working on the fields.

Perhaps your dreams was to maybe becoming something simple like a baker in little bakery.It’s funny to think that these dreams like a little fairy tale, and no one noticed that these dreams could be real.

I was never really the type to really care about certain things, but something…. No… someone made me realize that dreams are worth living no matter how it much it takes and no matter how it archive because deep down I wanted to protect that person… That person made me realize how much my life if worth fighting for.

It’s funny really; to think someone like me to think so highly of this person when the person gives out is out a cold expression. It makes me wonder what is he truly thinking about. I wonder really… It makes me very curious for him.

Though there are other things to worry about as well, I want to be strong for this person… He doesn’t know how much he made me realize that the world is a cruel and horrible place; however he made me realize that the world is beautiful and wonderful.

How do I know this? Well…. I always dream of seeing the flowers, the lakes and everything outside of these walls ever since I was a little girl. I always wanted to be free, just lay in the warm grass letting the warmth of the sun touch my skin. The beautiful sky… everything.

Others made say that the world is scary ever since those creatures called the ‘Titans’ appears out of nowhere years ago.

I understand how others might feel because in all honestly it’s scary to think these monsters came here only to harm us, but I know we will never let these demons come between our humanity. I understand that some people are scared but I wonder why some people join when they are truly scared really deep...

Scary, yes, it is really scary to think losing your life and losing your family but sometimes you have to remember others depend on you as well you have to keep on fighting. You can’t stand there and just pretend the problem will go away on its own.

I have tried that once, I remember I thought the problem will go away on its own but no… I was foolish to think like that, acting like this will play out perfectly when I knew that deep down in my heart it wasn’t going to play out so well.

I felt myself smiling a little because I knew how it was for me when I join the army; of course I was shitting bricks! I was so scared because I thought this was going to be easy since I always admire the army pride and everything but I honestly thought why some soldiers were scared but then I realize the horrible truth….. The truth I was scared too.

I know I thought this was going to be easy but I was wrong. When I first became a member of the Survey Crops, I started too acted like…. How to put this in an easier to say, ‘’precious princess’ AKA spoil brat, but in a nicely term.

I let out a little laugh. Memories like these always made me to make smile, good or bad.

I already did enjoy the times getting to know each and everyone, especially Sasha. She’s an amazing friend; she’s the sister that I always wanted. She was my best friend and like a youngest sister.I always will tell her little things that I never I mean NEVER told Hanji about this, because I know she loves to chat and like to gossip at the time! I love her to death, but sometimes she’s a little… Uh… well…. maybe… unstable… Strange, yes I know but she’s just…. I don’t how to say it in a way. Anyways, Sasha knows my love for this certain man.

This man…. This man really changed me for the better. I will do anything to protect this man, I don’t care if I die, I will die for him, I will do anything. I will win this battle for him…. He doesn’t know how I much I care; he doesn’t know how I respect him… He’s mine everything; he’s my morning sun that brightens my day. Sure his expression that the type who won’t care about anything, but when I look deep into his grayish-blue eyes I know there’s life… I know there’s something that he wants to protect… I know the real him.

People might think it’s foolish to love someone like that, but this man gives me something worth living for….. He does. People might think it is crazy, others might say that it might be forbidden to do such a thing like this in a world with so much chaos.

Sometimes I honestly think to myself, was it foolish to love this man? Was it really your dream to fall in love with the man will be your superior….?

However deep down I do not care if I’m a cadet…..and I honestly don’t care if he my superior…because more than everything I honestly don’t care if it’s a bad things for this beautiful but crazy miracle to happen. I know that deep down in my heart I truly, deeply love---

‘’Cece?’’

I slowly open my eyes, and turn around to see the captain, I honestly thought he was in his office doing paper work or he was with Commander Erwin discussing something. I smiled at him. ‘’Hello there, Captain Levi. ’’

I noticed he was a few feet away from me, he also crossing his arms too. My mother used to tell me when people crossed their arms is was a sign of the person being upset, but I know that Levi wasn’t upset at all. It was just a habit of his when he did that.

Levi smirked a little at me.‘’What are you doing up here so late?’’,he said uncrossing his arms, walking towards me.

I let out a little soft laugh and slightly shrugged my shoulders.‘’I don’t know, I guess I wasn’t in the mood to sleep, or maybe I wasn’t in the mood to hear to hear the other girls chatting about ‘’boys,”’’ I said rolling my eyes a little.

I know a little weird that I would say that, but I tried to be little playful.

Levi sat down next to me; he made a little weird expression as he let out a little scoff.‘’Boys you say?’’ he asked in a weird type of tone. ‘’So your saying that that girls that you share room with talk about boys?’’

I smirked a little and nodded to him, wanting to see what he was going to say or react on the little joke.

Levi just nodded his head a little, not looking amused… I think. It was really hard for me to read him sometimes, so I assumed that he was thinking on what he was going to reply back.

‘’I find that hard to believe,’’ Levi reply.

I smiled at him widely and nudged his shoulders playfully. ‘’Hahah, it was a joke, you know that right? Wasn’t it funny?’’ I already what the question to be but I decided to be playful with him.

‘’Honestly…no, it wasn’t funny at all,’’Levi said calmly.

I pouted a little and nudged him again on the shoulder, pretending to be upset. I notice that little smirk that he was showing, he knew that I wasn’t mad at him since everyone I mean everyone knew I had a really bad sense of jokes. We both turn to look at the night sky.

We sat there in silence, looking at the night starry sky. The night like these were always so calming and refreshing, always erasing scary thoughts about things that no one wants to know about. This is why I always came here on the roof to just to get always from things and just to think about what does the future hold for us all.

I was so deep in thought I didn’t realize that Levi’s voice was calling out to me.‘’Hmm? I’m sorry what did you say?’’ asked turning to look at him.

‘’I said are you scare?’’Levi said without looking at me.

I knew why he was asking me this question. I honestly I have been thinking about that all day, I honestly didn’t want to show it but I was so damn scared about losing him. I know those monsters are capable of, I know for a fact that this wasn’t going to be like the other days….No I know for a fact this was going to be much more dangerous than the last time.

I couldn’t help myself but I let out a sigh.‘’To be honest with you… It’s going to be like other days don’t you think so? We fight the Titans like it’s our job, so I’m not scared at all,’’ I said serious but in a calm manner. I turn back to look night sky. ‘’But…’’I move a little closer and rested my head on his shoulder like he was a pillow.‘’…I’m glad that we are going to do this together though,’’I whisper.

Levi didn’t say anything but I honestly could have sworn he reply back to me by saying,‘’Glad you think so too,Cece.’’

I couldn’t help but smile. ‘’I love you,’' I whisper, I honestly did… somewhat in a way he heard me, but he didn’t than that was fine because I know it was a little bit too for this moment.

I know it’s scary to risk your life, I know that it’s beyond scary to fight and fight picturing your life going down the well….. It’s horrible to think like this; however, I always though like that once even I got a little older.

This was my dream, my dream to join the army. I know that sometimes inspiration comes in different forms, but this was a dream come true.

Tomorrow was going to be like another day. I know for a fact that blood will be shed, but I will swear I will protect the one I love the most, I know as a duty as a solider I can’t let my feelings get to me in the battle field but in my heart I will protect him.

I will protect no matter what the risk are, I don’t care if I’m just a cadet, I honestly don’t care if this man is my superior. I honestly don’t even give a damn that this is bad or not… because deep in my heart I will vow to protect him…. because I truly, deeply, love, Levi Ackerman.

I promise on my life I will do anything to protect him no matter what it takes. I know that the world is cruel but my love for Levi grows each passing day.

That is my duty as a soldier; I will destroy them all, to protect everyone, and make the world a better place for humanity…. Only faith could only know what our future really holds for us.

For now, I will just look at the night sky and let the stars take me away to another place.

After all everyone has dreams and sometimes these dreams really do come true.