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Published: 2016-01-18 07:04:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 1233; Favourites: 32; Downloads: 0
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Pain...Pain...Pain...
It hurts so much
Deep
Cry in sorrow, but I fail to tell why
Scream, I fail to tell why

Memories are a part of us, some cherish it
others don't

My memories are locked up on a cage
Those memories weren't the happy times

Everyday, everynight, every second I slowly die

Fear, is my weakness
Fear, is a part of me
Fear, is something I can't run away from
This fear is something that shall never speak of

I slowly wonder if they are truly who are a part of my life
Do they want me to only care about them only?
I feel broken
Broken as a shatter class

Broken to a point I can't bare to
Tell them how I lothe hem

They are selfish creatures
They want pity, they want everything
so they makeup lies for their own pleasure

Excuses

My pain is real
Deep inside is hurting
My heart screams and cries
Noone listen to my words

My world is not a happy time
My world is a dark world
Surface by people who lie, make excuse,
And want pity

I cry and scream for someone to lift me up
Noone comes

I feel alone and broken
Am I broken?
Yes, I am broken
Deep inside

Deep inside this hellhole
A curse, a curse that could never be told
Noone cares about

They just want to tell their lies
Lies that make others feel sorry for them

I am broken, deep inside
My heart is in pain
Scream and cry

Noone knows the pain I have...Noone knows
Others say they know they suffer like me,
But it's an exuse, Β it all lies
They just want pity

Pity.....pity...and more pity
Why others pity each other for no reason
What has became of us
Noknows know for sure anymore

Please someone hold me
Tell me that these bad pain will go away
Please someone,anyone

But noone comes to lift me up
I feel broken once again

I lay on the bed, soft and warm
But it still hurts inside
Close eyes tight shut
Try to forget those thought aside
Maybe one day it willl be better soon

Yes,maybe one day

But for now I still hurt inside
The pain hurt so much
Noone knows the real pain that I have
Suffer for so long inside my heart

But....maybe one day everything will
Change
Maybe one day, someday it will heal
This pain that I have inside my heart

~Poem artist by unknown

First of all, I'm NOT sad or anything like that - I just wanted to draw something pretty intense because it has been a while since I did something like this and the only time I ever did that was with those Yandere pictures that I did a while back. :/

Oh man,I think it had been a while since I did anything with blood, I mean, sure they were a pics that I did with blood but oh gosh this one takes the case.

Originally it was supposed to be a really really really old OC that I made up for some rp that I did some friend I did a while ago, but whatever.

So I just made some random character to fill the picture, because I wasn't going to let my OCS be headless and being sad! D: Not my babies!!

So yeah...To be honest the girl was supposed to have adifferent hair but it was getting annoying to draw so I just with the simple hair style - it looks nice either way.

Like I said before I'M NOT sad, I'm ok.

Anywho...... I hope you all like it.

Reference: Headless Girl - Base 09
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Comments: 3

123GOHANZ [2016-01-18 08:39:38 +0000 UTC]

Well damn....

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thebigblackdevil5 In reply to 123GOHANZ [2016-01-18 09:10:18 +0000 UTC]

As in the poem or the picture?Β 

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123GOHANZ In reply to thebigblackdevil5 [2016-01-18 10:21:41 +0000 UTC]

Both?

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