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Published: 2020-10-21 00:29:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 6729; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 0
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(For those of you who didn't read or haven't found my latest journal ((www.deviantart.com/theblueblur⦠)) here it is in a form of a picture.)No introduction this time, I'm cutting straight to the chase.
I think you all deserve to know the truth... no more lies, no more gimmicks... The real truth, the one I've been thinking about for a long time...
...I really appreciate all the support you've all given to Peni for the last 4 years and really appreciate all the love for her art, but I'm afraid you've all been misinformed... under my negligence and poor choices.
Peni Blue... She... She was never a real person, let alone even the drawer of those drawings and all those characters that you saw. All those were made by me, even the most famous oc Penny was made by me; Michael. I don't remember why I pretended to be girl in the first place, but I honestly feel more than ashamed for lying to all of you guys and I just wanna say... I'm sorry... very sorry... I know I should've told you all from very beginning, but I didn't and I regret not doing that... and now I feel like you all don't deserve a deceiver as bad as me...
Feel free to unwatch me and hate on me if you want to, I deserve all of it after what I brought upon you guys and girls.... I'm sorry...
- Michael.
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Yeah... Sorry for the inconvenience.
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I never watched that stuff, so I have no response to that.
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you-you lied to m-me
do you have any idea what i have gone through
i i feel violated
manipulated
do you have any idea about what you were doing
i almost killed myself 3 separate times
did you even know about it
i
you knew what was going on didnβt you
did you find it fun?
did you find it entertaining?
did you know that you talked someone out of ending it all
and lied to them about who you really were
you continued with this little act
when you βhelped meβ
you could had told me the truth
and i would have understood then
but now
now
i feel disgusted
hahahahaha hahahahaha
hahahahaha hahahahaha
hahahahaha hahahahaha
hahahahaha hahahahaha
my life was a part of your little βGameβ wasnβt it
you lied to so many people
you lied to Me
just know
if i post my suicide letter on deviantart in the future
just remember
Itβs All Your Fault
hahahahaha hahahahaha
Burn In Hell
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Just because I lied doesn't mean I don't care for you.
All those good things I said about you as Peni were my actual words.
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but did you even think about My feelings
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I did., and I mean that, but I needed to get something off of my chest that was giving me nothing, but pain and stress., and that was revealing my true identity.
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iβve never had any friends
all of my so called βfriendsβ have lied, abused, blackmailed, abandoned, and driven me to the brink of insanity
hahahahaha
and i see that Youβre no different then them
they never cared about me
they lied to me
and told me fake sob stories to gain my trust and
then backstabbed me
i walk with a limp now
i cough up blood from time to time
i have trouble breathing from all the abuse i have gone through
hahahahaha
if you really cared
you would have dropped the charade
and actually care about the situation you got yourself into
but no
you continued your little game
i hope youβre happy with yourself
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I never had any intention to hurt you.
Ever since you told me about your life and how everyone you trusted hated you, I've always been feeling remorseful for you.
When say "someone as nice as you doesn't deserve to go through what you experienced", I actually mean that from the bottom of my heart.
I'm not proud that I made a false identity, but I just want to make it right for me and everyone, including you, Stella.
If you continue to still see me as "traitor" towards you, then I won't bother you anymore. I tried to talk, and I guess you weren't really in the mood for my honest feelings about all this. All I could say is... I wish you the greatest life you can ever get.
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Why did you comment that then?
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Because you lied the whole time, I thought you were my friend
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I'm still your friend, but I just wanted to get something off my back cause of all the pain and stress it brought me.
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Wait a minute, you hated Mario in the past when you were actually a boy
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I didn't mention him at the time, in the past except latsr on.
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That's not suspicious, I literally did that.
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You just didn't like being a "he" online?
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Well, I don't quite remember why I pretended to be a girl as I said before, but even if, I still don't like being someone that I ain't.
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No he didn't.
And what in the hell? I'm straight, although I don't know about him.
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Thanks!
I really appreciate that!
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Really? You mean all of that? Thank you
(It's fine)
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I... Thanks, I guess.
And you don't?
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