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Published: 2008-12-24 02:14:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 552; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 4
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so happy stuff turned vent art. I really can't take much more of this. I am sick of looking in the mirror and wanting to vomit, knowing i'll never be pretty enough and i'll never be good enough and i'll never be her.i am sick of being masochistic emotionally. i am sick of playing stupid.
i'm so close to the edge but i'm not going over it just yet.
i'm okay. i'm gonna fix everything. i'm gonna let go
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she's quite pretty. well, hope you feel better- beauty is kind of a trap, try not to focus on it so much.
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thank you
i'm trying to get better about that. i talked to him about it, and he was like WTF! I WOULDN'T HAVE PICKED YOU IF I THOUGHT SHE WAS WORTH SHIT xD
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Wow the colours on this picture really are beautiful and go so nicely together~
You're so good at drawing, i envy you 8D~<3
and i know this is just a random comment, but i hope everything works out for you, i hope you feel better soon
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random comments are luffly!
your art is very prettyful as well! bright colors are the sex.
i'm feeling better. I had a wierd night xDD
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Aww shucks thank you 8D
I'm glad you're feelin better though dear x3
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liddeh... I dunno what been going on in your life to make you feel that way BUT just know that I think you're amazing :3 and you're so talented too <3 This picture is beautiful. I love your style and all the little details. 
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i love you sarikins!
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You draw pretty stuff when you're venting!
But in all seriousness, these do not sound like healthy thoughts. (Healthy thoughts...sounds like thinking about vegetables with smiles doing some sort of dance.) So I wouldn't just say "I'll be okay" and pretend that you aren't feeling anything. Because this is an indication that something is not right here, and if I understand you correctly, it's definitely not you or anything you did.
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i sowwie D:
it's not exactly something i did; although i feel like i went out of my way to...induce a break down. i do that a lot, just sit back and look at her picture, go out of my way to stare at it as i walk by in the hall.
not healthy, i'll admit. but i'm gonna make things okay
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You don't have to be sorry! D:
But anyone who causes you any sort of trouble will be sorry, all right. SORRY THEY WERE BORN!
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YEAH! but honestly it's no ones fault. it's...mostly me fucking with my own head xD
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I do that a lot, too. Ah, psychology.
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awhhh....
i know what you mean.
the jealousy consumes me...
and this drawing.
omg.
you draw so good
and the shading is just gorgeous
jesus i love the way you drew her hair and the bow.
just EVERYTHING
ugh you're amazing.
she's amazing.
fsdfsdf
feel better, please :c
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thank you vewwy vewwy much <3
I'm working on it. I feel guilty for going psychobitch on people...but ugh. I'm gonna work it out
you're too sweet!~
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feel better. <3
don't let anything you can't change get you down.
it'll swallow you, if you do.
so smile.
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this is definetely something I can't change. but I think I've figured out a way around it, if i don't chicken out x]
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what exactly is it?
if you don't mind telling me, of course.
c:
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i'd say it...but it's a long story.
very long story xD
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