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It was all for nothing...

The sentence echoed in her head as she stared at the wall before her. It felt like hours since she had awoken and realized the blissful dream of death was just that. A dream. The quiet she was given...she couldn't bring herself to give it up, and simply sat in her bed without a sound. Centuries or torture. Centuries of trying to die. And then one day it was all gone. She had finally died.

No...

She was forced to sleep. Lied to to have her wish. And if the pokemon of dreams could not even grant her final wish, then....

She felt a choke in her throat, somehow stopping her thoughts. A wave crashed over her as if it had been held back for so long while the waters only grew and grew in force. She couldn't stop it, she didn't have the strength...the will go to on pretending. And for the first time in so long tears escaped her eyes and soaked her face with her own sorrow as her eyes glowed the brightest in the room. Her voice forced itself from her mouth, causing broken sounds of sobbing to slam into her heart.

She couldn't hold it back.

Her cries grew louder by the minute, escalating as every level of hurt suddenly flooded out of her mouth and eyes. She didn't care if anyone heard her. In this moment only she existed and all she wanted was to cry. She could be heard by those who slept next to her and even those outside the train cart, the sounds of a wailing ghost begging to pass on. One all to familiar to Circus Darkrai and joined in the cries of joy and excitement of the patrons just outside.

Her arm raised and slammed the wall enough to cause it to shake. She couldn't control herself as soon both arms began to flail about wildly, hitting anyone that was close, ignoring all pain felt. She wanted to tear everything apart, anything she could touch. The sheets on her bed, the mattress her slept on that easily fell apart at her claws. The glass of her mirror that shattered so easily, cutting into the side of her hand, removing what little muffle of sound it prevented. If she destroyed everything would it all go away. Would there be nothing left? No solid thoughts could form in her mind for even there was nothing but her cries. Her body simply acted, and such continued to screech and wail as she destroyed her room.

And finally, after a solid two hours, she fell quiet. Curled into the corner of her room, arms over her head to try and head. Her sobbing was faint but did not stop for a moment.

She couldn't stop it.

She wanted it to all stop.

Cece is currently available to rp.
But it's at your own risk.

Forced to face her reality, Cecelia has an emotional breakdown and succumbs to depression. Your character will have either heard the massive amount of destruction or crying coming from her train cart, or perhaps heard someone who lives next to her complaining about the noise. After all, Cece did this quite a bit in the beginning, it was nothing new.

Or you will find Cece wandering the circus grounds, a smile on her face as if nothing had happened. What is happening to the pumpkin lady?

Or you can rp with her before this all happened (to get to know her first)

I'll only be able to manage 3-4 rps (doing present and past rps, let me know)

Saveli
Mary-Alice

(Or if we have an older rp that hasn't gotten done let me know and we'll do that instead, that'll count for a slot too)

Description

It was all for nothing...

The sentence echoed in her head as she stared at the wall before her. It felt like hours since she had awoken and realized the blissful dream of death was just that. A dream. The quiet she was given...she couldn't bring herself to give it up, and simply sat in her bed without a sound. Centuries or torture. Centuries of trying to die. And then one day it was all gone. She had finally died.

No...

She was forced to sleep. Lied to to have her wish. And if the pokemon of dreams could not even grant her final wish, then....

She felt a choke in her throat, somehow stopping her thoughts. A wave crashed over her as if it had been held back for so long while the waters only grew and grew in force. She couldn't stop it, she didn't have the strength...the will go to on pretending. And for the first time in so long tears escaped her eyes and soaked her face with her own sorrow as her eyes glowed the brightest in the room. Her voice forced itself from her mouth, causing broken sounds of sobbing to slam into her heart.

She couldn't hold it back.

Her cries grew louder by the minute, escalating as every level of hurt suddenly flooded out of her mouth and eyes. She didn't care if anyone heard her. In this moment only she existed and all she wanted was to cry. She could be heard by those who slept next to her and even those outside the train cart, the sounds of a wailing ghost begging to pass on. One all to familiar to Circus Darkrai and joined in the cries of joy and excitement of the patrons just outside.

Her arm raised and slammed the wall enough to cause it to shake. She couldn't control herself as soon both arms began to flail about wildly, hitting anyone that was close, ignoring all pain felt. She wanted to tear everything apart, anything she could touch. The sheets on her bed, the mattress her slept on that easily fell apart at her claws. The glass of her mirror that shattered so easily, cutting into the side of her hand, removing what little muffle of sound it prevented. If she destroyed everything would it all go away. Would there be nothing left? No solid thoughts could form in her mind for even there was nothing but her cries. Her body simply acted, and such continued to screech and wail as she destroyed her room.

And finally, after a solid two hours, she fell quiet. Curled into the corner of her room, arms over her head to try and head. Her sobbing was faint but did not stop for a moment.

She couldn't stop it.

She wanted it to all stop.

Cece is currently available to rp.
But it's at your own risk.

Forced to face her reality, Cecelia has an emotional breakdown and succumbs to depression. Your character will have either heard the massive amount of destruction or crying coming from her train cart, or perhaps heard someone who lives next to her complaining about the noise. After all, Cece did this quite a bit in the beginning, it was nothing new.

Or you will find Cece wandering the circus grounds, a smile on her face as if nothing had happened. What is happening to the pumpkin lady?

Or you can rp with her before this all happened (to get to know her first)

I'll only be able to manage 3-4 rps (doing present and past rps, let me know)

Saveli
Mary-Alice

(Or if we have an older rp that hasn't gotten done let me know and we'll do that instead, that'll count for a slot too)