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ThunderSkeleton13 — I quit ( read descriptions)
Published: 2018-04-04 13:36:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 334; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 0
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Sorry ami-everyone but I can't more of this stress anymore. I can't keep trusting everyone and after a few days they fuck it up. What no what I do "I" am the mistake, cause for what I did to a certain someone who hates me. I cannot go on and live like this anymore and they told me that I don't belong to the Internet...I don't think I belong in the real world. I'm quitting and I don't want the others to even see me.Though to that certain someone I apologize for ever THOUSANDS OF TIMES AND STILL DIDN'T GET A FUCKING FORGIVENESS FROM HER AND ALL OF HER FUCKING FRIENDS!!! Because they don't goddamn trust me no more and now I don't trust NO ONE anymore. And in fact...NO ONE CARES!! Cause they only follow to that asshole and fight me to defend her! THAT WAS JUST FOUR YEARS AGO!!
But I didn't wrote this because they came back, I wrote it because I think about them on certain days. Never goes away for after what I did to them.
I steal, wrote racist notes, threat, stalk, and stealing their character designs...but that happened when I was 12. But since not everyone knows but now you know. And today she still won't forgive for after what I've done to her....I deserve it anyway. So if you don't want to hangout with a person who does all this shit to them go ahead and removed me from your watchers if you want but just to let you know that I have changed after the past of years.
Leavenstructure out
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Comments: 12
I never knew people could be more of an asshole!!!!! I don’t know how you feel but I do care and if you need anything I’m here and always will be here fore you.
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Don't blame them. They were just trying to make me understand how they felt.
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Oh sorry just got a little heated 
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Hey dude, what you did in the past was wrong but it sounds like you’ve grown up over time. I sometimes find myself unable to sleep while I think about dumb stuff I did in the past. All you can really do is recognize those mistakes, apologize, and make sure you avoid doing it again in the future. From what you wrote, it appears you’ve done all of those. Now you have to move on and hope they are willing to forgive you sometime in the future. Don’t give up on life, you were twelve when all this happened. Kids do dumb stuff, nuff said.
Hope you feel better soon.
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Well, I did kinda went a little off from it. It's just I have strong memorys that only on some things I won't forget but..I am hoping that someday they would forgive me. I just can't force on that rn. Though I have some animation ideas I want to try work on :>
Thanks for the feedback amigo
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you know i have 10 years and i know how you are feeling because my life is hard aswell people always picking on me because sometimes i can't control my anger sometimes it looks like even my brother hates me
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Yo I now realize that you posted this a little while ago, BUTT, I am new to Deviantart, but I am not new to what you are experiencing. Just in my opinion, they’ve gotta grow up just like you did, I know you did some bad things in the past, and the memories hurt, but u have a choice either learn from the memories, or let them consume u in pain and Just know :
you’ve got a friend (watcher) in me 2x
when the road looks rough ahead and your
miles and miles from ur nice warm bed, you
just remember watch your old pal (watcher)
said: boy or girl you got friend (watcher) in
me!
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Whitch it also means that I'm having trouble with posting art cause they always come over and told me off, I'm like a magnet to them which lures them to start talking. The good thing is that they're not doing it anymore cause I now look back at other peoples characters and see if they're similar :> but the problem is that I always feel like they're still watching me to see what I do.
It's like I don't find any privacy with them around but I don't think they do it anymore. But I'm still concern about it. And if I make another mistake and they show up I'm a goner. But for now on I'm just gonna take a break and man up if they ever show their face...icons to me. Later I'm gonna prove to them that I have change and hoping I don't fuck it up again.
But I have other things to do rn.
Cya
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NO! your not a mistake Please Don't leave People make a mistake EVEN i do People change in years and you did i saw my past in my school when i was the asshole to my friend she cried i though she was a bully but it was me i change now you think it all your fult but it's NOT
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It typically is since I did worse than what you think. I can't even stand her and her friends undertale au's when I explore on YouTube, Tumblr or here! It's like they follow me whenever I go. It IS my fault but just breaking the laws of the goddamn Internet.
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Sorry to hear that all of this is happening to you. Your a great artist I’ll say that. But it’s your choice to go. I just wish the best of luck for you.
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I've been holding inside of me too long in my heart and now it's time I just have to rip my heart out to say it to everyone, I only told only one or two people but now I'm telling it to everyone in the world.
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