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TicciChiKitty — SUFFOCATING
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Published: 2016-06-30 17:55:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 319; Favourites: 33; Downloads: 0
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"In the beginning it was worth thisDo the worst, feel complete
Passing standards others meet
Now perfect endings make you anxious
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret
Why am I still suffocating
I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
I'm Constantly devastated just to stay alive"
- VENT BELOW -
Aaa I'm not doing too well, haha ;; v ;; I'm very sorry for using my Mocchi to vent, I'm just having a bad week.. Aaa I'm very worried about my future, you know?? ;; o ;; {feels like death} {Gah I feel so lonely ;; No one even cares though?? ;; They just say I'm being over dramatic, and my depression isn't anything serious??} {Is feeling suicidal most days not serious enough?? Then I'll be lectured for feeling like that, like oh, you're just saying that, you don't really mean it, you're so cynical, stop overreacting, like it's some kind of joke, like I can control it?? It's not called a mental illness for no reason, I have no control over it} Sorry.
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I know the feeling, I too sometimes feel like wanting to end my life, but I can't do it not when I have hope, love, and support.
Because the ending damages those I love,
Like mallards they'd cry around my coffin,
And when I hear them cry from up above,
I'd realize that taking the easy way out was not what I wanted to win,
Sorry, I got carried away...
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A aa oh gosh, there's no need to apologise!! ;w; I appreciate the time you took to comment on such an old vent piece, Baron!! ; v ; I'm so sorry to hear that you've felt so low in the past, aa I send my best wishes for good years ahead of you!! ;3;
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Thank you, I wish the same to you as well. :*)
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This is beautiful <3
And I know you don't know me but I know how you feel, and I'm always open to talking if you feel like sending me a note sometime <3
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Aaa aaa thank you so very much, Mai, I'm so very flattered you think this came out beautiful despite being a vent!! ;; v ;;
Eee eee, oh my goodness, I really appreciate that you would be okay with me coming to you advice even though we haven't spoken before, friendo, aa aaa that means so much to me!! ;; v ;; Aaa aaa, please feel free to do the same if you're struggling, Mai, aaa I'm so very sorry to hear your going through a similar situation aaa aa so I hope I can help out in any way!! ;; u ;;
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{Snuggles tightly}
SAaa aaa very sorry for the late response, Frost, I went for a nap to take my mind off things ;;
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Shhshh don't worry about it <33
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Aaaa don't worry babu, this wasn't aimed at you, my family just doesn't take the things I feel or say seriously at all, and it makes me feel like somethings seriously wrong with me for acting out some days when I'm really struggling ;; I love you so so much, babu, you help me so much when I'm finding life hard and I'm so lucky to have such a beautiful boyfriend whose there for me when I need it most ;; v ;; <33333
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i know but..
i love you, im here
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I love you so so very much too too babu, please don't worry about me, I feel a lot better today!! ; u ;
I think I was just overwhelmed and I snapped a little, aa I'm so sorry if I made you scared for my safety, Mika!! ;; o ;; Thank you so much for being here for me, aa aaa If things get any worse, I'll message you through a note or on discord as soon as I can!! ;;
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